Attention-craft

[serloco]

The entrence into crafting your attention is to realize that our awareness creates the form and perceptual expeirnce of our attention, therefor we can expand the knowledge of our attention and expand how it functions. This is to intend forward your attention, or to craft your dreaming attention, or to dream your attention. We are given next to nothing by the conditioning of society beyond the exception of attending a specialized school of psychology. Even then you will probably not see much on the intended formation and willfull construction of the attention.

First I want to point out modern man's dilemma. Their attention is like a horizon that activates the future, the present and the past. The problem is that it has been conditioned to opperate only in one world, and so when he/she focuses on the world it is only ever one world, which is active in their attention in a very confined and limited way. When they go to the store they know exactly what to expect and all the laws of reality that are already pinned down. So the automatic intent that is set in their attention as it accesses the trip to the store is actually aligning to this trip and accessing the future to align and configure the entire experience. It is to say that your quick access of the store has actually set up the values of the future and placed you with your attention. Your attention has created a horizon, or portal into the dream you are setting up. As you think about anything at all your attention is actually connecting and accessing the values of whatever your focus is on. Usually for normal people their objects and people are firmly locked into place because they have not learned and thus not developed attention to manipulate reality, as seen as fluid reality and the control of fluid conscious energy. Instead their attention has been formed only to operate within a solid and stable reality, and only one world at that. The average attention can never activate a separate world, or alternate dimension because they either do not believe in one, or their attention does not know how to access it apart form their habitual reality. So we are stuck with either altering our own reality by changing our values and awareness of it, or we hunt and intend awareness of a separate world, intend a technique or way that enables the freedom of awareness from our fixated attention into that world. Unfortunately it is not merely our attention shining light that fills the void potential of the future, it is also our knowingness, or what we know about reality, our knowledge of reality, and our power and belief(which is conveyed thorugh our attention and is attention). It is true that you can get to a point where your attention alone is powerful enough and fluid enough to align to any configuration but many boundaries must be cut away first and power must be hunted and placed appropriately. In this I mean you must set-up and intend your 'dreaming attention' in the 'waking world'. Your attention must be able to access a fluid reality to assemble, or a void space for something to be cast upon, and a way to get there, which can be done in many ways, and a good stalker will find them. Now don Juan gave us two techniques related to this feat; stopping the world through suspending judgements, and stopping the internal dialogue which sustains the world. Two very good techniques that can be made into great effects. However when I examine what it is that actually sustains the world it is not my words but the energy before them that gets translated into worlds. And this energy is conscious awareness, it is knowledge of the world made active thought knowing and belief. It is an existence that we acknowledge as existing that makes it exist for us. Our words are merely translating this knowledge and awarenss into words for us. It is our belief and knowledge of reality that suatains reality. What don Juan did however was offer our attention a horizon, a vision, to suspend this awareness and allow new awareness to enter into us. It gave us the possibility that opens the door just a crack so we can begin to explore this awareness. He has opened a way for us. However a stalker does not merely want to learn to suspend the world, he wants also to be aware of the world and what casts it into form, he can use his connections to everything and the source of everything to bend and manipulate the world though his own knowledge.  When you can see the raw essence of reality that is fluid and changing, being created right now, then you can access this attention. It is a process of setting up the attention not to access the ordinary reality but to access the sorcerer's world. It takes conditioning and stalking to form your attention in this way. When your attention can access fluid reality, or it can access the potential of all forms of reality then it can begin to escape form the mundane habitual formations you are accustomed to. You will begin to condition your own channels of consciousness that take place of your internal dialogue. Thus your intenrnal dialoogue will only sustain your new shifting awareness that you are channeling or aligning into yourself and the world. The internal dialogue should not be considered an enemy, just as logic should not, but as tools that we can shape and craft to our own benefit. I once reconfigured my internal dialogue to translate my shifting realizations and enlightenment into songs and raps, and all day long I shifted into hieghtened awareness while translating my awareness into songs. It was pretty cool. A warrior hunts for power not for weakness, and so turn your dialogue into something useful. Afterall sorcery is to expand and empower our knwoledge and awareness, not to make it into garbage. Shift your energy into something useful by expanding your knowledge and awareness of the diologue itself. If your dialogue is responsible for sustaining the world then control your dialogue and turn it into a command that controls reality. When I was first taught that our internal dialogue was respnisble for sustaining the world I believed it and began to see it doing just that, and when I started to shift away it would reaffirm the world just as dion Juan said it would. I didn;t realize until that moment that I had merely taken don Juan's attention and experience and made it my own. When i saw this I said that my dialgue keeps up with my shifting awareness and sustains that awareness instead of the old, and it also probes further and enforces my intent to expand. When i said that and intended it the dialigue told me that my mind and awareness is shifting the wind to move the clouds and not the wind doing it itself. i began to condition my dialogue to see the essence of energy directly to convey that awareness to me, and like magic it started only to transloate my seeing into words. I found that the position of the dialogue can be intended into many forms, depending on my sorcery perception.

