Casual Conversation

[Billy]

I am going to stalk myself in dreams?  I don't have a clue.  None whatsoever.  What is the first thing?  Why am I going to do this or dream stalk others later?

[serloco]

The best way to dream stalk for myself being a stalker is to examine closely what dreams are to me, what they mean, and what I remember of them. Shifting the tonal around, stalking myself, changes and commands my dreams. During my waking life which is much as a dream for me I can control my dreaming. However that said I can also have no idea of what my dreams are and just intend them to be unknown to me. This has usually led me into different dream forms entirely. Lately I have been having my traditional dreams. Images and plots etc. Habitual madness for me. I suggest examining the knowledge you have about dreaming first.

[Billy]

I must admit, I simply engaged in unnecessary chit-chat.  Like the way you are pissing on the two suitors by being right on.  I trust you to do that.

[serloco]

Yeah I am used to them by now. People do not really try the old tricks and traps with me unless they do not know me. Most of them fear me and for good reason too!!

Thank you for your honest support yet again Billy! Always welcome in those ways you are.

[serloco]

I like it when those types of 'suitors' as you say begin getting upset about my words being spot on. One of them got upset and basically told me that my talking was a fault!! Ha ha ha, how transparent.

[Finwe]

He told you it is your fault, because he was not in his heart as if he would be, he would see none.

How did you dealt with this Block or you left him straight away on that accord, unable X unwilling to help ?

[serloco]

No thanks yet again fin, you should stop trying to follow me around with your lies and crappy garbage.

[Finwe]

I will not do that, because my mind tells me to.

[Billy]

I assure you serloco, you have a sense of humor in indulging.  Why, I could not even objectify a 'Finwe,' let alone create one in perception.  I am going to be blunt, we are philosophically mirrored.  The abstractions are new, but I may as well TELL YOU the foundation of this fun-Ha HA.  Serloco, you are such a natural find in my evolution.  If it matters whatsoever, I am in a better state in every respect since I met you.  Did I create you?

[Billy]

Yes, I think I did.

[serloco]

Well now we are like-minded that is for sure! You are always welcome to use whatever awareness I have in order to help yourself or another, it can heal any disease or disorder I have ever known. I a waiting for you to begin growing younger, or perhaps you already are?!

[serloco]

And yes I do indulge myself greatly. Do you think that is bad? I do not personally, and think i can get away with it.

[Billy]

Bad? Really now.  You know I I I am the part of me wants to sink wonderfully low--you are the part of me meant for indulgence.  I really love (me/serloco) you that way.

[serloco]

ha, don't they all wanna be me??? So sad you know. They just leave. True. Most of them just try to take and then go. Just one me, and just one you, but alas we can share what we know.

[Billy]

Okay, since you are showing you are human (Christina Perri like), I will say I am enamored and Very much in control.  I'm here for that part of me.  I am fluid enough to let you teach me whatever you want even if that be as in 'Union Stone' (Phildel).  I am solid enough for your TASTES to be grounded.  Billy can fly too at times.

[Billy]

You'll want to talk to me from the 'genuine' mask (Laugh)  Yo know what I mean?  My (our) detachment is coming around--paying off by not letting things be vague.  Sharpen and give me your best billy/serloco...

[serloco]

I am the receptor of that song (human) not the subject being sung of! Yes you are fast and clever, and I've no doubt you can be as many of the forms I know if not all of them. We will just have to see where this uncharted road leads "us".

[serloco]

I feel jealousy from a particular "suitor" based form our relationship. Sad tho because he turned against me the moment I gave him power. Dumb.

[Billy]

OH, and since this is the thread for Flyers, you can help the University of Dayton Flyers basketball team win games.

[serloco]

Perhaps I should have said receptor/projector.

[serloco]

billy wrote:OH, and since this is the thread for Flyers, you can help the University of Dayton Flyers basketball team win games.
My bsketbal skillls are unparalelled when I am with my allies. I balls curve in the air and I can become great players like a ally myself. SPorts casting is one of my tricks too. I have to watch the games tho. blah.. You should be able to control them too tho, just look at them as dark beings, that get filled with your judgments of them/the team. Shoot them with your mind.

[Billy]

Don't let go of what just happened here.  I feel it in a mature sense.  "we" are monsters of the best kind.  I will never be unduly afraid of you, and I don't want you to fear me.  'we' are much deeper and richer than imagineable.  You know that billy/serloco.  I can do this easily and so can you!

[serloco]

True. I won't let go, I am just between positions, and there is an IOB shouting doubts that I dismiss, as you will too. lol

[serloco]

Reminds me of one of don Juan's dreams with Carlos. Don Juan was shouting to Carlos in the night forest but the ally was out there too pretending to be don Juan and trying to get Carlos to follow it. I hate those mimickers. Usually i just forget all about don Juan's dreams nowadays and for good reason too. Taught me a lot tho, and a lot of BS too.

[serloco]

So then do not be afraid of being formless!! For a time.