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elvana,
You pose an interesting thought. A man's personal history is his self image he has acquired because of his view of the world. He projects this image into the world around him. It also acts like a shield, coloring or rejecting all new knowledge. Personal history is a product of his view of the world, and as such, it cannot be erased until that view is dismantled. To eradicate one's view of the world, and one's personal history, it is necessary to acquire enough personal power to activate intent. CC did this by a walking technique. However, without sufficient personal power, all the walking in the world won't change a thing. Once personal history is changed, through stopping the internal dialogue and dismantling one's world view, others recognize the change. We create a fog around ourselves by stopping our belief in the old self image. Poeple are uncertain about us, however, they still communicate with us, if its desired. Only tangible people have personal history. Here is the key to gaining ground on the warrior's path: Live like a warrior, meaning impeccably. To save personal power, throughout the day, isolate anything that causes fear or conflict in you, then go straight toward it. These challenges are the source of personal power!
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"Poeple are uncertain about us, however, they still communicate with us, if its desired."
People are uncertain about people who have uncertainties. Having no personal history means you are absolutely trustworthy.
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Personal history is the self-intent created by elements within and without that we spin into what we percieve our sum to be as Elvana might say it. If I asked the Doktor where he lived and he said Ohio then he has given me a small bit of personal history.
I can use this to try and create a link to him with this information which gives me at least a direction and area to concentrate on. Perhaps I want to send him some say "bad karma" and I achieve it because I know some of his personal history as an example.
Who else do you think your erasing personal history for?
Just the eagle really that is less you will need to recap.
You are also recreating yourself by erasing history. It doesn't mean you change it to something else.
So to erase personal history is really saying that nothing matters to me and I am no one for I have no history.
Power come to me!
Maybe and maybe not...am I making sense?
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When one erases his/her personal history, one changes his/her personal vibratory rate. Those other people that previously knew us as a particular being will recognize that we have changed. They will be uncertain about how we will act and react, because they no longer know our history. This is the fog. Usually, a warrior lifts those around him/her. However, if an acquaintance cannot rise to reflect the new view of the world we have assembled, then that acquaintance will naturally leave our orbit. Others that find a commonality with us will move into our orbit. A person that has enough personal power to erase his/her history can be trusted to act impeccably.
Lone Wolf's comments make perfect sense to me. It is, however , no easy task to restructure the tonal, while fending off the peer pressure and the life-long habits we have acquired. To sustain one in this type of battle for freedom, there is a need for an accumulation of personal power.
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They may be uncertain about one who is in the process of erasing history, sure. But someone with a clean slate incites no comments and is only abrasive enough to cause uncertainties when they deem power says so, in a manner.
If the person erasing their history goes on like nothings happening, which is logical as Lone Wolf explained, there would be no reason for anyone to think anything odd about them even durring the most durrastic moments of change. I think any other attitude would be indulgence and would prevent the history from erasing.
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Say one was abused as a child. They grow up feeling different from other children and say they focus inward because of the pain in their history that they carry.
If they can succeed in erasing that history then they have eliminated a major scar that has self-defined them for years thus freeing them.
Power notices this transformation and makes itself more available to them for they have broken down some of the walls against perception.
One is born with walls.
The warrior seeks to tear them down safely without going mad thus the rituals of sorcery.
By carefully erasing ourselves we make ourselves availible to power and that is why we are discussing it.
As for how others may see you I think both of you have interesting views.
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Hehe. I was stalking the wrong tree.
It is the tree of yoga that gives me freedom from fear.
It is nice to hear you're views, Lone Wolf. Peace to yah.
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Quote NagualLoneWolf:
If he would say he would be like this or like that and he would tell what he did, he probably would say that he he did something, but not how he did it, for creating a fog around him.
For not having any personal history I also decided to never look back, be it with regrets or with appreciation. It's only in the here and now.
