Dissolving the FI

[serloco]

Tell me can the F.I. eat free awareness?? Can it eat your choice? What if your awreness of the world was the emptiness of silence? Can you eat nothing?

[serloco]

Tell me can the F.I. eat free awareness?? Can it eat your choice? What if your awreness of the world was the emptiness of silence? Can you eat nothing?

[serloco]

Tell me can the F.I. eat free awareness?? Can it eat your choice? What if your awreness of the world was the emptiness of silence? Can you eat nothing?

[serloco]

Tell me can the F.I. eat free awareness?? Can it eat your choice? What if your awreness of the world was the emptiness of silence? Can you eat nothing?

[serloco]

Tell me can the F.I. eat free awareness?? Can it eat your choice? What if your awreness of the world was the emptiness of silence? Can you eat nothing?

[serloco]

Tell me can the F.I. eat free awareness?? Can it eat your choice? What if your awreness of the world was the emptiness of silence? Can you eat nothing?

[serloco]

Tell me can the F.I. eat free awareness?? Can it eat your choice? What if your awreness of the world was the emptiness of silence? Can you eat nothing?

[glance left]

Good points, Serloco. The FI is a manifestation of curled inflection of awareness that can be simply straightened out.....freed. Empty silence is the straight way that stretches out into the world all around and awareness can travel this path effortlessly, is my feeling, once realized.

Whatever is being done to me, in truth, I am doing to myself. The solution is simple from that point.....

[Billy]

glance left,
  The depth to which you obtain is not immunization from manifestation.  I saw your post about acquiescing.  Very good.  Personal misfortune can be heavy.  It is incumbent that you move with whatever.  Nothing ever happens to you.  Critical distinction, and I know you understand this, but from here forward there should be no deviation allowed.  Catch, when the internal dialogue speaks 'pity'.

   AND, as part of that, begin to recognize the value of personal misfortune and 'unsavory states' of mind.  They are gifts of opportunity.  Utilize that special place I know you have, and convert suchness to either joy, sumptious sadness, or powerful resignation.  Life can be very sticky. 

   The use of words had been the mainstay of getting you where you are (WAS for myself too).  I want you to pay attention as to how you come to them.  Seeking words out is a subtle imprisoning habit or obstacle.  The resource of words has to come to you in a more fluid, special, or/and spontaneous manner.  I say this because, you want to access the deep place by the intelligance of simple being and aim.   A way to ween and train yourself here---> When using the I Ching (for example), use less words to move yourself or gain insight.  So say you do #32, just bring the eyes to a couple words or one bar, and leave off to intuition and imagination as you humbly sink into knowing and down to your base.  Perhaps, white or black out a half dozen of the 64.  Blank pages in random selection is very useful for honing to grasp what arises without words.  

    This sort of applies to meditation too, in that words and meditation are near useless when life bares it's sharp teeth in real time.  The sacred bottom is the premise for 'conquering manifestation.'

    AND, this is for later down the road...  You will understand to project your SELF out into the world, where before that was inadvisable hinderance.  You will learn to stop the world in active ways in fullness of your grounding.  Does that make sense?    

  Putting 'Mike' in a nutshell can be visually effective to reduce the tonal to the right size.  It is a good tool.

[glance left]

Good points, Serloco. The FI is a manifestation of curled inflection of awareness that can be simply straightened out.....freed. Empty silence is the straight way that stretches out into the world all around and awareness can travel this path effortlessly, is my feeling, once realized.

Whatever is being done to me, in truth, I am doing to myself. The solution is simple from that point.....

[Billy]

glance left,
  The depth to which you obtain is not immunization from manifestation.  I saw your post about acquiescing.  Very good.  Personal misfortune can be heavy.  It is incumbent that you move with whatever.  Nothing ever happens to you.  Critical distinction, and I know you understand this, but from here forward there should be no deviation allowed.  Catch, when the internal dialogue speaks 'pity'.

