Global shift of the habitual AP

[find dharma girl]

A MOST BEAUTIFUL QUOTE FROM KAOMEA:

Loving another has the same quality as how we love ourselves.

The quality relationships form once we've learned to respect and support the 'I Am'.

It means we stop looking to control the external and only desire to control the internal.

Yet, once we control the internal, the external follows.

Self-awareness is very important when stalking...

[find dharma girl]

[rosygyro]

Cool.. I am glad everyone is having fun here.i was 21 when i went from 8 hour sex till dawn nightimes and a super easy intelligent mind to the warriors path.when i was 21 overnight my sexual ability went to ejaculating an a condom as i was putting it on and my awarness went to a demonic realm where i no longer had any social ability to understand let alone speck to girls.I remember sitting in a night club- screaming inside when i saw a beautiful 18year old couple very much in love and realised my life had become insane and even were i to find a partner again my sex life had been ruined.And still i had people hating me for being WHITE, YOUNG, LUCKY..( not even the truth of how i felt)
behind the scenes for me is a place of immpecability- it backs onto the evolving nature of awarness and nothing else.to me the idea of using behind the scenes to secretly inhabit anothers tonal is disgusting and parasitic , is an offence against intelligence and co-operation..behind the scenes is no place to hunt another, it is onyl a place to hunt more challenging flows for your own warriors path.
This picture shows behind the scenes as the habitual assemblage point depths.and shows the INTENT to be masked thrown out. its also my old/new profile picture.

[Billy]

rosygyro, there is nothing parasitic and disgusting going on between Kaomea and myself.  The beauty of each other's isolation in this universe is what draws us together, if it does.  I already own EVERYTHING there is to own.  Kaomea  knows I view her autonomy as something sacred.

Kaomea, whenever we first meet I prefer that dessert follows dinner.  I will take you someplace nice.  A red dress would be just right for that occasion.  If you don't have one, perhaps you can buy one.  I will pay for it [I'm not rich($100) okay?].

rosygyro, allow me time to comment on the last art entry.  By the way, would you care to do an abstract art piece of Little Red Riding Hood and the Big Bad Wolf for me? smile



Actually, if the truth be told, Kaomea and I are stalking our own selves.  Otherwise, we learn very little.  Isn't that right my darling sorceress?

[Billy]

"behind the scenes is no place to hunt another" (rosygyro)  I disagree, because you are being arbitrarily restrictive.  You ignore context, motive, ultimate purpose, outcome etc.  Hunting behind the scenes, as part of one's tactic, can be immensely rewarding to the hunter AND the hunted.

 I know this first hand as the one hunted!!!  LAUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As to your sexual woes, I wrote a book called, "SHAME OMG DELICIOUS."  Its roots were in my being seen diminished by the girls in school grades 1 thru 8.  My puberty got decimated.  I had a girl who was infatuated with me when I was 19, but all I could do was oral on her.  I did not know an erect penis.  I broke up with her (she wanted me to *** her, and I could not).  She tried to commit suicide because I left her.  I finally figured it out and had intercourse at 20, but I was not able to look any girl in her eyes.  I had not EVER EVER EVER done that.  
   I had what I call a zen transformation my senior year of college arising out of distress of a girl standing me up (she was very hot for me at first).  One of my friends pointed out to me that  I looked the other way when I talked to her.  I'm an atheist to this day, but I fucking prayed to god to help me anyway.   A month or so later, it so happened I did look into a girl's eyes in an rather amazing way.  It was love at first sight too.  One evening a few weeks later, she surprised me by being in my bedroom when I arrived back.  Before we made love, we gazed into each others eyes.  I SAW GOD [indescribable infinite joy of such magnitude that not even nirvana in my life comes close to that experience].  I became a very confident lover.   YOU GO BACK ROSYGYRO, RECAPITULATE- AND FACE THAT IN YOUR LIFE!!!  HEAR ME ??  Get on this path and follow it one footstep at a time.  It is not the result that saves you.  It is the process, and the understanding of principles in that.  Love yourself in the very worst (ESPECIALLY FOR THE VERY WORST) that would exist in your wholeness.  You have the opportunity of seeing your wholeness in the most profound way, so as to live at ease with your own being.  You don't change who you are.  LOVE who you are by being authentic regardless of any conditions (or even negativity)!  This will become your most magnificent and dynamic freedom.  Talk to me here if it will help you get started, nobody worth there salt here could possibly judge you badly.  ****, you should see the stuff I've divulged about my life in SEER threads.