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Hello
I'm glad I found this post. I was just thinking of something in this line of thought yesterday. plz excuse me if I seem to blabber, Im not good in telling what I want to in a short way, when I have something I really want to say that I havent talked about. I dont want to just talk about how good my past was how much fun I had etc etc. But it seemed I was force to erase it when I think about it now a days... ok that might not sound right
Cuz I use to move around a lot. See, when I move and meet new people, making new friends, I talk about my past, like a sense of pride to feel like someone, to relate, to be accepted...and it was also good way of letting other person open up. Anyway I use to look back with total fondness and joy whenever I did go in my memories. Always images of being with friends came up first. You can say I was a popular person, people enjoyed my company, I was very warm and sharing, I was always the middle man, cuz I was able to get along with anyone almost and was addicted to fun which got me in a lot of trouble. Always I was doing things for my friends cuz thats just how I was, being with people made me happy - I dont think it was a selfish thing - i hope not-cuz I nvr consciously thought of any type of gain.
Then gradually as time went by the joy and fondness got weighed with sadness, realizing just how much I truly did miss it all for nothing will ever be the same. I look back and I still see all the fun but its not fun anymore, I start asking questions, why this, I wish I nvr moved, I wonder how my friends are doing, I dont think I'll be able to look at them as friends if I see them again. Is it a bad thing in this view of your being to think that things dont seem so great when you have no memories to share with someone, bring laughter and joy remembering something funny that friends did together, people to share your life with, people you can actually trust? Its hard for me to trust people now a days but I have faith in them...im just more careful, and to me that kinda hurts.
I use to shed tears out of no where when some memories popped up, I look now and it was like I was saying GoodBye cuz in big chunks a lot of fun memories where fading or I had no more feelings for them, or instead I see differ images that I nvr thought of like stuff from when I was really young or just things I nvr thought of keeping.
I started feeling lost, like I was having an identity crisis, wondering what am I missing, who am I type of things. And I look back reading a story full of joy and sadness trying to find some inspiration but now I dont feel anything from it, its like floating below my feet, I look down but all my emotions for it is above my head. Its strange I see a lot of my memories like I'm watching myself but I'm all hazy. I'm still the same ol me... cept I'm colder, oh I care but, no one can get close to me, its like I'm lost in my own mind. I still have a heart of gold... cold, hard, and well hidden. Now I dont talk about my past anymore to anyone for pride and getting along, cuz its gone, said Goodbye in a way, I pray for the people I miss cuz I owe them and thank them for I was blessed. I'm still not sure if I like this new me around people, I mean I barely talk at all and most of the time I'm not comfortable cuz its like I dont even know myself anymore, I have nothing much to say besides what they talk about, I dont talk about myself yet I dont want to open up cuz then... I dont know, i think maybe I'll lose them in a way. Its like I disguise myself, a shadow. I'm polite still, i'll talk, tho I'm usually the one replying. I like to share, listen, give, I dont have anything to offer anyone xcept my heart and life to someone I can truly call a companion.. yet its strange thruought my solitude how people come to me, but at the same time I'm more easily hated by strangers that dooo or dont know me, like they want to come talk to me but unsure so instead they try to size me up... heh. How can you talk truly open up to talk to someone when they talk about their past, things they want to do, things they want to happen. When your stuck in the moment. Its like they want to do something to get away from it, so it kind of seems like a waste of energy is it all vain?. Even III WANT to get away from it, but I cant, And I'm not even sure that I do. Life is truly a funny thing, it seems filled with irony...I use to ask myself do I want to get away from it, I use to think yea, but now I think I just want to better myself just so I can STAY in it. Its like fighting myself somehow.
Am I foolish or just stupid?
I think I found a fear thinking of what I wrote , being outcast
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Elvana I was making an example not providing a question
of background.
Moonlyfe: Your assemblage point is shifting farther way from its position that you had it on back when those memories
were made. Not to worry though...keeping fluid and not constant is the best way to interact with the world.
You must keep from being so fixed.
Lone Wolf
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When one erases his/her personal history, one changes his/her personal vibratory rate. Those other people that previously knew us as a particular being will recognize that we have changed. They will be uncertain about how we will act and react, because they no longer know our history. This is the fog. Usually, a warrior lifts those around him/her. However, if an acquaintance cannot rise to reflect the new view of the world we have assembled, then that acquaintance will naturally leave our orbit. Others that find a commonality with us will move into our orbit. A person that has enough personal power to erase his/her history can be trusted to act impeccably
I like this 'view'
If you have no personal history, no explanations are needed; nobody is angry or disillusioned with your acts. And above all no one pins you down with their thoughts. It is best to erase all personal history because that makes us free from the encumbering thoughts of other people.
