09-30-2013, 12:00 AM
Theuns tales of severence from tonal or nagual terrified and inspired me!Every time I read of a naguals severence or a severence from the tonal POWER told me it is inevitable and not just the punishment for being a **** nagual apprentice.
a point which stuck in my mind was his description of how a naguals force flows out in an unparralelldly destructive fashion after he has failed.
I knew to myself where sadistic tendencies lay in petty parts of my mind and decided to meditate on others as they read of severence and destruction, considering that to some minds power is power and it does not matter who it hurts, and also fundamentally a way to sideswipe the westerly nagal.
Anyway i decided i would eventually get severed from the nagual and so i started my own empiricle reseacrh in a spiritual path of MALKUT or the dragons lore.
The aim for me was to tackle sexual energy and FOREBEARANCE.. i figured that sexual abuse is compulsion.. and that sexual abuse on our world could very well be fuelled by streams of destruction amonsgst those severed from the nagual.
i .e. there were unstoppable flows within the nagual which allow perpetual manifesation of abuse within the mass human corporeal.
and so i set a path for over a set energy time would instill BLOCKS within malkut!
these are simple tantric gateways based apon consent and maturity..
there is plenty of remedial magic in the right hand path to tackle global sexuality issues.. but none seemed to have application and so the power was wasted.
i figured the right hand path is an untapped storhouse of power just waiting for the right catalyst.
it only takes one match to start a fire.
that when i was severed from the nagual various patches of deep earth energy would not defend my delicate emotional awarness but would instead DIVERT the destructive flow, like a log diverts the flame as it burns.
WHEN i hold a CADECEUS.. i do not see life and destruction i see a snake of TIME (banded), a snake of space(striped) and a rod of NOW (white)
when i see sorceresses carrying a black half cadeceus it reminds me that the westerly female is for the first time in human history becoming able to be severed from the nagual.
we have the technology.
NEVER be deliberatly destructive, there is no excuse for the ignorance which allows fools to turn creation and destruction on and off like hot and cold taps to suit their petty seperatist egos.. UUUGHHH!
severence from the tonal is similar to being tied to the back of a speeding freight train destined to crash into your birth!
a point which stuck in my mind was his description of how a naguals force flows out in an unparralelldly destructive fashion after he has failed.
I knew to myself where sadistic tendencies lay in petty parts of my mind and decided to meditate on others as they read of severence and destruction, considering that to some minds power is power and it does not matter who it hurts, and also fundamentally a way to sideswipe the westerly nagal.
Anyway i decided i would eventually get severed from the nagual and so i started my own empiricle reseacrh in a spiritual path of MALKUT or the dragons lore.
The aim for me was to tackle sexual energy and FOREBEARANCE.. i figured that sexual abuse is compulsion.. and that sexual abuse on our world could very well be fuelled by streams of destruction amonsgst those severed from the nagual.
i .e. there were unstoppable flows within the nagual which allow perpetual manifesation of abuse within the mass human corporeal.
and so i set a path for over a set energy time would instill BLOCKS within malkut!
these are simple tantric gateways based apon consent and maturity..
there is plenty of remedial magic in the right hand path to tackle global sexuality issues.. but none seemed to have application and so the power was wasted.
i figured the right hand path is an untapped storhouse of power just waiting for the right catalyst.
it only takes one match to start a fire.
that when i was severed from the nagual various patches of deep earth energy would not defend my delicate emotional awarness but would instead DIVERT the destructive flow, like a log diverts the flame as it burns.
WHEN i hold a CADECEUS.. i do not see life and destruction i see a snake of TIME (banded), a snake of space(striped) and a rod of NOW (white)
when i see sorceresses carrying a black half cadeceus it reminds me that the westerly female is for the first time in human history becoming able to be severed from the nagual.
we have the technology.
NEVER be deliberatly destructive, there is no excuse for the ignorance which allows fools to turn creation and destruction on and off like hot and cold taps to suit their petty seperatist egos.. UUUGHHH!
severence from the tonal is similar to being tied to the back of a speeding freight train destined to crash into your birth!