   AND, as part of that, begin to recognize the value of personal misfortune and 'unsavory states' of mind.  They are gifts of opportunity.  Utilize that special place I know you have, and convert suchness to either joy, sumptious sadness, or powerful resignation.  Life can be very sticky. 

   The use of words had been the mainstay of getting you where you are (WAS for myself too).  I want you to pay attention as to how you come to them.  Seeking words out is a subtle imprisoning habit or obstacle.  The resource of words has to come to you in a more fluid, special, or/and spontaneous manner.  I say this because, you want to access the deep place by the intelligance of simple being and aim.   A way to ween and train yourself here---> When using the I Ching (for example), use less words to move yourself or gain insight.  So say you do #32, just bring the eyes to a couple words or one bar, and leave off to intuition and imagination as you humbly sink into knowing and down to your base.  Perhaps, white or black out a half dozen of the 64.  Blank pages in random selection is very useful for honing to grasp what arises without words.  

    This sort of applies to meditation too, in that words and meditation are near useless when life bares it's sharp teeth in real time.  The sacred bottom is the premise for 'conquering manifestation.'

    AND, this is for later down the road...  You will understand to project your SELF out into the world, where before that was inadvisable hinderance.  You will learn to stop the world in active ways in fullness of your grounding.  Does that make sense?    

  Putting 'Mike' in a nutshell can be visually effective to reduce the tonal to the right size.  It is a good tool.

[glance left]

Good points, Serloco. The FI is a manifestation of curled inflection of awareness that can be simply straightened out.....freed. Empty silence is the straight way that stretches out into the world all around and awareness can travel this path effortlessly, is my feeling, once realized.

Whatever is being done to me, in truth, I am doing to myself. The solution is simple from that point.....

[Billy]

glance left,
  The depth to which you obtain is not immunization from manifestation.  I saw your post about acquiescing.  Very good.  Personal misfortune can be heavy.  It is incumbent that you move with whatever.  Nothing ever happens to you.  Critical distinction, and I know you understand this, but from here forward there should be no deviation allowed.  Catch, when the internal dialogue speaks 'pity'.

   AND, as part of that, begin to recognize the value of personal misfortune and 'unsavory states' of mind.  They are gifts of opportunity.  Utilize that special place I know you have, and convert suchness to either joy, sumptious sadness, or powerful resignation.  Life can be very sticky. 

   The use of words had been the mainstay of getting you where you are (WAS for myself too).  I want you to pay attention as to how you come to them.  Seeking words out is a subtle imprisoning habit or obstacle.  The resource of words has to come to you in a more fluid, special, or/and spontaneous manner.  I say this because, you want to access the deep place by the intelligance of simple being and aim.   A way to ween and train yourself here---> When using the I Ching (for example), use less words to move yourself or gain insight.  So say you do #32, just bring the eyes to a couple words or one bar, and leave off to intuition and imagination as you humbly sink into knowing and down to your base.  Perhaps, white or black out a half dozen of the 64.  Blank pages in random selection is very useful for honing to grasp what arises without words.  

    This sort of applies to meditation too, in that words and meditation are near useless when life bares it's sharp teeth in real time.  The sacred bottom is the premise for 'conquering manifestation.'

    AND, this is for later down the road...  You will understand to project your SELF out into the world, where before that was inadvisable hinderance.  You will learn to stop the world in active ways in fullness of your grounding.  Does that make sense?    

  Putting 'Mike' in a nutshell can be visually effective to reduce the tonal to the right size.  It is a good tool.

[glance left]

Good points, Serloco. The FI is a manifestation of curled inflection of awareness that can be simply straightened out.....freed. Empty silence is the straight way that stretches out into the world all around and awareness can travel this path effortlessly, is my feeling, once realized.

Whatever is being done to me, in truth, I am doing to myself. The solution is simple from that point.....

