Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

So I went back outside, forgetting about the insects, and sure enough one got real lose to my eyes sight and followed along with me as I walked. my love for natural is increasing. Having the right knowledge is key, and i apply Adam and Eve's gifts as my own. I let myself name the animals as God taught me. Why should the decision be anyone else's?

[serloco]

Oh yeah I forgot to describe the insect that greeted me. It was painted in dusty gold metalic that shimmered in the light.

[serloco]

I been having a lot of beings try to control me and tell me which awareness is active. I realized that may of the old awareness I use to inhabit was IOB. I see now that all the stuff they taught me was in their control. They would turn it on and off and control me to great lengths. Lately I have been cutting away IOB awareness and not allowing the old shifts to work. It makes it so I can in control of which awareness I possess with my choice.

[serloco]

So last night I was feeling bored while i was trying to sleep. I thought to myself about the body's projection and how i havent been changing it much lately. I looed at my hand and made is into light. I was in the dark and so I could easily see it. I made sparks of fire in my skin that didnt burn. I also made white light that was very radiant inhabit my skin.

[serloco]

I just told it(my ally)to do some magic for me like the old days before hell... how we used to do so much together and I looked at the car and it was like one of those toons from the movie "Cars".. it was animated and alive, and its lights were eyes and it was talking to me and projecting its form. Then i went out again and he was still playing with me, he even moved the wheels back and forth and shifted the front end of the car. when the car moves it is like a projection of animated energy. vibrational and more in colour.

[serloco]

So lately i have been learning a lot. I can see how my old awareness used to be controlled. All the downfalls and dangers of it. I have been going thru it and removing the power from all the old tricks. You should see them scramble trying to mind +$%% me and control everything i am. Its brutal attacks and advanced mind control techniques. I see it all now. My mind and theirs. Its amazing all the things that used to work for them have run dry. My choice is great to have and i can guide myself where i want. Thoughts and projections hold no power over me or my reality. I am reaching power and freedom. WHen to move or be moved and when to stand your ground and just say no. I am learning so much. My enemies are running dry. There is a beautiful horizon coming my way. Its powerful and free. I have so many friends among reality. So many good people all learning with me how to be free and free from your mind controlling you. I used to have every thoughts manifesting in a row. Guiding and forming reality. I would control it perfectly but then others learned it and #$%@$+ it all up. Now my thoughts hold no activity and are essentially dead unless I choose to empower and follow them. Decisional awareness is the best awareness to have.

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So I said to myself that time has a sense of humor. I was watching a movie, an old movie I had seen many times. And I thought about it a lil and said to myself that even though this is an old movie written long ago that time could send messages through it for me right here and now. Time is everywhere, past present and future all at once and is before time is even made. SO even thouogh I knew the movie I thought that it couold be written for this moment, in the future. Sure enough part way into the movie my mind drifted and I started to think of time and the characters began talking to me about my thoughts and answering me. I could see clearly that it was again time using people as puppets to speak thru them and to me, form the past and for the future. I then said to myself I bet time will teach me so much more in my future and he said to me "what for you?!! As if he wouldnt ever again show me anything making me feel quite worthless, as if i werent good enough for its secrets and mastery. I took it seriously for a minute and it wasnt until a few moments later that I thought of al the catering and lessons I have gotten from time. It was always so good to me, one of my most trusted allies. ANd most powerful as well. I then started laughing because I could see the joke and that time was teasing me. Lowly me!! It made me smile and feel so blessed to have such a powerful ally that can arrange time for me, cater it to me. Time is a friend. It wasnt until later that I remembered asking time to show me its sense of humor making the humor even more funny.

[serloco]

I have been learning so much lately about the mind. I am reforming my mind to be strong and decisional with all aspects of my life. In basic understanding I am expanding, carefully, my controlled folly. I have had many intrusion trying to conrol me and form my mind against me and for others. It caused e to disempower the power of my mind and place it into my choice. I am makinng stable, loving, respectful awareness that supports life in positive directions. I learned how to be stable and suspend my awareness without empowering things I dont want to empower. Learning how to handle power has come at the right time in my life. I foresee greatness, control, and infinite power, tamed.

[serloco]

[serloco]

So I was outside and looked at the star's for a minute. I looked for my favorite constellation and didn't see.it in my section of the sky. I designed died internally that I c would cast them anyways. Sure enough the star that were there aligned and new ones slowly lit up for in between the other star.