What's wrong is that once people know you, you are an affair taken for granted and from that moment on you won't be able to break the tie of their thoughts.
Thoughts are more powerfull than we care to admit! They send out ripples of energy, some can heal, yet most hinder! By aquireing the mood of a Warrior, immpeccable intent, we are not an affair taken for granted. At the worst we are seen in a positive light, at the best we are not seen at all!
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Very true Onagar.Who one once was means little to what they are now.
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Understanding is the first step to realizing that we are our own creation ultimately. Lone Wolf
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This thread makes me feel so much better. Even though I have an excellent memory, I seem to have a knack for erasing personal history with the exception of a few key events, which my memory distorts beyond recognition (I go back and read my journal and I'm like -- when did this happen?) I hear other people recount their childhoods or things they did last year or something they said last week in great detail and I'm like, "How do you remember all that stuff?"
I thought there was something wrong with me for the longest time, like I had self esteem issues, because I don't feel like it's appropriate to attach importance to who I am or anything I do. Sure, I have something to say, but it's like a fleeting creation that breaks up like a cloud a few seconds after the words leave my mouth and then I feel completely free to back pedal and defend the opposite position. I've been called "wishy washy" for this but it's not like I don't have convictions. I feel as long as my integrity is consistent, and my behavior reflects that, I'm doing okay. Respect for life doesn't require anyone remembering what I said or did, even five minutes ago.
I think pride is one of the seven deadly sins because it's a form of idolatry where you become a fixed god to yourself instead of a fluid being recreating itself in every moment. I try to replace that word with "satisfied" or "pleased", like I'm "pleased with myself" for finally painting my living room. In everything you do it's spirit moving through you, using your vehicle to express some infinite truth.
I read this thing today about how Buddhists liken this life as a bubble bursting or a cloud or a dream or a flash of ightening...puts it in perspective, doesn't it?
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Quote: Interweaving elements of entrapment that appear as one thing yet are seen as another. How frightening!
Even more frightening when you see this element appearing behind the eyes of those who speak. Encasement; whispering which way to proceed.
But the question is whose voice and what reality proceeds that voice?
Misappropriation in essence is a contributing factor to the construct created. Whether one is delivered to a cognitive state of enhancement or degradation in essence all elements of syntax are being embezzled by virtue of being here.
The largest contributing factor to our perception is the misappropriation of our awareness in terms of it having the calculative maneuverability to discover in essence that it has been misappropriated.
Ones inner voice can appropriate through assimilation, historical data and also ones inner voice can appropriate through experience and even through that experience be misled by virtue of the construct formed.
The voice of interpretation will deliver and interpretation in comparison to the one who possesses it. A voice in essence is but a voice but it is the interpretation of that voice that is the central issue.
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But to hold onto it is to lose a more important teacher.
Jesus said; "If you don't hate mother, father, sister brother yea, Even You Own Self, you are not worthy of me".
Our "Personal History" is that which defines us. Both to ourselves and others.
To erase it is a temporary excercise for the most part. It is a tool that helps us to "Stop the World".
You will not lose any information about yourself in the process. You will lose the emotional power that those "definitions" have over you.
We are constantly reminded of our limitations by our family and friends and ourselves.
Dragging along all of the personal bagage that we have lived with all of our lives cripples us, circumscribes our view of what we are and what the World Is.
Our "Internal Dialog" does the same thing to an even greater degree because it is our own personal agreement with that view.
Once you "Stop the World", there is no longer a need to erase personal history. Because it has served it's purpose.
It is a trigger.
Once you "Stop the World" You can "Stop the World" at will.
Though it may take more or less time and effort with different people.
The single most important thing that Don Juan taught Carlos was to "Stop the internal Dialog".
With this excercise you can "Stop the World". The other excercises; breaking habits, erasing personal history etc. all help speed up the process.Bright Flame
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