Casual Conversation

[Billy]

I asked on that word because I connect intent with form.

[serloco]

billy wrote:I asked on that word because I connect intent with form.Absolutely. I see intent as formless(unformed), raw, potential, and yet every form.(infinite)

[Billy]

This may seem crazy serloco, but I may continue to write opinions with the certain awareness I will only display my ignorance.  Yet, that is a formula that is working right now---I am learning so much this way right now.

However, I prefer a suggestion as to a demeanor I might adopt to keep the abstractions grounded with out being confined to narrow conventional thinking.  For a beginning, I am not dude, my name is Billy.

[Billy]

I am not dude, my name is serloco.

I am not dude my name is ..........

[Billy]

May I be so BOLD as to suggest this be FUN?

[Billy]

Come on serloco.  'Form' how I SEE it, I concede that you have POWER.  But now you are sort of stuck with me.  For one thing I am happy.

If you are a good 'teacher' you will have to take me in any 'from.'

[serloco]

My name is "He who has no name, and only He knows His real Name, and that Name IS. (its a hint btw as to my true identity, but i doubt any could find it)

Catch me if you can!!!!!!!!! Now you see me..... now you don't!!!

[serloco]

My energies have been else where, which is why i was not around. I have been stalking diseases and alzhiemers, amnesia, and schizophrenia for a long time. I have stalked these position into myself, and became the illness for a awhile, intending and learning about it's form, and to develop a cure. Which I have done. i have rewrote much of these fields in regards to my findings but not all of it is there yet. I have moved countless people's positions of awareness, researched doctors, and leaders in the field, as well as forming my own new allies and placed them into these fields. As well as many other fields as well. Were a moving. I have illness now, and have found cures to many terminal illness'. I give them the glory, the money and the nobel prizes as usual, and i take nothing but the power the control and the magic. It was our deal. Konstantine Novoselinov. (hint etymology) There is still some resistance by some tyrants who do not want to cure these ailments for various reasons tho, and so the battle has ensued. I am winning tho, or rather we are winning, and the tyrants are falling from many different angels (controlled folly typo for angles).

[serloco]

I meant I have no illness at this time. uh-oh, what of the spirit of typotruth??? MAYBE I DO!!!!!!!! *FREAKS OUT AND RUNS AROUND IN CIRCLES!!!*

[serloco]

billy wrote:
If you are a good 'teacher' you will have to take me in any 'from.'Really now, I wouldn't be so sure... With a little perceptual elbow grease I think may turn you into a butterfly..

[Billy]

I am a dolt, and not interested in a name besides.  But of course, regardless of what you do or don't do, I am still aware to be whole.  Not 99%. 

By the way, there are so many things you say that are direct connections that I don't even mention them.  Androgynous to Z.

[Billy]

Butterfly.  Hmmn.  That is why I have been feeling so light.

[serloco]

billy wrote:
By the way, there are so many things you say that are direct connections that I don't even mention them.  Androgynous to Z.   Yes, and I am aware that you are a hunter...

[serloco]

billy wrote:Butterfly.  Hmmn.  That is why I have been feeling so light.Or perhaps a nice cocoon for you.. 12345678910 101

[Billy]

I knew exactly how to use those numbers--that was so soothing.

[Billy]

Happiness like as within a subset of numbers, or cocoon as you said.  The POWER of idea.  Thank you.

[Billy]

Are you my ally? IOB?

[serloco]

billy wrote:Are you my ally? IOB?keep that hunting perspective that you show here, and you will find many in your world.

i do become the forms of my allies, however I was born as an organic in the human world.

I am a nagual in this moment.

i remember having the same exact thoughts you just voiced as i roamed in the 'strange' world seeking for an ally. I found many great things and when i would question in my mind to a potential ally, they would see my question and begin to answer according to my bodily awareness that I use to move them, and so if I wavered from knowing they 'were my ally' to 'not my ally' then they would move accordingly in that position. being all things, everything, and nothing,(any form and formless) they can move to any position, and see any awareness. you hook them with your awareness, move them with your awareness.

[serloco]

I do have a lot of knowledge and have many inventions. I am glad you intake well, and also mirror. Good qualities.

I learned much of my knowledge and invention capacity from my ally, as I stalked the awareness and knowledge of the nagual Elias, or the nagual tonnage. I learned from him to travel as pure awareness as well as to heal, among many other things.

I learned from the nagual Julian some very idulging positions of awareness as well. I learned much of Julian's awareness form the my ally as well, or perhaps the tenant as I mentioned. One of the forms I learned from Julian is to see the world as a theater itself. Full of actors on stages who move to my script, or perceptual energies projected into their forms, moving them directly in the here and now moment. ROCKSTAR ENERGY - Mix-master me. I became a director of any movie i wanted to make, and have in that position, an entire special effects team, to create my magical effects for me. I haven't went their in a while tho. We smoked "Play-fare" cigarettes. As well as "Next's" at times when we wanted prophecy. More mix-mastery, power-food etc. Not to mentions "Studio's".All forms of my ally.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Djarum Black.... hehehe, and kre-tek... lol mix-mastery for you to see in plain ink. A manifestation of knowledge into form.

[Billy]

I know you said you like stories of power, but is it now understood that I don't need to tell you every effect in each conversation?  Clearly I am being moved.  I'll tell you life experiences when you ask for them or when they naturally arise.

   What are your insights about writing about and further exploring shame?   I am able to drop things.  OR are you going to help get me published?  Do you have a geographical center?  US?  West?

[serloco]

[serloco]

billy wrote:I know you said you like stories of power, but is it now understood that I don't need to tell you every effect in each conversation?  Clearly I am being moved.  I'll tell you life experiences when you ask for them or when they naturally arise.

   What are your insights about writing about and further exploring shame?   I am able to drop things.  OR are you going to help get me published?  Do you have a geographical center?  US?  West? Well I have great insight about writing in general, however I do not stalk shame very often. To tell you the truth I have seen it as a projected weapon in order to force into people to make them shameful in the eyes of the onlooker's who see them in that position. Many sorcerer's reach a position upon which that how you view yourself to be is how others view you, and in stalking you can stalk and enter into tany position here, becoming a kind, a God or Lord, a genius etc. But some beings would project shame into people for various reasons so to make them feel as if they had done sopmething wrong to their world, the people who see them, and create scorn in the people around them that see this in the sorcerer.

At a leter time I can share some of secrets regarding writing, word-craft, encoding energy, commands, as well as perceiving directly the energies that the reader feels and sees upon reading the text as you write it before-hand and not as a 'future' moment moment. How to implant memories into text, knowledge into text etc. There's alot there. But for now I need to eat my bacon and eggs.. yum. I love eggs. Reminds me of a drink once crafted.

[Billy]

Immediately, I now need to ask help getting the agent.  I realize that shame is my deep rich TASTY chocolate.