[serloco]

So I have a kitty, her name is Yaggers. She was my landlady's cat and right away when I moved in we hit it off really well. We loved and played together so much that I claimed her, as a joke, as my own. Turns out my landlady, Lauren, saw our affection as we were joined at the hip, and so she gave her to me.

Right away we had a double dimensional perception on her. I had conjured some shadow beings, to over lap my reality to tell me the thoughts of people in my world, as well as to help me control people and my reality. It is like hearing two voices come out of one mouth. The voice of the actual person and the next dimension where I am moving this dimension into. I can listen and follow the double dimension into the dimension I am intending. At times it gets confusing because I do not know which is real yet until the next dimension touches together and they merge as one. I made the double beings as a 'host world'.

Anyways, after, hearing my kitty's thoughts and stalking the dimensions, we quickly moved into a dimension where my kitty could see my thoughts and energies, as well as me seeing her's. I had her begin showing me her emotions and her thoughts, and taught her to project these energies to me so I could see them. I taught the double beings also to speak for her in words and teach my cat human language. Sure enough she began doing exactly that. I net taught her human gestures and facial expressions. She liked this very much, although it appeared very strange sometimes. Its like I look at her and ask her a question and she will nod her head for me. She is not always listening tho, I leave that up to her as i dont like forces attention onto me. I try to do to others as I would have done onto me.

Aside from my beautiful kitty friend I also have been raising my awareness to the level that can see thoughts of other people. I do have these shadow beings that can tell me the thoughts but I prefer to see them for myself. I experience it almmost as if it is my own attention but it isnt. Its more like a knowing, an awareness that sees the thought. I have very good at making people think what I want them to think but i dont do that anymore. DO onto others... I turned that into a curse for my enemies and for evil people. That way when someone tries to curse my reality I let them have the curse and keep my reality safe.

Also I have been expanding my artistic skills. I learned to draw life. NOt in the way you think either. I learned to make my art alive. You can SEE the life form I draw in the image. I can already make it animated to some degree and will only expand this talent. I created a picture of a girl and she started talking to me. I had drawn the face outline and the hair when she came to life and asked me not to mess up her eyes. I made mistake next and drew her eyes goofy like, and lopsided and you should of seen her expression. The art forms animate emotions perfectly and she looked friggen hilarious!!! I rolled on my bed laughing and loving life. It is such a blessing to be able to do these things. I have felt very down lately because of the mind and teller wars I been into and this breathe of air, and my kitty friend, has made me happy again. THANK GOD!!!

Not only that but i been sealing off all the leaks in my body. I been lerning of all the ways i used to empower my enemies and closing them off. I used to give them power through these leaks, like my thinking, my doubts, my bad thoughts, my wonder, and my "letting". Nowadays my enemies are becoming frozen and no power escapes me and goes to them. It is what i truly needed.

The other day I gazed at my trees and sure enough they started moving. Its cool to watch them communicate with me in gestures and motions. Long ago i learned to give power to the trees and so I gave them a relatioonship with the wind. Now my trees beckon the wind to move them in certain motions. For example one branch will cast the image of a basketball player throwing the ball to another branch, and then the branch catching the ball and dribbling it and then onto the next. Its such an advanced perception and is trully beautiful. If I have a bad thought or a bad command/tell the trees are taught to "chuck it off", making a branch move like an arm throwing the bad craapy thought off of itself and so it doesnt move to it. I sat and wondered just how many perceptions the tree could move to and wondered if it could learn some more and sure enough the tree began cycling through many perceptions with the wind. Thats when an old enemy came and tried to attack the tree. I used to share knowldge and power with people and so this enemy thought he could try to hurt the tree but i taught my tree not to move for others and only move to me or positive ideas. The enemy tried to harm the tree and so I told the tree if it was in dager to manifest the 'chuck away' perception or show a normal average image of itself. Sure enough the tree listened. Yeah baby!!! In the future the trees will be able to defend themselves aganst mean spirits, allies, people, iobs and even from itself if need be. My trees can already heal themselves and grow braches and leaves even from dead wood. Oh yeah.

[serloco]

So I can alreaady isolate objects in my perception and make them fluid so they can change. I have had great success with this in the past even to the point of manifest gold and diamonds. Now I plan no expanding my knowledge of time and have objects age rapidly and grow younger as well. It requires only an active gaze and commands from my mind. I can make people older and younger already but I plan to move to the net level. I will be watching trees and flowers grow rapidly and then reverse age as well. I am going to learn this so I can make my bonsai trees grow rapidly to a mature age. I might as well put my magic to work for me.