I won't comment on the art until I have something cogent to say.  I tend to look at your work again and again and again.  I like it very much!

[Billy]

It seems to me that looking at  your work above, you are already formatted to do what is necessary.  Reacap does not have to be in words.  It can be in your art.  I want you to GO with your pains that arise with sexuality, and exceed with imagination to pain that is even greater than in reality.  Translate it into a tangible expression of the shame and hurt involved on whatever medium.   Only I want you to pervert the entire nature of what is ailing you.  SO 'SICK,' the word infused in this piece, will forever be your mantra in whatever artwork.  Only, now (because Billy is giving you the idea to grasp) you will begin a determined 'perverted technique' of pleasuring in the 'SICK' work you do.  Make the connection now that the expressions of the abomination of being rosygyro are accompanied by your own sickly perverse pleasure (this can reamin private to only you/ and now Billy/lol).

   But that is not all.  NO, NO, NO.  You are going to do unimaginable (even to you) unwieldly CREATIONS of the abomination and pain, and with that an ever increasing delight to that end.  GO EXTREME.  The litmus, being that you accrue joy by virtue of your own worthless emptiness coming to the light.  That worthless emptiness is paradoxically to become great esteem and fulness by simply starting immediately to manifest that in your next work.  Then the next.  Use "itnext" as the mind picture of this intent (Mornings Son gave me this).  You are the author of rosygyro.  Show that you are to yourself, one 'itnext' at a time!!  In a year from now, tell me where you are in spiritual health.  I think it will be amazingly different than now.  You will fly rosygyro.

[rosygyro]

This song describes exactly as i feel.  besides I Love miley Cyrus..she mine....cut me a fucking break dude.

[Billy]

That's awesome rosygyro, sorry  Your way worked well.  I mean, if you can express it as well as you are already, I should have known.  But, cn you ever be too crazy in self-expressive art?  Heh, Mr., I expect more from you (smiles)

[rosygyro]

I hope people believe me when i say i love Miley Cyrus. the great work is between us..if she was some local skank no-one would care if i wanted to work with her.. but because she is high profilo it seems a joke.i need to be believed on this.

[serloco]

[Billy]

[Give me a break if I'm completely off]  I interpet the yellow cord as the superfluous world view, and it is somewhat unimportant to this piece.  

  It is the 'Freedom' with upside down 'w' that is the starter.  Attached to the disconnected and unavailable female, shows how tenuous how it all goes down in life.  The crux of this work is the triangle of perceptual and perpetual cliche.  Everything, especially relationships and sex, ties into the trite world, a shallowness being reduced to a cliche... and bodes of the painful awareness of possible self-diminishment.  The large weak eye within the triangle has nothing to see, for it is truly a meaningless proposition from where it is destined to look from. 
    The caterpillar curly Q with scrolls of would-be words, shows the futility of thought to abstract one's self from the false theater.  It shows how much verbal garbage there is.  The reduction here is that the noblest effort to be a hunter warrior of knowledge returns a penile reflection of its true status as a mere cliche.    Yet, the sharp phallic heads promise the effort to thrust thru human limitations and controlled folly however that turns out.