[Billy]

glance left,
  The depth to which you obtain is not immunization from manifestation.  I saw your post about acquiescing.  Very good.  Personal misfortune can be heavy.  It is incumbent that you move with whatever.  Nothing ever happens to you.  Critical distinction, and I know you understand this, but from here forward there should be no deviation allowed.  Catch, when the internal dialogue speaks 'pity'.

   AND, as part of that, begin to recognize the value of personal misfortune and 'unsavory states' of mind.  They are gifts of opportunity.  Utilize that special place I know you have, and convert suchness to either joy, sumptious sadness, or powerful resignation.  Life can be very sticky. 

   The use of words had been the mainstay of getting you where you are (WAS for myself too).  I want you to pay attention as to how you come to them.  Seeking words out is a subtle imprisoning habit or obstacle.  The resource of words has to come to you in a more fluid, special, or/and spontaneous manner.  I say this because, you want to access the deep place by the intelligance of simple being and aim.   A way to ween and train yourself here---> When using the I Ching (for example), use less words to move yourself or gain insight.  So say you do #32, just bring the eyes to a couple words or one bar, and leave off to intuition and imagination as you humbly sink into knowing and down to your base.  Perhaps, white or black out a half dozen of the 64.  Blank pages in random selection is very useful for honing to grasp what arises without words.  

    This sort of applies to meditation too, in that words and meditation are near useless when life bares it's sharp teeth in real time.  The sacred bottom is the premise for 'conquering manifestation.'

    AND, this is for later down the road...  You will understand to project your SELF out into the world, where before that was inadvisable hinderance.  You will learn to stop the world in active ways in fullness of your grounding.  Does that make sense?    

  Putting 'Mike' in a nutshell can be visually effective to reduce the tonal to the right size.  It is a good tool.

[glance left]

Good points, Serloco. The FI is a manifestation of curled inflection of awareness that can be simply straightened out.....freed. Empty silence is the straight way that stretches out into the world all around and awareness can travel this path effortlessly, is my feeling, once realized.

Whatever is being done to me, in truth, I am doing to myself. The solution is simple from that point.....

[Billy]

glance left,
  The depth to which you obtain is not immunization from manifestation.  I saw your post about acquiescing.  Very good.  Personal misfortune can be heavy.  It is incumbent that you move with whatever.  Nothing ever happens to you.  Critical distinction, and I know you understand this, but from here forward there should be no deviation allowed.  Catch, when the internal dialogue speaks 'pity'.

   AND, as part of that, begin to recognize the value of personal misfortune and 'unsavory states' of mind.  They are gifts of opportunity.  Utilize that special place I know you have, and convert suchness to either joy, sumptious sadness, or powerful resignation.  Life can be very sticky. 

   The use of words had been the mainstay of getting you where you are (WAS for myself too).  I want you to pay attention as to how you come to them.  Seeking words out is a subtle imprisoning habit or obstacle.  The resource of words has to come to you in a more fluid, special, or/and spontaneous manner.  I say this because, you want to access the deep place by the intelligance of simple being and aim.   A way to ween and train yourself here---> When using the I Ching (for example), use less words to move yourself or gain insight.  So say you do #32, just bring the eyes to a couple words or one bar, and leave off to intuition and imagination as you humbly sink into knowing and down to your base.  Perhaps, white or black out a half dozen of the 64.  Blank pages in random selection is very useful for honing to grasp what arises without words.  

    This sort of applies to meditation too, in that words and meditation are near useless when life bares it's sharp teeth in real time.  The sacred bottom is the premise for 'conquering manifestation.'

    AND, this is for later down the road...  You will understand to project your SELF out into the world, where before that was inadvisable hinderance.  You will learn to stop the world in active ways in fullness of your grounding.  Does that make sense?    

  Putting 'Mike' in a nutshell can be visually effective to reduce the tonal to the right size.  It is a good tool.

[glance left]

Good points, Serloco. The FI is a manifestation of curled inflection of awareness that can be simply straightened out.....freed. Empty silence is the straight way that stretches out into the world all around and awareness can travel this path effortlessly, is my feeling, once realized.

