Quote:Lujan..a warrior faces the war with a cold face and a warm heart. You have not wounded nor cause me an affront. All are welcomed here to share their beliefs. It has always been my intention to make this site a "place of power". Whether you and I agree is not the point. Your welcomed here and so far that is not a problem, actually your points of light do indeed shine.
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When I viewed the multi-colored strands their vibratory force existed beyond the confines of our living construct, which is the earth that we live upon.
I know for certain that when I was viewing the void and the vibratory template that I was still within the living construct. But when I was there that living construct did not exist for me and conversely when I am in the living construct only the memory of that awesome occurrence exists within a time capsule of memory that is ever-present and pressing upon my being. When I was viewing this phenomenon, the man which existed within the living construct was of no concern to me; the me that was experiencing that vast expanse and vibratory force.
I have also written in The Art of Stalking Parallel Perception how I followed a man through all of his doings at his death and at the end of this most disturbing traversing I had no idea where his destination would ultimately be. This frightened me; not to know. But in the same breath I have also experienced being beckoned by luminous beings to go beyond a certain threshold; a destination beyond my death. I have witnessed the ecstasy that was projected towards me that would be my experience at the end of my toil upon this planet.
I have also been told by Zakai/Juan Matus that within a warriors state of intentionality he must know without knowing. Being within this state I have learnt that if you expect a reward at the end of something then you may be disappointed with that end. So the veil which prevents us as human beings from going beyond our current state of perception is necessary. The reason why Zakai taught to know without knowing to me is to prevent expectation upon a conceptualization that may bring arrogance. I have met many people who believe that they have been something in their previous life and they do believe they will be something more in the life to come. I have noticed within this attitude a feeling of invulnerability that has relayed the message, I do not have to work hard now. I can do it next time. So within this premise I will not take responsibility. This attitude is so very dangerous. It strips one of their humbleness and ingratiates one in a state of arrogance that is immovable.
I believe this is the reason why Juan Matus taught Carlos Castaneda the principle of believing without believing. This system, the warriors way, catches arrogance before it becomes a monster. So very carefully do we have to watch this shadowy behavior?
I have a very dear friend who has been a student of mine for almost ten years. When his grandfather died he rang me in tears and said, My Poppy is dead. I need to write a eulogy. Can you help me compose it? Upon this request I felt his grandfathers being enter the room. His invisible being somehow entered me and I knew the words that should be written in the eulogy from my friends grandfathers point of view. I had not known my friends grandfather, nor had my friend ever spoken about him. When I dictated the eulogy to my dear friend, in the midst of his writing he became hysterical and cried uncontrollably.
He said, How could you possibly know so keenly my grandfathers position in life?
I consoled my dear friend and said, I am only repeating what arose in my heart after your grandfather entered the room as a soft gust of wind.
He read that eulogy at the funeral with elation and power. He knew he was speaking the truth of his grandfather and he spoke to those who had wronged him and set things straight.
But still I do not know the ultimate destination of the spirit of my friends grandfather, but I can say to you my feeling is not negative. There is always something more to us: Always something more beyond our reach, whether in complexity or simplicity.
I do not believe that the earth is doomed. But I do believe that we will be if we do not behave more responsibly. Our species will be wiped off the face of this planet if we do not get our act together, and quickly.
This is another experience that I think you may find interesting. It is a part of the parallel perception that I did not inject into the book because it happened after the fact.
On this occasion I was pulled into the Dream Makers realm in a way that was indescribable and unbelievably harsh in terms of the effect it had on my body. Id woken in the early hours of the morning. It was ten to five. I was looking at the clock wondering why I was waking up at this hour without fail. On this morning I was to find out what was going on.
I was experiencing extreme nausea. As I sat up on the edge of my bed I was in total disbelief that this was occurring again. I then got up to go to the bathroom. After relieving myself I felt light headed. Not thinking that this was anything out of the ordinary, I decided that I was going to go back to bed.
As I was to discover, this would not occur. The next thing I knew I was on the floor with my head pressed against the ground in some unperceivable fashion. I had obviously lost consciousness. I was wondering why my face was pressed so hard against the floor and I was struggling with losing control. A dear friend of mine came to my side and said:
Whats happening? I heard a loud bang.
I then said, What am I doing on the floor? How in the hell did I get here? Why am I so disorientated?
You have collapsed, my friend said. Go and lie down and I will ring for an ambulance.
I said, No, hang on, something has just happened. It is beyond my control at the moment.
At least let me tend to the wound on your head, said my friend.
It was then that I realized that I had a throbbing headache and that I had hit the floor very hard.
I have learned something while I was seemingly unconscious. Malaiyan is at the core of this. He had once said to me that the earth is the keeper. And what just occurred is a laterally assimilated memory from the Dream Makers realm.
Malaiyan had once shown me his imprinted hand in the soil. As I was watching his seemingly simple and gentle gestures I had forgotten this portion because of the shocking speed that he displayed when pinning me to the ground.
He said, The earth is the keeper and the water is the facilitator and as he said this he swiftly grabbed my head and pinned me to the ground. What I am to impart to you now is a timeless secret. The earth is sentient. It has borrowed to us its internal fire; our electromagnetism.
As Malaiyan said this I felt the enormous possessive pull of the planet on my being. I knew then that retrieval of that which has been borrowed to us is eminent. As I was propelled towards its molten core and as quickly propelled back where Malaiyan was holding me, I realized that a lifetime within that moment had transpired.
Malaiyan gently took his hand from my face; he looked at me with his big, round eyes and smiled.
Our planet is neither male nor female. It has total regard for its purpose, yet at the same time it would seem that this sentient being has total disregard for us as human beings, but within that contradiction our responsibility as entities upon its surface is taken on board. Look now, your benefactor approaches.
As I looked up I realized that the water in front of me was not illuminated by moonlight nor were we surrounded by rainforest. There was a clear lake before me.
Be assured my dear friend; as long as this planet survives there always will be something more for us. Bear in mind that the earth retrieves what it has borrowed to us, without question. But remember the energetic template that I experienced, we travel upon as well after we have traversed the face of this earth.
I do not know exactly how this happens but I know it to be a truth. When the purpose of this traversing has reached its full potential, then surely we will be absorbed into that insurmountable vastness; that void. But who is to measure and calculate the comings and goings? To anticipate is a mistake. To know in humbleness, not to expect, brings assuredness to a heart that knows there is something more.
There is so much excitement locked within contradiction. It keeps us on our toes. [/b] In the end we are the sum total of our doings and we will be faced by those doings at the moment of our death. Or is it our death in every moment that we live, that faces us with what we do?