Now I want to mention some of the ways I have dreamt my attention into form. Some simple and wonderous and very some complex. The first one is simple and is merely an extension of our senses that can be made into attention. Attention has the power to see, hear, taste, and touch, without our phsyical bodies. It can in fact generate our senses into other locations. The first experience I have had is learning to stick my fingers into my pocket or in the darkness to feel and even see the objects around me. I practiced this not-doing also by walking backwards to sense the objects coming into my perilous path. Futher on I began focusing my attention onto people behind me and seeing their actions and energy contained in their actions. I could see their thoughts even to the point of visually seeing them. Attention has the ability to manifest conscious awareness as visual energy. LAter on i developed a way to manifest awareness into sound. By focusing on yhr sound of a sliding door my attention flew into the sound and became it, so that my embodied awareness left my body and entered solely int the sound waves becoming them. So I got expereince what it is like to exist as the sound of the sliding door. I got the idea from realizing that our present senses can be expanded and intended, as well as our bodily awareness can be removed from our body to inhabit objects and other people, and so I thought why not sounds too. A little before the sound trip I saw that by focusing carefully on the sounds around me I began to hear them before they happened. So my attention has the ability to see time before it happens. I then thought am I creating the sounds or merely predicting them? I found both positions were true, and so i began to conjure sounds with my attention to the point of having huge bricks be dropped on the roofs around me at night time as i focused and animals shrieking in the night in ally tones. With practice I began merging my attention with sound and music to direct the way the sounds would unfold, and by controlling my vision I could make sounds surface and control them. If i saw it as spirits forming the music then the music would play beautifully on its own, from one sound becoming a symphony. If i perceived it as my own attention then i could control it myself by reflecting my attention onto the sounds and seeing them as coming from a place where all sounds meet and can be brought out from one another. iwth careful stalking and observation of our attention one can begion to see the manifestation of their intent, and so when you intend something you can actually see roughly when this will manifest. In the attention is actually perceivable the exact placement of your intent, meaning that with practice you can insert your manifestation wherever you want it. Or if you do not have enough power one often leaves the intent open so that once cetain conditions are met and one gains sufficient power then their intent will manifest. Many intents are left open eneded but they still get cast into the timeline and with careful attention one can see it, and begin changing the timelines. Its already been said that attention creates a bridge from you to the focus point, but what is not said is that this focus can channel or alter whatever you are focusing on. For example a focus on an animal or person can be made to channel their thoughts and consciousness, even their sensations and feelings into yourself, channeling their realizations that make their awareness so great for example. By focusing on the past as an active gateway one can absorb the awareness of dead greats like Einstein and Shakespeare, and if your attention assesses them as happening in the here and now, just like your reality is unfolding right now, then you can connect to them living in the moment and help direct their works, control history and time. In this way something just discovered now can be brought into the past by an open gateway of cosncious awareness that is created by the attention values of making all time active right now, and assccessible throughout the horizons of your attention. Very advanced stuff, but when you have the knowledge that all time is occurring right now, then your attention begins to access the world in this manner. Time travel becomes a specialized form of attention, a specialized knowledge or awareness. the intent of creation and time is to unfold every possible reality to create all things in existence, however that intent has already been done and has already created every way, and has even interconnected them all, by having them all happen in the here and now. All time was created instantly at the same time, and therefor the now always exists in every one of them, right now. it is an ever present moment throught out all time, now. All future and all past is created right now.

I'll go into more detail about attention and what i have done with it, but for now I need a break.

