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People hardly ever realize that we can cut anything from our lives, any time, just like that. For example, smoking and
drinking are nothing. Nothing at all if we want to drop them. Only one thing is indispensable for anything we do; the spirit.
One can't do without the spirit.
I have no routines or personal history. One day I found out that they were no longer necessary for me and, like
drinking, I dropped them. One must have the desire to drop them and then one must proceed harmoniously to chop them
off, little by little. If you have no personal history, no explanations are needed; nobody is angry or disillusioned with your
acts. And above all no one pins you down with their thoughts. It is best to erase all personal history because that makes us
free from the encumbering thoughts of other people. I have, little by little, created a fog around me and my life. And now
nobody knows for sure who I am or what I do. Not even I. How can I know who I am, when I am all this?
Little by little you must create a fog around yourself; you must erase everything around you until nothing can be taken
for granted, until nothing is any longer for sure, or real. Your problem now is that you're too real. Your endeavors are too
real; your moods are too real. Don't take things so for granted. You must begin to erase yourself.
Begin with simple things, such as not revealing what you really do. What's wrong is that once people know you, you
are an affair taken for granted and from that moment on you won't be able to break the tie of their thoughts. I personally
like the ultimate freedom of being unknown. No one knows me with steadfast certainty, the way people know you, for
instance.
From now on you must simply show people whatever you care to show them, but without ever telling exactly how
you've done it. You see, we only have two alternatives; we either take everything for sure and real, or we don't. If we
follow the first, we end up bored to death with ourselves and with the world. If we follow the second and erase personal
history, we create a fog around us, a very exciting and mysterious state in which nobody knows where the rabbit will pop
out, not even ourselves.
When nothing is for sure we remain alert, perennially on our toes. It is more exciting not to know which bush the rabbit
is hiding behind than to behave as though we know everything. Lone Wolf
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Hello LW,
Once we understand that the illusion of time, is no longer boxing us in this unreality of existance...
that choosing to hold onto OUR personal history,is no longer SERVing us as spiritual beings...
and that there is no future, only what we choose to manifest...
We are then truly free...
FREE.
We are existing amongst a flow of energy...that is one with what we are...vibrating at different speeds.
We are all machines churning for a better tommorow, helping eachother understand, what it is that we are all seeking...
In this bodily bore.
Yes, I do feel real...My intentions are REAL, and my moods are most definitly real.
I take pride in my ability to feel compassion...
to feel ANgry ...
To FEEL.
This is a part of MY human experience...
To send messages back to the oneness, in such the universe dwells.
I suppose I protect myself using decernment.
I have intuition that protects me from stalkers like you.
But to fog myself from all experience..
To hide away from other peoples thoughts...
I would not feel an active part of sharing the journey with those i encounter.
As a lightworker...I am trained to protect myself from the psycic vampires that lurk on thought forms..
I am also naturally inclined to share with others, what I do...
(in terms of healing and spirituality)
My white light is not fog..it radiates wisdom and understanding...
I don't know everything, only what i have seen, experienced, and communicated from my higherself.
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i like your post porcelaina.. i feel much the same way..
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Either way, having personal history or not, we still are perfect in the eyes of the universe.
Even if you erase your personal history, when you tell us that youve done so, creates a new personal history for anyone who would be inclined to cling to it would do so.
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It seems that if you have enough personal power you do not get stuck or become attached anywhere and are always evolving forward/gaining power. But if I was to be weak and indulgent then no matter how often I erased my personal history it would simply begin building up immediately after.
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You need to erase your personal history, if you intend to stop the world.
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if you are truly able to erase your personal history and live in a place without human connection than you are more spirit than substance. I know who I am and where I'm from-- but what is that to you. I still could be living on the edge of an experience that I could not share--to live in the world--but not of it. Today, like many days I worked in the world, broke a sweat, cursed, desired shade. My dreams were forever mine--even those close to me did not necessarily share my viewpoint of life, death, and the desire of personal freedom. Life presents itself as a mystery to me--who ever I am--to perceive the world, as I must, and try to live in it.
All life is a shared mystery to me--everyone's personal history ever expanding--changing. One day, without the least bit of concentration on my part my personal history will be erased forever.
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I intend to stop the world. I find holding my body arched(cobra pose) and kicking myself in the ass gets it out of my hamstrings. For my shoulders I find that deep concentrated breathing in conjunction with bringing my arms perpendicular and paralell to the ground and pushing my shoulders back and forwarth wiggling my spine gets it out of the shoulders.
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should it not be erasing personal weakness not history? we lern from the past, at present, i can only learn from the past, what i have just written is now the past, and what i am about to write will soon be too, reading the above posts i am learning from your past,
intergrating the past into the present, is not that a step further to infinity than pretending there was no past? confining yourself to the present?
The present, if we were to travel into the future, it would become our present, if we were to go back into the past it would also be our present.
Anywhere we exist is the present weather it be a place without time or not,
surely it is easier to reach infinity if you draw your past and your future into the present, learning from the mistakes and directing the future as you live it second by second, never missing anything, never failing yourself.
All time is a tool, strengthening your mind, your heart your spirit, to throw away the past is to loose an important teacher.
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If I was to look into your heart and mind and only saw that you are what you are today and not some sum value of your past and that you neither hold negative history or even care to remember it then you are well on your way to erasing your history.