   This is fucking beautiful rosygyro.  You ripped the heart and essence of being alive away, so meaning cannot even exist.  All that remains, is your telling the truth, which IMO makes you authentic.  THAT is godliness.  Figuratively, the tits and cupcake sex cannot be eaten with out taking away the 'm'eaning of possible freedom.  There is a fundamental opposition.

     Freedom is possible to me because as you represent, one negates the field of reality entirely, and perversely seeks out the 'suffering' of own presence of being.  Such activity is open-ended and is spaciously blessed, and ironically DOES give validity to an otherwise empty world outside of one's self.  How?  By becoming profoundly empty as one's modus operandi, thus undercutting the reality by seizing initiative.  I choose to be emptier still, than the worldly fact itself.

The worldly abyss is filled by my affirmation to create it to be purposeful.  
Absolutely, I believe you, rosygyro. 
I am tempted to show you some truth/fiction writings I did a few years ago that parallel your artwork.  Mine is really mean and  degrading > TASTY. 

I understood writing as a medium of abasement; I used it to destroy myself/lol & true.  I think I do partly understand what you do.  My god, I could hardly stop writing to eat or sleep.  Twenty hours a day was not uncommon.  The business of taking one's self down purposefully is very addictive. 

However, I recently underwent a transition.  I am now perceiving and acting out of the arising fullness of infinity, instead of grounding myself in emptiness.  serloco is a truly stupendous teacher of this mode.

[Billy]

By the way (very respectfully),
I challenge the alluded movement here to group consciousness and intelligent co-operation.

    Surely, you understand that humans stand only for a moment in universal history, and not significantly more in earth's evolutionary process.  Are you negating the possibility of life elsewhere in the universe(s)?  Where do you obtain fundamental credential for group consciousness value?  

  To myself, the supposition does not have a a root merit.  All entities bear the trait of isolation, moreso than belonging to otherness.   A rudimentary view of evolution demonstrates that this is more of a competitive, if not hostile and violent  endeavor.  Are you arguing a form of creationism over Darwin's natural selection?

   Suddenly, somehow humanity magically became the center of universality?  I don't understand the premise here.

       Based on empiricism, I am most definitely alone.  You are not?

   The enlightenment I would intend, procure or happen on-- is not dependent on otherness whatsoever in the most meaningful way.  That is, I am AWARE.

   No matter how noble your goal, there is no permanence in 'we.'  I alone have phenomenological presence.  You know what I mean?  Ask me "who the *** are you, Billy?"

   My view does not negate beneficience of social interaction and rules at all, but simply disavows the idea that intelligent co-operation is intrinsic to all species in the universe.  Humans are a species.  Differentiate to me by fact, that this species uniquely has need of some profound group consciousness.  I do not see that.  

The steps of infused Contemplation are three. The first is Satiety. When the soul is filled with God, it conceives a Hatred to all worldly things; then ‘tis quiet and satisfied only with Divine Love.
The second is intoxication. And this step is an excess of Mind, and an Elevation of Soul, arising from Divine Love and satiety of it.
The third is Security. This step turns out all fear: the soul is so drencht with love.  (Miguel de Molinos)

[rosygyro]