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today I wondered why the sky looked so shabby, dull and grey, and I thought about the times I saw God move the skies for me.. Sure enough right then and there the sky opened up and parted and through the clouds was a light!!

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[rosygyro]

ive got this big chunk of crystal.
its some sort of quartz layer on top of peacock ore on top of flourite,
it looks like it was once part of a wafer or fin of crystal within a larger geaode and not a geode wall itself
as it has no back.
I sit here and i wonder wether it was dragged up broken by heavy excavation equipment
wether a miner broke it apart from another bit, wether i should hit it with a hammer and crack of
a piece.
i wonder who has its ajoining sections.. wether another human carries the seam
or wether its neighbours are gravel and highway hardcore.

I try to cleanse it.. i try to make its crystals clear..
and when i do i think of its neighbouring shards
as if it once foresaw my energetic work with it.
whilst part of it did not.. cannot.. for it is not here with me.
always will be.

maybe i should hammer off , crack away a piece.
the two smaller crystals will be worth less monetarily.. (about $200)
to( 1x$100 and 1x$25)
but if i do it right..
maybe i can precede the first bite of the excavator machine
AND BREAK IT CLEAN.

[serloco]

Thats cool, i love gems. I used to have about 150+ different types of them but one day i went camping and they got stolen from me. Now i have a small handful of them and plans to get some more. I used to make great and powerful elixers.

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So since i been getting really good at removing wrinkles form the skin I had some enemies who attacked my skin. Normally i would attack them back and cut their power away but I decided to just stand there and let them attack my skin. I even helped them a lil. My allies were freaking out!!! They were upset that I let them. But I thought to myself what better way to learn then to make myself age rapidly and remove the damage again and again. They made short work of my skin and added some deep wrinkles. It upset me a lil but not too much. I kpt saying do your worst as i turned the other cheek. Sure enough it was quick work to remove the damage and with me and my allies nearly all the damage is erased from my skin.

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So I was singing and one of my enemies cursed me to be out of breath. We have been fighting ruthlessly et he never seems to win. So I kept right on singing and said I could, to prove how weak he is. Sure enough my attention direction started breathing for me. All I had to do was imagine i was breathing and sure enough my lungs were full of fresh air and energy. It has been one of my death defying fears to drown, and so I intended to find a way to breath underwater. SUre enough just like magic I am again blessed.

[rosygyro]

so i go into my carbondioxide chamber and suffocate a bit most nights.
I don't like it subconsiously and it makes my spine ache..
but i get so sick to the teeth ofpricks with oxygen tents sucking up
cool blue power for their youth and vanity.
so i breathe in the carbon dioxide as they breathe in their oxygen.

its not really altitude training as the co2 is so rich,
who cares right.

[rosygyro]

I mean i try sometimes to be healthy but not enough.anything i do its to be ironic.i guess the Co2 chamber ups the red blood cells or something. but does it make my face wrinkly?

[rosygyro]

[glance left]

Omnidirectional pressure sustained over time.

I don't think I can contrive it, however. The instant I do, the pressure becomes destabilized off its center and the fusion won't happen. My feeling is that the pressure is at hand and can only be relinquished to.....if I can only stop resisting

[serloco]

Leave it to you rosy, to walk right in and create more knowledge to produce wrinkles.. Are you deaf or daf? I tell you int knowldge that is accepted that creates wrinkkles and diseases. Why would you want ore knowledge to harm you? You just dont get it do you? "Reality is a position of awareness... relaity is a position of awareness. reality is...... Do you understand? Control the awareness/knowledge that you activate!!!

[serloco]

So my enemies been fighting tooth and nail against my antiwrinkle magic. Oh boy what a battle. Me screaming in the mirror how they are going to hell and me feeling so weak and beaten. They carvd into y face deep zigzagging scars. It was brutal. I thought I never would win but somehow I kept faith. I told them what would happen, that I would win and get even better at healing wrinkles and scars. So I kept telling, annd telling and telling right I did. I created a simple gesture to run, softly, my finger over the scar and tell it to heal every time and fade away ore and more every tie i did it. I told it what to do as I did it. COntrolling my intended action. Sure enough I got really good at it. The scar kept coming back tho and so I told it come back less and less each time and so it did. I almost have it healed now and I envision a future where I can cure any scar with s simple gentle touch of intent.