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serloco wrote:Some people are not living free fin. Fact of life. Not everyone knows they can even be free. I say some people are not free, have not been shown how to be free, and I say this not to trap them or harm them but because it is me seeing the essence of the truth of the 'subject' in question..
That s saying people without my energy, my awareness and knowledge, without my involvment.
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I am out, have to pick up the stones for the Flyers shrines. You are human too, forever and it is however sad, good in these regards, that you are able to speak of what you awareness is beign aware of and that way dreams, If you woud REALLY want to help me and not only brag here, you would imagine all the flaws I have, snapped with your fingers and dissolve them like they never existed and you could use all that time more wisely, even on something better than fighting someone's else fight, I would be finally the nagual of earth, leader of all sorcerers you so deeply long for, I feel with you bro it saddens me even more that I am not who I am. Yet you are even worse, because you do nothing to change it except saying how IT is or WAS, what you did and actually better you are than this petty abomination which cannot even dare to call himself free and beign what it is, they way it is. You are not giving any way-out and until you do not, see future and way instead of the madness and no-way and taking me or whatever through it noone ever can or did step over your Head-A than yourself. Thats saying one voice of one human of one heart of one body on one earth.
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You can insult me all you want, it is merely your attempt to make yourself feel better. I offer you wisdom and knowledge in the tonal and ways for you to help YOURSELF. Yes I gave you loads of energy already and you were thankful for it. Yet now once you are hurt you fall back on a pathetic "you offer nothing". I offer you the way to stop hurting yourself just a moment ago.. And my posts offer you a great deal of awareness. Yet now you declare I am human as if that is weakness, and you use it as an attack and a fault...well I'll tell ya something Fin, I am MY own human and not your shabby inferior definition of human. It's a wonder why my pack chooses to follow my awareness of detachment and freedom and totality as opposed to your curses, tricks, and pity traps.
No, Fin you tired to declare your king of me and my world, leader of all of us. That was simply not true, and too big of a statement to stick to, and accept for me. YOU did that not me. I just spoke against it which has you in a huff yet again. I told you I am nagual of my party, my pack, and have led my people for long time now.. That is just who I am. I do not need to declare myself the King of all, leader of all. Tyrant of all. I do not want this as I told you, I want freedom from all, to choose and freedom for my people as well.. That is what I want and seek to attain only. Like it or not.
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YOu expect ME as a nagual to snap my fingers and make you perfect with my blow of awareness and my energy and then say that you are the nagual of Earth?? Yeah, that makes sense. If you are the Nagual of Earth then snap your own fingers and snap them into the world so all is free as you say..
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I have been trying to help you, and to show you the way, but you cry every time I do so, and you would rather be right even when you are wrong because you are so self-important. You can't handle the pity of learning and not knowing everything. And despite all of the knowledge I have given you already you now expect me to do all your work for you too!!! My goodness what a spoiled child you are! Sorry there chap but you are going to have to do your own work too.
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Ohhh lighten up Finwe, we are all here to learn my friend.. Self-importance and pity makes us feel small and inferior when we challenge it and confront it. Don't let it ge you down.. I actually like you and am trying to help you.. Yes I am combatitive but that's what must must be done. You are an alpha male, and you must confront self-importance. You were doing well earlier when you saw it yourself and pointed it out, but now you lost it and are giving in to it. There is nothing you can not do Finwe, but you must first let go of all that pity!!!!!!!! You are good already but all that energy wasted it crazy.. LET IT GO!!!!!!
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I can't ! Cause the moment you said my love is not enough for you, you became heartless to me. I am crying only because that.
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No fin love is enough for me, it is the best for me.. I liked being your friend and prefer it to enemies any day of the week. Your love is enough and please keep it too. I never said it was not enough, never would say that. But Fin you have an abundance of pity that you DO need to work and gain dominance over. So do I. I do not mind being confronted and you are right part of me wants to be a savior for mankind, much like yourself. You have many traits that I have myself, but you need more work.. So do I.
And you can llie to me if you want, but don't lie to yourself. You are alo upset because I confronted your dream.. Challenged it. Do not dismiss your dream Fin, you can be master of your world if you seek this, but you MUST understand that I hav flown free of many versions of the Earth dream, set them free before, and even destroyed a couple completely.. There is not merely one world Fin. If you think it is only one Earth then you experience it as such, but try to understand that i can turn on my tv and have it tell me anything i want it to say bout MY earth. I can have it show me a different version of Earth every timme I turn it on. I can make them look like plastic puppets and even make strings for them.. And they do it for me. Now put yourself in my shoes when someone like yourself comes in and says the world is this and that like it or not. ANd only one version of it exists and it is mine!!! No way dude. Not going to happen in this bubble. I lived that dream once where everyone dominated me and commanded my energies for themselves stealing my freedom and making me make what THEY wanted me to make while they built walls around me at every turn. It is what you do Fin, to me.. That doesnt seem like love to me finwe. So yeah I get a little peeved. Then you expect me to snap my fingers for you and grant you my freedom and bow to you so that you are in charge of my existence? I offered you your own, and my own too, and yet that wasn't good enough for you!! Why? You demand only one dream for all and it is yours!!? Not gonna happen in a world of freedom Fin.