Whatever is being done to me, in truth, I am doing to myself. The solution is simple from that point.....

[Billy]

glance left,
  The depth to which you obtain is not immunization from manifestation.  I saw your post about acquiescing.  Very good.  Personal misfortune can be heavy.  It is incumbent that you move with whatever.  Nothing ever happens to you.  Critical distinction, and I know you understand this, but from here forward there should be no deviation allowed.  Catch, when the internal dialogue speaks 'pity'.

   AND, as part of that, begin to recognize the value of personal misfortune and 'unsavory states' of mind.  They are gifts of opportunity.  Utilize that special place I know you have, and convert suchness to either joy, sumptious sadness, or powerful resignation.  Life can be very sticky. 

   The use of words had been the mainstay of getting you where you are (WAS for myself too).  I want you to pay attention as to how you come to them.  Seeking words out is a subtle imprisoning habit or obstacle.  The resource of words has to come to you in a more fluid, special, or/and spontaneous manner.  I say this because, you want to access the deep place by the intelligance of simple being and aim.   A way to ween and train yourself here---> When using the I Ching (for example), use less words to move yourself or gain insight.  So say you do #32, just bring the eyes to a couple words or one bar, and leave off to intuition and imagination as you humbly sink into knowing and down to your base.  Perhaps, white or black out a half dozen of the 64.  Blank pages in random selection is very useful for honing to grasp what arises without words.  

    This sort of applies to meditation too, in that words and meditation are near useless when life bares it's sharp teeth in real time.  The sacred bottom is the premise for 'conquering manifestation.'

    AND, this is for later down the road...  You will understand to project your SELF out into the world, where before that was inadvisable hinderance.  You will learn to stop the world in active ways in fullness of your grounding.  Does that make sense?    

  Putting 'Mike' in a nutshell can be visually effective to reduce the tonal to the right size.  It is a good tool.

[glance left]

Good points, Serloco. The FI is a manifestation of curled inflection of awareness that can be simply straightened out.....freed. Empty silence is the straight way that stretches out into the world all around and awareness can travel this path effortlessly, is my feeling, once realized.

Whatever is being done to me, in truth, I am doing to myself. The solution is simple from that point.....

[Billy]

glance left,
  The depth to which you obtain is not immunization from manifestation.  I saw your post about acquiescing.  Very good.  Personal misfortune can be heavy.  It is incumbent that you move with whatever.  Nothing ever happens to you.  Critical distinction, and I know you understand this, but from here forward there should be no deviation allowed.  Catch, when the internal dialogue speaks 'pity'.

   AND, as part of that, begin to recognize the value of personal misfortune and 'unsavory states' of mind.  They are gifts of opportunity.  Utilize that special place I know you have, and convert suchness to either joy, sumptious sadness, or powerful resignation.  Life can be very sticky. 

   The use of words had been the mainstay of getting you where you are (WAS for myself too).  I want you to pay attention as to how you come to them.  Seeking words out is a subtle imprisoning habit or obstacle.  The resource of words has to come to you in a more fluid, special, or/and spontaneous manner.  I say this because, you want to access the deep place by the intelligance of simple being and aim.   A way to ween and train yourself here---> When using the I Ching (for example), use less words to move yourself or gain insight.  So say you do #32, just bring the eyes to a couple words or one bar, and leave off to intuition and imagination as you humbly sink into knowing and down to your base.  Perhaps, white or black out a half dozen of the 64.  Blank pages in random selection is very useful for honing to grasp what arises without words.  

    This sort of applies to meditation too, in that words and meditation are near useless when life bares it's sharp teeth in real time.  The sacred bottom is the premise for 'conquering manifestation.'

    AND, this is for later down the road...  You will understand to project your SELF out into the world, where before that was inadvisable hinderance.  You will learn to stop the world in active ways in fullness of your grounding.  Does that make sense?    

  Putting 'Mike' in a nutshell can be visually effective to reduce the tonal to the right size.  It is a good tool.