Hey billy.. its badly written by any standards..( my personal shame)but here is "a" view of what i believe our earths corporeal and its Habitual assemblage point to be caught in.
The universe is massive.. it is 100s of billions of years old, 100s of
billions of lightyears width and bredth, and also potentially has 100s
of billions of years in its future. 1) within this universe advanced species have arisen on many many worlds. 2)of these advanced species virtually none have ever physicly left their home planetary system 3) all have developed farm machinary.
4) in parralel dimensional mechanics.. 99.9% of all alien parallel
world data is purporting to farm machinary and how it mirrors farm
machinary on other worlds. 5) in the earlier part of last century in the mid farm machinary age the human species split the atom. 6) in parralel dimesnional mechanics.. only 0.2% of the 0.1% alien parralel world non farm related data is nuclear in content.
7)within this universe species have blossomed first into farm
capability then into nuclear capability and made themselves extinct by
nuclear fire and radiation.. these species are distances of 100,s of billions of light years away.. sometimes 100,billions of years ago... 9) there is no guarantee that future universal worlds who develop nuclear capability will be as stupid.
10) all nuclear capable, farm capable worlds emit a nuclear halflife
signal individual to the world on which the atom was first split
artificially. 11) these halflife signals survive for millions of years and can be used to trace pre-historic worlds of nuclear capability.
12) these halflife signals if SEEN from the objective can also
triangulate the position of such world laterally in material space
13) ANY world which splits the atom goes from farm capability to BILLION
YEAR HALFLIFE SPIKE PERCIEVED FROM ANY AWARE POINT IN THE UNIVERSE
overnight. 14) this has devestating consequences for freewill on such a world.
15) there exists a species that first split the atom "EVER".. it did
this billions of years ago, and billions of light years away.. on a farm
capable world.. and made itself extinct.. its entire species was thrown
into universal limbo and became a GENUS GHOST.. something we now refer
to as the reptilian evermind. 16) the reptilian evermind can never
have flesh again unless timetravel is precipitated to go back to the
origin of artificial halflife and prevent the catastrophe. 17) the reptilian evermind leaches through all parralel world dimesnions trying to precipitate time travel. 18) sometimes it precipitates philosophical thought conjucive to time travel development
19) sometimes it precipitates all out nuclear war, to draw attention to
the plight of all inherantly stupid post atomic split worlds. 20)
we can become extinct like the reptilians if we listen to them as if
alive.. OR.... HALFLIFE FAKE we can begin to differentiate
intelligently. 21) There are people on this world who are
philosophers, people who are funny, people who are bitter, people who
are rich, people who are stupid.. all sorts of people.. could we just
attribute the right description to each WORLD, each person.. enough of
this ****. 22) retrograde re-incarnation does exist.. people or SOULS can be directed to reincarnate pre-halflife spike.. 23) dependant on manner of disgrace this position on such a world can be very interesting. 24) THE OTHER can be seen as future even when future is the deep deep past.
25) As an individual world evolves various qualities of the inherant
awarness must be consiously removed from the corporeal datastream, in
order for this to happen a deliberate spiritual warriorship is aquiesced
to, spiritual warriorship is the deliberate destruction of a person by
themself using just their own connection to spirit in a way which could
be termed the "death of the unessicary" within the self. 26) even
though there is great power in the halflife spike, if it is used as
esoterica it becomes a liability.. there are people of military status
mishandling nuclear data in order to create petty skirmish and petty
hierarchy on individuals worlds without taking into account the whole
planetary system and its future. 27) if any of these people continue
to perpetuate existing patterns non relevent to human future they will
manifest nuclear war on our world. 28) the wrestle is not between good and evil.. it is between warriors and the stupid perpetuation of the known.
29) EVERY NATION values its heritage and underpinnings, its way.. That
does not mean the entire way which includes slavery and abuse and theft
should be perpetuated. 30) Unless a philosopher/warrior/priestess
etc.. can withhold the harm inherant within their remnant imprint as
well as empower their WAY.. they are sending a signal along our halflife
stream that we are ripe for extinction. 31) flora and fauna are
becoming extinct at an alarming rate, our species is not deliberatly
awakening.. LYRICUS are frauds.. they are our greatest threat.. their
mindset is our greatest threat..it is TOO LATE for them to choose their
next incarnations but we can stop them from killing us all. 32) our world is being stripped between west/past and east/future on a species wide soul scale. the naguals severence from the east and west is a microcosmic perception of this. the SPEAR OF DESTINY is the life energy that bridges this in the most potentially supportive way.33) intelligent co-operation? hmm.. in this model

[Billy]