[serloco]

It is our life that brings us our death, our life that gives life to death. Without our life death would be not. What is death but life's light cast into form, life being the puppeteer of death. Does not life propagate into various forms all differing from the next, each with its own choices and different direction, creating different ways? Does then not creation form every form of life possible, and every form of death as well in the process? So that through the process of this conception, this birth, this division, then every way and every form is created "until" every direction is filled. Every pattern and configuration, every possibility. From one life source to all sources, all connected. Imagine that the intent of creation is to create every way and fullfill itself, and yet in conceiving this creation created itself simultaneously in every form and way. And so now time is endless and forming every way conceivable right now, and in every way, at the same time. We are but one way within Infinity, adding to its collected essence which is already complete yet in every transition imaginable. We are at one stage a single entity within infinity and yet at another stage we the collected essence of Infinity itself. Now Death has become many things but it is still the intent of Life or Creation that creates it and that is so it becomes all things, perpetuating itself into Infinity. It is the only true Destiny that has already been fulfilled. The essence of Infinity is life, and thus it is alive and complete, it is Infinity, therefor it is all ways of life that are omnipresently alive, or living within all states of being. All time is immortal. Now our future is all ways from here and now forward and we become all things. Now death can be the reaper and collect you to its essence ending your mortal way and reunifying you with the Infinite, or you can transcend death completely and ascend into Infinity. I use the energies of death for transitioning my life, and discontinuing things I choose not to continue. making awareness active or inactive as I choose. However I know that in my purest form i am the essence of all ways. Life is whatever one can make from it and that includes the light of of our darkness, or our deaths.

[serloco]

One of the biggest pit-falls to humanity is the classification of 'delusions' and 'hallucinations' or turning someones valid perception and abilities into an illusion that is not real. It is, on the flip-side, a powerful tool that can be mastered. For the knowledge and belief that reality is an illusion, or aspects of reality are an illusion, can be put to great use. Its amazing to witness your created and intended reality be turned into an illusion when it was real a second ago, and an even greater amazement to witness the real reality that was real for your entire life become an illusion. That is the power of awareness and perception, with the awareness of illusion reality can crumble and transform or your illusions can become as real as your 1st attention. The real power is to wield both, giving Life to your dreams and feats of awareness and giving illusions to the enemies and the enemy's life itself.

[serloco]

Early on when I had first read Carlos Castaneda I had wanted very much the awareness he was trying to teach me but like many things then I didn't have the attention to focus and really get the understanding needed for his teachings to become activated. I mulled over them and intended to understand better. Then I read the part that said to simply intend the realizations to come to you as he had them and then to wait. So I intended that and it came like he said and like I imagined it would. I entered into the same positions of awareness he was teaching me. I then realized as I stalked myself better that my awareness was not merely coming from myself anymore and thoughts and realizations entered from my intent. I could see that consciousness was interconnected between myself and don Juan's teachings and that my attention and intent focused on it as a reference point that gave me access to that time. I could see that his teachings offered a gateway to his actual understanding and realizations and so I began to focus on this connection. I made a leap of intent then because I wanted to learn of many of the masters of reality that I never could understand fully or even at all, and so I intended to learn of their awareness without reading of them. I knew that my consciousness could connect to the greatest realizations of our time and I didn;t even have to read or seek them out, my attention was the gateway I needed to access the energy directly. I began to see it like a record then of all time and thoughts/awareness. Next I spent hours, weeks, and even months on end channeling realizations and awareness to me. Then I would look at the person and see the exact awareness written in words that i had experienced. It happened again and again in all fields across human knowledge. Soon as I was reading a persons knowledge or book I would phase out and receive all this information about the subject only to find it exactly translated in the words before me. I started to see that not only was I absorbing the exact energy of the book directly but that I could advance the field by probing beyond its limits and have the book take on that information. I began to see it as an active link between time that not only connected to the past to receive information but also into the past to send information. I began to send my own energy that was written into the books of many people who had long died, and we formed a group awareness. We began opening gateways into the past to alter the present. We began using this to make cohesive newly found aspects of reality, that we would insert into the past. Hard to believe I know. Soon after that I began creating and aligning to the history of all things and making it into whatever I wanted. History soon became an illusion to me and all of time was a lie being conjured right now. It was the history of everything just a reflection of what you imagine history to be or project history to be. Your attention forming the words. Soon we began creating cities out of nothing that are newly spawned creations, where the people didn';t exist a second ago but you can preprogram or give fake histories to that actually manifest the surroundings to align. In that state we erased the world many times and reformed it. We made miltary vehicles that could fly over the terrain and use a flick of a switch to bring up new terrain like changing channels. It was a fusion/fission reactor that would arc or fold space, nothingness overtop of reality and realign the new attention and awareness over the existing terrain. (the fission separates reality into every possible configuration and then fusses or realigns to the new config. its actually a balance of life and death energy) The old world would disappear from the world completely history and all. Most of us lived in a constantly changing reality but some of us wanted to make a new reality and stay within it. the result was very warlike with the new creationists blowing up reality and creating new realities all the time. Entire sections of old cities were suddenly converted into new creations in an instant. I began to realize that none of the history i was ever taught was real and that when i walked in the here and now everything was being created right now. I could direct my attention to create new cities and 'black out' entire cities from the world by simply realizing that they arent created yet. Reality would become black all around me and i would look within to see what would come next, and I chose to see the reflection of my awareness made into the reflection of a city not yet created. In my focal point appears a building with a big pretty sign that says align and go. So I begin my walk down a street yet before me is unpaved and blackness surrounds it, stretches out beyond it and a sign reads under construction. I know I cant go that way yet because I have not made it yet so I quickly project my attention to reflect my current feats and awareness and see before me a dream positions insurance group, a pyrokinetic architect's workshop building and an alpha-omega horizons hotel. An exact reflection of my awareness in city form. I learned many things by using my attention as an active horizon to create the world from a place of nonexistence, or non-history, or prechosen history but soon found myself wanting to come back to my old world. Yet i didn't know exactly how to do that when I had converted my time into nonexistence and so I intended it and waited and soon i began to see that if projected my attention before me and headed in a direction then I would align to the old city as I had left it. Sure enough it worked and i found myself heading into a greyhound bus station that made itself and buying a ticket. It was that simple. Now i carry the knowledge and awareness to enter into different timelines, erase people and places from time, and leave time completely behind (most of it anyway).

