A dream

[Eilias123]

It's been a while since i had sent my application to this part of the forum. I checked in every now and then waiting to get in. But then i went about my
daily routine and almost forgot.


But then, Last night i had a dream about lonewolf. In the dream i never saw him But i was in his field. Sneaking around. For some reason i thought he would
come after me in an airplane . But anyway his face flashed into my mind. It has been a couple years since I've seen that face in my dreams. And lo and
Behold, I am apart of this forum again.


I have made my entrance!

[Mornings Son]

With style =)




Dream meeting with wolf did you intend it or was it your nagualside that called you or was it wolf that found you?




Good to have you here Eilias




MS

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Welcome to this forum Ellias

[Eilias123]

Thanks, I'm terribly sorry i haven't been around much since. I will be visiting more often!

[Nagual LoneWolf]

I found him Mornings Son in the auditorium of dreamers. ELlias was identified to me by the nagual as a seer. He had a dreaming suitcase with him..haha.

[bluedreamer]

Eilias123 wrote:

But then, Last night i had a dream about lonewolf. In the dream i never saw him But i was in his field. Sneaking around. For some reason i thought he
would come after me in an airplane . But anyway his face flashed into my mind. It has been a couple years since I've seen that face in my dreams. And
lo and Behold, I am apart of this forum again.


I have made my entrance!


Cool Eilias, nice to meet you here.

[Eilias123]

Nagual LoneWolf wrote:

I found him Mornings Son in the auditorium of dreamers. ELlias was identified to me by the nagual as a seer. He had a dreaming suitcase with him..haha.
watashi? (you mean me?)

[docta lee]

Hi Ellias

[Nagual LoneWolf]

That we can be seen makes us transparent.

[Eilias123]

Haha, that's true. I've definately noticed someone has been seeing me. The other day, as i was walking down the street, a pebble came
out of nowhere and hit me on the arm. no one was there, not even a wind. The other day me an my cousin were unloading two buckets of water from the trunk of a
car. we walked around to the trunk, there was definately no buckets outside the car. They key wouldn't work so we went to open the trunk with the button of
the glove compartment, so when we walked back around, the two buckets were already outside the car! we were both dumfounded. Sometimes when i walk by my living
room at night i can see someone sitting on the couch in my periphials, and i kind of say in my head "I see you there"

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Ah your bring stalked..congrats Warrior..your fortunate.

[docta lee]

Hey Eilias123,




I like what you say about the person or entity on your couch, this is truly interesting to me.




Whwn i am in my basement mixing studio sometimes i can see something in the next room where the laundry machines are


I think it's a child or maybe a elf




my Friend and musical collaborator Yannick confirmed this, she is very in tune with spirits and creative feelings.




She noticed it one night too in my basement.




The house is pretty old so you never know.




This speech will try to explain at least what i am feeling and experiencing.




About in the middle she really gets to what is important and pertinent to what i am saying and what Eilias123 said about the living room.




After I watched this video i didn't feel so alone about being a artist.




It's worth watching and really hearing her.

[ARNWAY]

Hello Eilias123, its great hearing from again since almost 3 years now. My user name in the past was Aranno Way.




I don't know for certain exactly what actually happened but when people actually see a ghost its actually a I.B. that was associated with a person in the
past and they take on the shape of the people that they were around years ago, when you encounter them again and shut your internal dialog off in your head
with the intent of seeing there true configuration the figure will change. our ancestors had great knowledge of this and used this with there funerary
practices.

[Eilias123]

Hi Docta lee and Arnway. I'm not sure if what i saw was a ghost or an IB. I will try that next time. I've never really SEEN before. It is still a great effort to shut off my internal diolgue.




And yes Arn i remember you from before. I knew it was you as soon as a seen your screen name.

[Eilias123]

sorry to double post. but i found that speech very good docta. That bit about the poem coming over the horizon was incredible. Thanks!

[ARNWAY]

Eilias123 shutting your internal dialog off is the key to being a warrior and is not difficult when practiced (kinda like when first riding a bike), shutting
off your internal dialog is my main defence when I dream or feel the intrusion of outside forces trying to invade my being because this disables their
intrusion instantly.




My recommendation is to do this because it will be your shield of defence in the arena in dreaming and everyday life.

[Eilias123]

Thanks Arnway. Shutting it off is stilla bit of a mystery to me. For some reason I find it easier to do when I'm dreaming.

[Mornings Son]

Eilias


During the years I help two ghost find rest. They where not IB, but lost souls of traumatished people. In traditional shamanism there is a field of practice
about helping dying and dead to find there way to the other realms.




If you feel the need to it, first find out what kind of entity it is. Meeting and asking is a good, but spooky way. We are not conditioned to talk to
Spirits....so fear for the unknown is there.

[Eilias123]

Well I didn't feel it was a ghost. I don't think it has any harmful intent. It just started happening once i found myself back on the Warriors path.
It's just an entity, or someones dream body, Stalking me for whatever reason. Maybe because reached a small threshold of energy.




Oh, Lonewolf. You're wolf showed up in a dream of mine last night. He was hiding around the corner, spying on me. I didn't know i was dreaming at the
time so I kept my distance, It seemed to sense my fear So it hung back, but also making it's presence known to me. I'd forgotten how big he was!