So what is happening when you drop into to the bottom of that.  Trust me, I would relish having that much hopelessness and shame to objectify.  I mean, I am by my account, completely isolated from 1-33 and all else by virtue of my worthlessness.  I would not have the right, given my station of utter diminishment, to relate on a personal level.  In fact in my shame, I MUST present myself as the person Billy, for the purpose of magnifying and demonstrating my obligation to shrink in the eyes of those I would offend.   I am then in awareness of my degradation as an object.  If luck comes my way, I get pissed and **** on or otherwise humiliated to affirm I am somehow real.  You wants to go deep there rosygyro?  Think of crouching deep in the basin of a public outhouse WAITING, CRAVING for girls to disrespect and laugh at you.  And the worst is, they might decide not to be merciful and defecate on you, so you could escape from the agony of existing.  Imagine that rapturous reception of the girl's obscenity, bathing in moist, stinky warmth as a negation, and becoming PURITY IN SHAME.  THAT is a fucking sensationally, ecstatic experience.
   The intent of objectifying shame is all that is needed.  Trust shame to take you further down by itself into emptiness, because at the extreme, that is what it will do.  I could teach this.  It has principles based in core phenomenology, evolution and reason.  I worked through it all, rosygyro.  I conquered all of the negative mind states using the basis of surrendering to shame.  It isn't child's play.  I was brutal.  I ripped out my heart until it was set on accepting my shame. Then it was all fun once the shame became a shameless shame (an object of detachment).  Shame does all the work too.  No practice of detachment is involved or needed in the process.  Yet, this process forms the foundation for an easily pervasive detachment practice in everyday living, until detachment is the consumate way of living.  Mind you, this going down in shame requires no more than what is done in privacy.  And OMG, without thought, the abasement is become very, very sexual.  You don't always have to masturbate going down, because you can enter the equivalent of great meditative states, but masturbation tends to allow shame to spiral out of control, making for greater shame (which is the desired effect).  Masturbation becomes as shameless as the shame, and the orgasms are energetically stupendous.  The energies from this have staying power.  They accumulate, and there is not a depressive element later.  I know every nook and cranny of mastering shame.  There is no one else on the fucking planet earth that understands its psycho-physical utilization in beneficience as well as myself.  No one! 
   I've moved on, because it was just another step in a process of furthering awareness, but it was a HUGE one.

[serloco]

Dude. the world is a shifting essence. it moves. all the time.. ure you can intend cohesion but fluidity is always there if you want it. the way out exists every moment of every day..

[serloco]

take an inventory, make an inventory, ditch an inventory for another one.. you must use your dreaming energy, your shifting awareness with your reality. if there is something off in your world take responsibility. is the power not in your hands?

[rosygyro]

