Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

I used to be at the mercy of anyone who told e what was out there. They would hoarde around me telling me every detail of the world. I would fight and resist but most often i found I had not the power. It took me a couple of years fighting and staying away from people before I grew the awareness to be detached from everyone and even to cut their dreams away from them. Now I can tell them what is out there.

[serloco]

So I been opening my horizons to new forms of magic as recommended by a friend of mine. I plan on carving myself a staff, ingrained with images of my power and sacred symbols.

[serloco]

The battle of my mind is going well. I can see all the fake, inserted thoughts that are not my own, no longer hold any power. It was a long time in the making but freedom is getting closer for me. I used to empower them and the thoughts that were not my own and my enemies do no longer hold any weight. I can see clearly what is my own power, and I am sealing all the holes in my body that used to feed and empower my enemies. I is suffering to have another being trying to control me and my power but on the other hand it is so freeing to choose not to empower them anymore. I went through hell for a long time and I used to give them the power to guide my power and choose for me. Now they are falling and their mind control is empty thoughts. For so long I was controlled and didnt even know it. I have allies and iobs trying to control my mind, and use my power and gifts for themselves. I never used to see it. Now their vibrations are low and sick, and I feel alerts when they try to control me. I can see where I will be and it is glorious.

[serloco]

So I went out and met some people outside of a bar. I asked for a smoke ad they asked me many questions. I could see them scanning my thoughts and could see their reactions to my thoughts. I too could see theirs. I have a silent ally who pretends to be people, everyone i meet sometimes, and she voices aloud for me their thoughts to hear. They were very cool, but they caught me lyig about personal details. I told them in my mind i am sorry for lying to them and I knew they could see my lies, but i felt my secrets to too important to openly share. They were very cool to me and very supportive. I get nevous around people because my thoughts have often controlled them in the past and some iobs try to control my thought. They were a lil overbearing, as many seers can be, because they see and know the truth and so they dug a lil to catch me in my lies, but they stopped when i told them it was ok that i lied. They were very generous in giving me their pack of smokes and asked me if i could do a lil healing for one of their friends and so i did. They could tell i knew secrets of mental illness, and I used to help many people and they said I should keep going and continue to help those in need. They were very cool and made me quite happy.

[serloco]

I had a vision of my future sung to me by some allies. I have heard that I will live a long time, thousands of years, and will eventually die but live again in a reincarnation. Now it is my goal to see how I die and prevent that death from happening.

[serloco]

serloco
I had a vision of my future sung to me by some allies. I have heard that I will live a long time, thousands of years, and will eventually die but live again in a reincarnation. Now it is my goal to see how I die and prevent that death from happening.

[serloco]

at the end of the initial song even flow are these lyrics..

[spoken words by Eddie:]
I died, I died & you just stood there. I died & you watched. I died & you said no. I'm dead.

[serloco]

I see it now and thus I can prevent it. They say I got it too, that I can change it now and already did. Wow, time is so amazing man.

[serloco]

"even flow" is the motion of time, life and death both. together they flow and create motion, freedom and life.

[serloco]

Got into some active shifts with an old ally.. managed to turn my body into a light projection. It was pretty cool, then we checked out how time is created in the now.

[serloco]

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So last night it was raining and i wanted to play with the spirit of the weather. I told it i could stop the rain and sure enough it started raining harder.. I kind of laughed at its resistance to play along, and so I said you can rain if you want to, but i secretly know you can stop it anytime you want! Then it stopped for a few seconds and then rained more..

Later on I was looking in the mirror and felt the intensity of the active moment bearing down on me. I was making choices and tells, and so my mind was in a flow of commands. I told myself, or maybe it was an ally, that I would turn into light and sure enough my skin and body turned into a projection of light. It was beautiful.

[serloco]

I have been working with my shifting perceptions, sometimes it seems with just a thought reality will conform to show me visual perceptions of my thought and its effect on reality. I can think of things and see the energy formed into perception, its amazing. It also seems that for the most part no bad thoughts get formed into this effect. It seems only to accept positivity It is beautiful and playful. Powerful too. It can change reality around in an instant for me.

[jotamax]

Hey Derek i am currently training to make reality conform just with thought, sometimes i have astounding effects, sometimes nothing, yesterday i tried make my blood circulate more in one hand than the other and man this worked!!!!!!, i was baffled, now i see that is possible control consciously the body, but then i did think " why dont do it with just a slight thought?" i will train it too.

Now what impress me is how you see the thoughts, you see them in some kind color? This is really cool.

[serloco]

Congrats on your progress, You are gaining power indeed.

Now I have two different ways in which I see thoughts. I can see them just as a thought looks to you, in your head, but I see it within their attention. They look just like thoughts you would have although some people's are a bit different. The other way is more special as I see them printed on their face and body. Its more like a projection of their thoughts. I dont see any color in them but it is still amazing to see. In the same way I can see their feelings as well.

[serloco]

I went outside for a smoke and started thinking about the band of emanations and thinking how my next lesson will be to assemble new worlds into perception.. I was thinking of my ally and how easy it would be for it to teach me. That was when a window opened into y perception to the world i was thinking of. The world Genaro aligned which was very dark and ominous.

[serloco]

I talked to a tree tonight and said "Hello tree" while it was casting an ally perception for me. Sure enough the branch moved and waved to me! How nice.

[serloco]

[rosygyro]

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My awareness is increasing. Just from someone's words I can see where they are speaking from, their surroundings. I noticed it while watching tv, and just listening without visual attention. My awareness was telling me of the surroundings where they were speaking from. I also noticed that I can hear thoughts conveyed through their verbal words as well.

[serloco]

So today I went into Tim Hortons and had some coffee. I had some large pores on my face and have been having trouble making them vanish away lately. I mean I could get them to fade and make them smaller but only temporarily. I went to look in the mirror and just before I looked I told myself what I looked like and sure enough the majority of them vanished away. Its one of my old knowledge forms. One moment can defeat years of aging. Remember that. I intended for the change to be permanent and sure enough it held for me.

[rosygyro]

i see this in the mirror. everytime.

[rosygyro]

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[serloco]

So I went outside and was watching different bugs. I remembered an old spell that crafts the bugs into artistic new life forms. Like painted insects. I did a quic conjuring and found one hovering close to my eyes. I waled a lil more and saw a flash of light, perceptual magical light, like a frame. Sure enough an insect appeared there. In another couple moments I saw a insect sized light glowing in front of me. A bug made of light. It stayed for a few moments then vanished away.