When we shed the past and its mistakes,blames, and sorrow we become free.Anew.
Live in the minute and relive the past after you die when you have more "time".
With no ammunition the parasite cannot use its weapons. Lone Wolf
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if you are comfortable with your past and have turned your mistakes to your teacher not your slayer then why is there a need to erase it? if i am what i am right at this very moment i am no more than a typist, because i have no past to learn from, hence nothing to write, mind is composed of the past the body the present, the future is occupied by something that is rather shy at the moment, the soul occupies all three at once.
I have learnt from the past, why erase those teaching so that the same mistakes can be remade?
As far as i have found the parasite feeds on fear,
i have let go of most of my fear, but i have only been able to do this because of the past.
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It is not erasing history but personal history that makes us "availible" to power.
If one has a different agenda then that is fine.
Opinions from... Lone Wolf
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Let go of your engrained habits and emotional patterns so that you can face the oncoming time with no preconceptions.
Aho!
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Lately when I imagine you Coyote I get this image of Johnny Depp in Pirates Of The Carribbean....
Who are you talking to?
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Why to anyone who will listen.
Hehehe, I haven't seen Pirates yet, but I will soon. Depp is pretty cool, and we sort of look similar except I haven't worn facial hair in a long time. It ain't the coyote way.
Love,
Coyote Cuervo
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quote threeshadows:
Personal history relates to social affairs, whereas personal weakness is at one's own responsibility to deal with. The term personal history refers more to whom you depend on, who is judging you in what way, what ways of behavior people think you represent and so forth. People show you your mirror, whereas your mirror as you yourselves would perceive it is something completely different.
So if you create a fog around you, people don't really know what and who you are, since they can't reflect your way of being. Besides you can stalk your own behavior more efficiently.
To erase your personal history doesn't mean you need to show everybody you are not social. But you should make arrangements that you are able to change around the people you deal with in you life day by day, I mean to leave the people that you have known for some time and that know your personality. If people know you, especially your parents, they are always ready to tell you what you are like. To stop the world, you need to step out anew. You would start a hole new life, with no regrets for what you needed to leave, with no need to turn around and cling to old habits that fix your attention point in one specific place.
That constant readiness for a change should be a continuous attitude in your behavior anyhow, if you want to be a man or a woman of knowledge. And if you are ready for a decision to by and by leave your intimate community, you need to beckon the spirit to assist you in your solitude. It's a process of years, nothing is accomplished in one day when it comes to shaping you personality.
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i used to fog my self very effectivly, but that made people recognise me as a very secretive person.
im not trying to argue with you, just learn.
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Nice post Elvana!
3s..wisdom can be found in young and old faces.
Wew: Hehehehe...had a blast chatting with you and HerbaMatey last night.
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3s, I think that you and I will need some time before we can really shuck off the people who are presently in our lives. It's kind of like we are both in the middle of an early chapter in our lives. But Elvana does have some wise advice, as always about being ready to catalyse a change. Don't be afraid to have changeable behovior to those you already know. They will have a difficult time reflecting you if they can't understand you. Exercise this with caution, because it can be very dangerous. But if they can't tag you, they can't hold you.
Lone, it would be cool to have some way to record these chats. They are becoming like classic moments in comedy.
Love,
Coyote Cuervo
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Just hit save on your browser Wew...
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3S,
probably you had been not very good at covering up your intention, to fog yourself. People are not supposed to be aware that you fog yourself, if you intend to do so.
It's a bit like what they say in the Bibles somewhere: You are not supposed to know what your right hand is doing, when you do something with your left hand (or so). I take that advice as a hint how to erase personal history when it comes to not showing to other people what you are doing, because you don't know it yourselves.
WEW: I must have missed a real good chat.
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if the right hand knew what the left was doing then the attention would be in the wrong place...
anyway.
it wasnt that i didnt tell them, they just didnt ask, the fog was natural, people often complained of its presence but did nothing about it.
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I have a slightly different view of erasing personal history. A warrior erases his image of himself. This requires that others see him differently, as they can be but mirrors. Its not so much that one eliminates the past, although a warrior doesn't volunteer information. He/she simply restructures his Tonal. Watch others to see what they mirror from your personal history.... then, recapitulate it and rearrange the tonal.
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Personally I think it's a really simple process in theory. I think erasing personal history begins with reshaping the body. An inflexible spine is an inflexible mind. If someone labels u and you're a stiffback there's nothing you can do but fume inside. If you're navel is weak you may lack the willpower to maintain you're goal of freedom and blame other things for you're inabilities.
Of course you could be in perfect physique and still be an absolute fool. I have seen alot of ashtanga yoga teachers that are like that. The yoga brings them beautiful bodies and powerful minds and a putrid boost to their egos.
FOCUS on the unknown and transcendent is all that could possibly be pure: the realm of the nagual. It is beyond concepts and ego and set apart from everything(history and fear and flyers).
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Dr. Green,
you think, that the people's imagage, once it is erased, these people still will have the power to hold on to you? What is left to these people of 'your' character as they once knew it, if you don't keep up their illusion of you? Wouldn't they loose their personal power to communiate with you newly arranged island of your tonal?
In my experience they just let go of you, since there is nothing they remember of you.
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