I am fairly certain its not a contest to see who has sunk the lowest.the MK ultra soldier subjects were given heroic doses of LSD and forced under orders to become dehumanised and to murduer torture and abuse their fellow recruits.many were killed, a few survived.the ones who survived had broken all the humane boundaries a man has and were then employed as operatives to use a "second ring of power".. essentially these people were so disturbed they could walk unseen through a crowd.. much like the legendary Toltec.. but also not.. their power was to be so subhumane in their social conditioning that normal minds simply could not register them unless they tackled psychic shock at the same time.. and what natural crowd of people is consiously tackling psychic shock as a collective? NONE.
however i do remember a time 10 or 12 years ago.. at a fest. where iival having not slept for a few days, i  found the pit of my social resistence and debated shouting SCREAMING out in front of sexy hippy women and cool yogadudes , old hippies, young kids, DJs and even the people i thought were cia spies.. that i had fisted my own anus.i have to say.. the realisation that the rest of my social life would be badly marred by achieving this breakage in social conditioning was enough for me to just have a mild schizophrenic break instead.. FUN TIMES.
after a lot of working it out..i have come to the final realisation that i had hit the jewel of resitence within sociality.. THE CROWDS base.what i was attempting to do was break the crowds assemblage, but in my inability to be objective i simply got maimed by the resistence instead.
i have not actually fisted my anus was a realisation that took some time to resurface.. FUN TIMES. i mean a fist is a big fucking thing.. i have seen porn actresses do it and i dont have that sort of spine flexibility. but i still believed for a number of years and was ASHAMED.( is that what you mean Billy?)
they say we are ruled by social conditioning and personal history.. but no-one really mentioned that the resistence jewel can just IMPLANT TENSIONS in the base chakra that arrive in perception as horrific halftruths and lies dressed up as omens and demons..peoples entire lives can be ruled by a" finger" turning to a "fis"t..  a "lets stop fucking i want a smoke" turning into " stop you are raping me".. a birthday *** being connected to the quarters of the year turning into a FRUEDIAN NIGHTMARE..i mean i knew warriorship was supposed to be bad.. and i guess i remember pledging that i only wanted to survive and not argue the details. i live in the UK.. you have to create the warriors path here.. MY BAD i guess.
but this is all besides the point..warriors have freed types of energy that non warriors have not.warriors have walked paths that non warriors wish they hadwarriors have created energy for vampiric non warriors to suckle apon.warriors will walk a new path.. the vampires will no longer have anything to suckle when the nipple heads west,and will be bound by their addiction to begin to tread the warriors path.. by order of their dreamers.
who gives a *** anyway..

[rosygyro]

Serloco.. once again i apologise for being so rude ealier..i dont have the capacity to delete comments or i would have..

[serloco]

Thank you rosy.. I appreciate that. I have in the past been very harsh as well, and domineering. Lately I have stalked a position of love and support everywhere I go.

[Billy]

It is not so much about shame, as shame being the equivalent to any negative emotion > fear, jealousy, resentment, whatever.  What I get to in THAT shame exercise is the understanding to face life in whatever form and become its master.

How?  I make it my object.  I observe it, play with it, TASTE its richness.  One can more easily slow negative's movement, so their textures are more tangible than positive emotions.  They become bizarre, because your mind tells you to feel something different.  Because of masterful detachment you can assign them 'contradictory' values.  When this happens enough (it did with me), my negatives immediately rebound from the 'normal' mode.  I mean, I want to experience the negative emotions for what their original characteristics are so I experience the full range of emotions (I am not against any emotion per se), but then that's it.  I choose at the very least, a position of non-volition to let whatever exist unencumbered by self-reflective judgements, or I have real fun and 'pervert' the way something is experienced.  There is a very strong sensation of awareness that arises.  Why is this negative emotion being experienced as pleasure?????

WHY?  Answer THAT rosygyro.      I am able to accept whatever emanations of reality at face value, then whatever afterwards is of my doing, my choices.   This gave me inroads to understanding the sorcery concepts serloco has laid out for everyone.  There is no can't in my vocabulary.  I CAN do!! 

   This is an entirely eye-opening way of being alive.  I am a death defier, okay??  The same conditions you experience are viewed entirely differently by myself.  I can make endless mistakes in moments with no fear of failure.  Living forever, I know I will face the same situation over and over.  I find that now I am in NO hurry.  I have forever.  The right decisions arise within the infinite space I have created.  Your moment is one that confines you to immediate consequences.  I will have consequences too...... forever and ever and ever.  It kind of mutes the impact of results.  In the next moment you will face death.  I always have more of life, because an image of fate and death  never gets created.  There is only this flowing into next.  I learn that next is what I DO.  The logical connection is developed >  I INTEND what I do.  LAUGHING 

LAUGHING because life becomes joyful..... becomes sad, becomes mad, radical, fantstical, undeniably self-masturbating, mind blowingly a reflection of how I pay attention and choose.   Forever gives me a long time to learn and craft.  Tomorrow you will be dead, and why bother to learn fucking anything at all.  Your life begets a negative stress.  I have lots of tension too, that tension is my life.   I am at the SOURCE, knowing beyond what fate has to say.  Others worry ---OMG --what will be tomorrow??  I AM is an unlimited potency that spits on fate when it beckons attention.  I author my life and live authentically.