And Arnway. I had some spare time today, so I sat and practiced shutting off my internal dialogue. I didn't quite succeed to silence, but I seemed to hold
it at an arms length away. I noticed how the dialogue doesn't come from me, so i was able to hold it just outside my awareness! I've never noticed or
done that before!

[ARNWAY]

Keep practicing and as Bob May mentioned focus on your breathing without thinking any dialog and this act alone will give you the shield as a defence for
anything as a warrior.




Practice, practice, practice.

[Eilias123]

I had a surge of dreams last night. I will log night of dreaming here that i Think are relevant. Feel free to comment, give suggestions on dreaming.




I had a total of 7 dreams last night. "7" is an important number to the world, 7 days, 7 deadly sins, 7 notes in a musical scale (excluding the
octave note), In some religions sabbath is practiced on the 7th day, on Saturn's day.




here are the dreams: Maze house: I spent a lot of time in a gigantic house. I walked throughout it several times. There was one room i would always walk by And
i never went in Because i knew it belong to someone else. Anyway the whole place seemed like a maze. There was lots of people there. I felt a sudden urge to go
to the other end of the house. I felt as if someone needed help or I needed to find something.




I turned down one hallway and two children walked up to me laughing. The hallway began to distort adn I fell into a corner of it. I wanted to get away but the
two children kept dancing around me. It was as If they didn't want me to get to the destination i was hoping for. I blanked out.




The room: I was in the same house, or another one... And I walked by the room that belonged to someone. I walked by and accidentally saw my cousin and his gf
having sex. I rushed into the kitchen and my cousin came out and said "sorry I didn't realise you'd be home early..." at least he could have
kept the door closed!




Broken guitar: I was sitting in front of some music sheets. I picked up my guitar and noticed the headstock had broken from the neck. The strings were still
intact and I seemed to get entangled in them.




Brains: I was in a hospital bed with a girl. I was holding onto ametal pipe that was sticking out of her head. I noticed the top of her skull was gone and the
pipe was connected to her brain. I sat there moving the pipe from side to side. She seemed to enjoy it. I also noticed My skull was open too and a pipe was
sticking out of my brain. She grabbed the pipe in my head and moved it around. It was a very strange feeling. I remember thinking: I must have such bad brain
damage from this I don't even remember how I got here.




Wolf: I just got back from a coffee house "tim Hortons" to a school. It was night and I think my brother was with me. We were elaning against a roudn
wall when i noticed a giant wolf prowling around. It seemed to notice i was there, but chose to ignore me. I was frightened that i went inside the school and
walked around the gymnasium in darkness then went back outside.




Outside i looked and saw the wolf was still there.




Hands: I awoke in some bright room, My hands were so tingly it was bothering me. I managed to bring them to my face, but they were covered in some wire mesh.
It was cutting off circulation to my hands. I panicked and flung my hands about.




Back to school: I went to some big college test. I sat in teh classroom area and everyone around me were jock adn very dumb like. I sat there for a few minutes
just looking at everyone. I left To get a paper. When i returned to the classroom and Jock looked at me funny and slammed the door. I found a window i could
crawl through. But when i went through I was in the lobby again. The place seemed empty and I still had a paper.




I wanted to find a teacher to give it to So i went through a door that led into a hallway. I ran into a man with glasses in a white jacket who had a kind of
Doctor feel to him. I was going to ask him about my paper but he montioned me into a room that appeared to be his office.




I followed him in and he just sat at his computer, he seemed to be watching a conspiracy documentary. He then looked at me and said "Third shelf from the
bottom" and pointed at a book case. I found the third shelf and a title seemed to jump out at me. It said "I'm still there"




I realised the title was implying that I was in two places at once. That while i was "here" in this dream, really i was somewhere else. I woke up
then.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Oh, Lonewolf. You're wolf showed up in a dream of mine last night. He was hiding around the corner, spying on me. I didn't know i was dreaming at the
time so I kept my distance, It seemed to sense my fear So it hung back, but also making it's presence known to me. I'd forgotten how big he was!




Your being stalked by the wolf my friend. He is arranging some of the perceptions by shading the design of the spirit.

[Eilias123]

I think I was close to seeing last night. I didn't see. But i felt my awareness shift around a bit. Like if i
focused on my chin or another part of my face... it felt like my awareness looking through my eyes was looking through those places as well. I'm positive
Don juan talked about this a bit when he was introducing carlos to seeing.




I also have a friend who had a similar experience after doing some of the magical passes. He felt like his head was in his feet and his feet were in his head.
Walking normally to him seemed strange. later when he went to read, he felt like he was reading wrong. So he put the book up to a mirror and read that way. A
lot of this sounds like not doing. Not doing is hard to force on yourself. but after exploring your awareness, not doings seem to feel as if they are the right
way to do things.

[Eilias123]

I was looking for my hardcover copy of "the art of dreaming" today. I went into my garage and spotted a suitcase i haven't used for a while. In
it was the book I was looking for and some sage. heh, you really are a nagual.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Ah the art of dreaming...i love the tale of the blue scout.