[shamanka]

i am sure you are trying to tell me of your predilections Serloco..but for the life of me, i cant get it from your postings..what do you want to say?

[serloco]

shamanka wrote:i am sure you are trying to tell me of your predilections Serloco..but for the life of me, i cant get it from your postings..what do you want to say?
I knew you were oging to say that. I can read people's responses in my attention  as i write my post. Sometimes they don't respond but I can usually hear their thoughts.

My post is about attention, and crafting and expanding the attention. I give examples of the ways I have expanded my attention and found to redirect it out of time and the average world. I think it is pretty clear actually. Maybe a bit long but the point is pretty clear.

[shamanka]

not much i can say to that serloco..because you've answered it for yourself,as you wanted it to be answered....the point you were writing about may have been clear to those reading it..however the point of what you wanted to say, which wasnt written...is yelling at me to post again....so i shall....

[serloco]

when something is real in your awareness, in your mind, then you give it reality. it becomes real in exactly the way you see it as real, and thus we generate realness to our awareness. to see that we know very little of the world, or the universe, we open the door to learning more though our humbleness that not only realizes our smallness but actually activates it while activating a much larger force of Infinity. It is our awareness that gives alignment to our perception, and so by focusing your attention on power outside of yourself, such as Infinity and allies, realize too that it is your awareness that gives reality to this power, and thus your placement of power is crucial. For a man with no knowledge or awareness of Infinity or of God, or allies, or inorganic beings then they hold nothing for him in his life, like the scriptures say good and evil were not present before man took their knowledge of them into themselves, and in the same light it says to give power and glory to God. This tells me that we need to activate our reality and stalk the things we want to make active. Sure with fluidity and power you can flow through reality in an active state bringing everything you encounter into active perception but a stalker also plans and carefully aligns what he wants to manifest. This way he can't be caught in a trap by being active and fluid, for what if flyer or another person were to come and project their awareness into your consciousness... would you make it active too??

[serloco]

Yesterday I was walking to the store and remembered that I am only in this world because my attention is forming this world into alignment and that I could focus out of the world and have a new alignment occur. Right then my attention went black for a second as a new world began to assemble. Again it was like it was made out of the same stuff as the old world was made of, like it manifested form the same place, and I see that this connection is in the attention which carries our awareness and intent into the alignment. I did it twice while walking jumping in and out. I see how i can focus on something and have it assemble into perception just like when i practice transforming clouds and seeing into a tapestry-like weave that changes to your attention. So a focus on a bike makes a bike, and the focus of someone else`s bike makes it someone else`s. A good thing to remember. We have so many learned things in this attention that it can easily conjure up the same world, however I also find it can manifest symbolism and artistic depictions of specific focused on awareness. For example I could be hunting for the power I need to do somethign and see myself climbing a mountain. Silly stuff like that which still reflects first attention, but the mountain can be also made up of the images in my mind or of importance. I see that the awareness of all things is present in this attention and that the focus on a time can bring access to that time and while focusing on a person can bring the person`s awareness into the fold at that time. I see it like a horizon of attention. This new person who is the same as the one you knew, and perhaps the ability to pull people into it, but my fludity is so great that people begin to transform into other people as my attention shifts. So I will need to stalk cohesion before attempting that. It is a transofmaable essence of all that is separate from the different aspects of itself but still one.

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