You create 1-33 points of super-refractory tangle.

[serloco]

well said...

yeah you can see people's deaths when they talk about their lives. its so easy to see intent. people make so many appointments. ifs and buts and **** decisions. they fall right into harms way and the whole time they do it to themselves. i try to enlighten mankind and my people.. I travel a lot into the ally worlds and so my people are advanced. but if i go into the first attention world, where people are normal like they used to be for me, then they all are intending death. unless i slap their assess into a position that sees. i often do.

[rosygyro]

You- a death defier?"a" death defier.THE death defier is not a template man, its a being that has its own angle on the world.
my perception of the death defier is that it demarcates a travelling skin that shows the perfected splitting of the polarities.My perceptions of humans trying to learn form the death defier is that the known underpinnings of humanity are already by default pressuring the skin via the inherant known.. systemic pressure of the habitual assemblage.
The death defier does not exist to school people to be fluid so they do not interfere with the skin, the death defier exists to school people to use FOREBEARANCE so their entire tonal including the habitual assemblage point has enough intelligence to move on from this dimension.the death defiers assmeblage moved on- what we see is a teaching trail.
how can you be a death defier. you are reading and typing?
once again i am sorry for being so off the ball here(haha- i hope my laugh is also seen as well meant as you see your own)but vapour no matter how dynamic is not fluid.
the habitual assemblage point is a burden to be carried, it is a rock to be broken, it is corn to be ground to flour..
i get the immpression you see the habitual assemblage as a stone tennis ball normal people carry, where you do not.
The DEATH DEFIER is dead, has moved on.. and so has his habitual assemblage.. including within it a moving forebearance within the passage of time.
I dont think you should claim to be a death defier.

[serloco]

I am a death defier too rosy.. I have lived thru many deaths, and many forms. i do not exist in your habitual awareness. I was taught by death defiers. You assume too much rosy.. You assume billy has a habitual assemblage position too. Like how you judge people in your world. If you have enough power you can walk into the middle of the busy street and point to anyone and that person will be a death defier.

[rosygyro]

We do have a different idea of death defiers then.. i think the use of the term death defiers obviuosly shows a collectiveI don't really know who my teaching is from then.. as it is not of any form that can have multiplicity in a single dimesnion.(however you didnt say they were in a single dimension did you?)I am an easterly warrior.for me my perception of the world as the" death defier" taught me is insanity.it is seemingly said that the east is madness and so i agree.
this is my analogy.
1) If i were to move my habitual assemblage from tis most habutual position into a future world it would be affected.2) The corporeal itself and its skin of death would be crushed into a different shape in the future as the new corporeal would tesselate it into line with the present habitual no matter how fluid.3) apon returning my assemblage to this corporeal.. it would have a tinge of energy from the east/future.. this would then rule the manifestation of challenge leading to DESTINY.. including within it permutations of space as destruction to bring about "the death of the old"..4) The future is life.. and so these teachings would be percieved as living beings.. even the force of space and death would impact as life.5) the death defiers skin between polarities would impact my tonal along the habitual known demarcation and also impact my evolving awarness specificly in line with the growth of potential.. specificly in line with the death of the unnecisaary within the unknown. (unknown does not mean unmanifest)6) try having a 1000 kids kick you in the bollocks.7) try having 2000 of the raped or abused  accuse you in open air through a demonic plain.try accessing the void not just in this instant but also 200 years along the quarterly cycles or even the 260 tzolkin rythm..and letting that void strike your sexual energy centres. what does the death defier see in 200 years?9)how can you be a death defier now..?

[serloco]

I been to hell rosy. Lived there for many years.. Been to the future, been to the past, had a blast. The future is now rosy. You make it. I can see any future, and I can leave time. I command time as a prophet.