experiences of seeing

[Littlepaw]

what experience have you had with seeing? what was the first time like?

[NagualHuman]

When I first saw it was like orgasm and death, I saw everything, I saw all the luminous fibers connecting everything and creating everything coming from the eagle which were eating the eggs that were with resignation moving on shadely luminous fibers to his beak. I saw my point of assemblage - connection with it, which were in the central center and slightly to the right, at the plane of physicality at my heart, I bended by my will my attention as it was drawn to it to those shaded luminous threads on which those going to death were skimming as I felt some kind of a upsetting feeling that drawn me to them, but right before I understood why are they moving with selfish resignation to them, I awoke back into totaly usual perception.

The answer lies right infront of the nose - question, the shift you feel behind that questios directly points you to what you had infront fully on the plane of your known and unknown, connect these both understandment, the underlying intentions behind that question and that what you seek and ye shall see.

[Littlepaw]

Your first experience was very different to mine. What kind of location were you in? did you see any people around you?

[NagualHuman]

I was sitting at beach in croatia after I ran few miles and was bathing in sweat I ran into the waves of sea and I felt one of the biggest feelings of ease in life ever, as the weather was "Warm like Hell", I then came out of the water with head totaly clear, its hardly describe by just word clear it was more like if I was somehow rooted deep within my heart as I felt just wonderful easiness after the deserved wateration and sat at beach into sand and closed my eyes, there were alot of people around kids screaming and playing in water and people walking over the place and sunbathing, but still felt that easy and the sounds of the surrounding the waves an the peoples drawn me and my attention dissolved in pure observation of that what is around me, its again hardly described as it felt more like that I embraced my sensorical surrounding but in a way that felt natural and "nonvolalite" as I had no thoughts nor prejuditional feelings and I started to see those sensualy recepted informations more as colors than just screams, heat and sun, as my eyes were closed and my head pointing with them at the sun, the back of my eyelids was red and I started to see it as a hue, it looked like red nerves and those sounds from surrounding become embodiment of those on another - hearing level, then in one moment I felt somelike like crack, which felt like lighting a push inward into my head from the top of it and I then I saw what i written before. My perception of time dimished and nothing like normal perception of reality existed on a level on which I refer to now. When I got back into the reality I felt really strange, little startled as it was seemed so far - the experience, as so did my AP shifted utterly elsewhere that I felt like if I was in completely other world or even body as that it how it felt, even though I knew that what I was seeing was whole universe, all emanation of the eagle and the eagle himself from which belly these emanations fluctuated in the rearest end of the tonaly nagualish both luminous one "screenplay", and so did my awareness started to quickly reinforce itself in its stubbornity as that shift and what I saw was so big, that I thought I was sitting at the beach for hours and thinking about how much time I spend as the "seeing" I made felt timeless, eternal and in that time my conscious awareness was not able to deal with such a perception of time.

You made a "seeing" yourself ? Wow! you are such a seer!
Please tell me about your experience, would love to har

[Littlepaw]

I am really only a novice because I have only seen twice. The first time I was at a rave party and had been teaching a girl how to spin poi poi, I left her and walked to the center of a large room, I was feeling happy because usually when i met girls I would become a bit obsessed and make a big deal out of it but this time I avoided this whole process. I was thinking about how all of us just want to be liked or accepted then BAM, out of nowhere I was like a cartoon who had discovered that he was being drawn. This event may have not really been seeing because I cannot describe what I saw but it was like a moment of remembering what I/ we really are. I said to myself very loud in my head '' oh, I see '' this was my way of dealing with the sensation I had of being suspended within myself. I then decided very quickly to forget what what I had just remembered LOL then spent a while wishing I had not been such a **** about it LOL. I went and sat on my own on the floor feeling pissed off and a song came on ''don't worry, be happy'' This made me more pissed off and now this is one of my favorite songs!

The second experience was much more like what I have read about seeing. I was working alone in my shop sometimes no customers would come in for hours so it gave me time to pace around like a loon. This was the time where I had been learning about the teacher within. I had met a real shaman from Venezuela who had told me that the real teacher is within. I made my way to the door of the shop and across the road out side the salvation army building came three people, two young men and a a young women. I mostly focused on the young women but I was not seeing a person, she was like a bundle of information which was like reading a picture book. I read the story and decided that I did not like the way she lived. Usually we can think what we like about people with no apparent consequences but to my surprise a very loud female voice said in my head '' well why don't you come and teach us then!?'' I became extremely embarrassed and became very confused, I felt bad for quite a while after. I think if something like this is going to happen every time I see it will take a very long time before I can even stand it. lol This episode was not seeing fully, when I remember it the people or bundles of information were supper imposed on to my normal vision, My theory so far is that it is easier to see from heightened awareness but it is not a whole picture. My other experience was from normal awareness and seemed more real nut more terrifying.

[NagualHuman]

I would not dare to call myself any higher than novice.
Wow, and to sounds powerful especialy the second part interested me mainly the female authority voice, because I never heard authority as female voice, always there was some authority it was some kind of a male, like when someone really fucks with you, but never woman-like voice, it really interests me had you had some more encounters or seeings that would be of this nature, even though you are a male ?

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