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Love doesn't come with strings attached to it... doesn't demand and doesn't attack fin.. Love doesn't creep up to you all nice and fluffy and then bring murderers into the dream.. It doesn't demand my way or nothing at all and try everything they can to bring dreams of death into it like you have done to me countless times. Love doesn't demand fliers for me when I have already flown free of them and erased them from my dream. Love doesn't try to make us smaller so we can be bigger. Love doesn't demand fin. Plain and simple. Love listens and accepts who we are. I accepted your dream fin, and encouraged it for you, until you demanded my world be yours too, like your dream is not good enough you need mie too. NO!!!! Not going to happen.
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It is the deepest dream of all sorcerers, I said it before and won't repeat anything coz I hate repetuiton, grrrrrrr!
I still am crying because earth, my love is not enough for you as you said, earth is what you do not need and it's nothing (this was like dagger penetrating my heart from lower dantien, stayed there for three hours, before I started to cry), that is my only love and so I cry, because you are still heartless to me and will be, even for forever, if you do not share the love, between us tree, the same way.
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Finwe wrote: giving my love to world in which there's always something ready to get us and the further we go, the more, not if kill us instantly in moment of rest, without even seeing the murderer's deadly shadow passing, upon the shine dissapearing from the victim's eyes, in his art of deception, subterfuge and all these beigns are embodiment of, pure evil and twisting of all the good and rightesnouss existing, they reside to, unscrupulously, heartlessly without hesitation or any conscience of consequalities of such acts, in all dimensions of beign. Warrior has to be utterly keen on the edge of awareness, every second to overcome death and not be soothed by the awareness he has
That is not the joke you tried to claim it to be fin.. And you want me to accept that rubbish nightare of a hell, and declare you the dreamer of the world!? Uhhhh no thanks fin. I'll take my own knowldge of the world, my own dreams of heavenly potential and deny the evil you so sought to spread into every corner of creation.. Thanks for the love pal!!! You speak of sin yet the Bibe sas this clearly do ont rust the evils of man for they seek only themsleves and follow only evil knowledge, if you invest trust and power to them then you will be where they lead you ito the evils they represent.
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Don't put words nto my mouth that I didn't even come close to saying. I did not say love is not welcome or enough. I did not say i do not love the earth. I merely said it is not the center of creation and infinity. I said you do not need the earth to retain awareness which is all of what you said. I said nothing about not loving it. I have worlds of trees finwe despite peope telling me that there was only city there and war etc. i follow my own path not other's. FREE!!!
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Finwe wrote:Earth is forever my home where am able to until it's vaporized return
That is the dream you give to Her? Vaporization? You call that love?
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Yes and that implies, only that you have to love more and more or that dreams will become your reality!
It was ment to be *three, not tree. You said you do not need earth, yet in my heart that is the center of creation and infinity, and it is the love and you cannot change this anyhow, because that is how I feel in the deepest chambers of my heart making me feel you are still heartless and I cry even more and as you take out something from my past just to teach me something you find relevant, the dagger returns back, piercing my heart from downside, all I want to say to you now is I hate you, but I cannot unleash my wrath, that was only once and I saw what it done, cannot make someone eat it ever again.
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It is going be vaporized in some millions of years, little one
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Finwe wrote:It is going be vaporized in some millions of years, little one
Just your's is Almighty One and only..!
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Finwe wrote:Yes and that implies, only that you have to love more and more or that dreams will become your reality!
It was ment to be *three, not tree. You said you do not need earth, yet in my heart that is the center of creation and infinity, and it is the love and you cannot change this anyhow, because that is how I feel in the deepest chambers of my heart making me feel you are still heartless and I cry even more and as you take out something from my past just to teach me something you find relevant, the dagger returns back, piercing my heart from downside, all I want to say to you now is I hate you, but I cannot unleash my wrath, that was only once and I saw what it done, cannot make someone eat it ever again.
No, you demanded it as fact and truth for everyone. I even said that for you it is fine and that's cool. But fact is you do not need the earth to retain awareness and it is not actualy the center of infinity. That's all I said.
My dream is reality, been that way since ages now. Ever since i stalked my reality it a dream position and met my dreaming body and cultivated my dreaming attention. It's OK you ca hate me.. I do not mind. Many people of your calbre try to take away love as if it is soemthing to be held over one head and used as a punishment. All that really eans is it is not real love to begin with, or rather a shallow and undeveoped form of it. Don't worry Finwe I still love ya!!! Mwaa!
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Fine I will answer one of your questions.. would I burn in Hell? Yes I did that already for a long time.. Saved ll the suffering people that were in it too, and made a new city upo which it stood. I suffered a great deal for them and it was my intent all along to free it and so i did. It was a grand victory in fact.
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It is, wheter you like it or not.
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Finwe wrote:It is, wheter you like it or not.
You wish demon boy. In YOUR dreams I am already gone from yours.. We do not even share the same Earth. I told you that already and that IS a fact whether you like it or not..
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You know what makes this Angel cry Fin, how friends turn against you at the drop of a hat while declaring love. How love is a weapon to be used for some people, and how they come as if a friend yet drops bombs of death and destruction onto their 'loved ones' demanding their end and the end of their existence. That makes real Angels of Love cry.
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It is, wheter you like it or not.
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True love is unconditionall and it's seeds are the same.
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