[glance left]

Good points, Serloco. The FI is a manifestation of curled inflection of awareness that can be simply straightened out.....freed. Empty silence is the straight way that stretches out into the world all around and awareness can travel this path effortlessly, is my feeling, once realized.

Whatever is being done to me, in truth, I am doing to myself. The solution is simple from that point.....

[Billy]

glance left,
  The depth to which you obtain is not immunization from manifestation.  I saw your post about acquiescing.  Very good.  Personal misfortune can be heavy.  It is incumbent that you move with whatever.  Nothing ever happens to you.  Critical distinction, and I know you understand this, but from here forward there should be no deviation allowed.  Catch, when the internal dialogue speaks 'pity'.

   AND, as part of that, begin to recognize the value of personal misfortune and 'unsavory states' of mind.  They are gifts of opportunity.  Utilize that special place I know you have, and convert suchness to either joy, sumptious sadness, or powerful resignation.  Life can be very sticky. 

   The use of words had been the mainstay of getting you where you are (WAS for myself too).  I want you to pay attention as to how you come to them.  Seeking words out is a subtle imprisoning habit or obstacle.  The resource of words has to come to you in a more fluid, special, or/and spontaneous manner.  I say this because, you want to access the deep place by the intelligance of simple being and aim.   A way to ween and train yourself here---> When using the I Ching (for example), use less words to move yourself or gain insight.  So say you do #32, just bring the eyes to a couple words or one bar, and leave off to intuition and imagination as you humbly sink into knowing and down to your base.  Perhaps, white or black out a half dozen of the 64.  Blank pages in random selection is very useful for honing to grasp what arises without words.  

    This sort of applies to meditation too, in that words and meditation are near useless when life bares it's sharp teeth in real time.  The sacred bottom is the premise for 'conquering manifestation.'

    AND, this is for later down the road...  You will understand to project your SELF out into the world, where before that was inadvisable hinderance.  You will learn to stop the world in active ways in fullness of your grounding.  Does that make sense?    

  Putting 'Mike' in a nutshell can be visually effective to reduce the tonal to the right size.  It is a good tool.

[glance left]

Agree, talk is cheap. The proof is in the pudding. It's hard to meditate when running from a tiger. And the obstacle of "seeking words out"....could be, could be. I don't perceive an obstacle there but that doesn't mean it's not there to be perceived. I'm open to the possibility and will adjust when it's clear.

As for what happens later, I'll take your word for it...and, I guess, simply find out when I get there. Bottom line is, I trust what's in motion....and "down the road" seems to be firmly in front of me.

[Billy]

You misunderstood what I meant by not seeking words out.  I am speaking as to your demeanor.  Read as many words as you do.  Pay more attention to when and how you approach.  You will learn an art there, and avoid any dilution.   Challenges become much greater as you move forward.  Certitude of connectivity cannot be hit and miss.  You are dealing with mastery of power.  

    SURE!! You are doing everything as you are supposed to, glance left.  Ideas are stored away until you need them.  

   Another thing... learn to know the rhthyms of getting on high.  Everything is in cycles of peaks and valleys.  When you peak, know it as it happens, then watch and understand (enjoy) the fall-off.  Yes, maybe this is WAY down the road.  But now you understand this is doable.  Self mastery has exponential qualities.  You don't have to preconceive EVERY idea, but those you store away now immediately form bridges to empircism later.  
   I don't know where you are exactly, but all of the mind states are to be non-threatening.  That is, you face dark night, fear, despair, tragedy, loss, rejection, etc. without bowing down or out.  All are energetic states, and your awareness is stupendously the overseer of energy.  When you are very high, bring your attention.  Occasionally you must peek in and be objective.  What is you see.. what is the underlayment of manifestation.  This work is how you gain consistency.  Self-mastery is possible.  I act like I know what I am talking about, because I do what I am talking about.  I assure you I was not innately gifted.  I got lots of help.