How can one reach total freedom?

[Peacefulwarrior]

Hi to all . 2 Years ago I was in a terrible position. A spell was done against me by someone in power after I found out that they were a murderer. I felt horror and big emotional pain all across my body. It would go numb. I started watching chakra clearing videos and meditation videos in order to transform the fear of the murdered person that I was feeling. I did transform it, but this man did a magic spell on me and on all other people in order to protect his ego. When unconscious people were speaking to me they were causing me great emotional pain, beacuse of the entities that were doing it through them. At one point the pain became so unbearable that I decided I was going to end my life. I tryed to choke myself while listening to the naguals voice and I nearly succeded to die in peace, but the entities didnt let me to. They interfered and nearly ate me alive from the inside! My body began shaking with the fear energy and they were going to eat me so I couldn't kill myself. After 6 months of living presently every day and watching chakra and other meditation videos I managed to break the spell and cleared my self from the demons that possessed me. I felt great joy that day as I burned with the fire from within after reading "The Fire From Within" by CC. I still haven't given up my quest for total freedom, but the flyers mind doesn't let me to die in peace. From what I know in order to really change or reach total freedom one has to leave the human form or die, but one has to die in full consciousness or after one has achieved conscious immortality. My question is how can one die without being eaten by the flyer?

Please post your comments and answers. Thanks!

[quantumshaman]

Sounds to me like you are far too eager to "die in peace."  Instead of focusing on death, take back your power and focus on living like a warrior.  Death comes when it comes, and if you sit with Death as your advisor, he will be happy to tell you that.
A spell has only the power YOU give to it.  Otherwise, it's just some **** sitting in a dark room mumbling curses into the dark for his own entertainment, his own ego.
No one can curse you.
Take back your power.

[Uncle Sam]

an idea of "peaceful warrior" is cruel hoax bro =))





Florinda talked about the sheen of awareness that has been eaten down by the Flyers, and how don Juan described it as El Condoncito, the little condom. The vulgarity of this description annoyed Florinda and she asked him if he couldn't just as well describe it more like a pillow and a pillow case. He said no, it was much tighter than that.

[Peacefulwarrior]

quantumshaman wrote:Sounds to me like you are far too eager to "die in peace." Instead of focusing on death, take back your power and focus on living like a warrior. Death comes when it comes, and if you sit with Death as your advisor, he will be happy to tell you that.

A spell has only the power YOU give to it. Otherwise, it's just some **** sitting in a dark room mumbling curses into the dark for his own entertainment, his own ego.

No one can curse you.

Take back your power.
 
Thanks very much for your helpful comment quantum. I've had too many upsetting experiences. To be honest with you I find life to be too upsetting that's why I prefer death. Is the recapitulation enough to escape the mouth of the Indescribabale Force? I need a detailed instruction on how to die in peace.

[Uncle Sam]

It is always big truth and rule of thumb to respect Absolute (Infinite, or Universe, Buddha, God absolute) and live (and die) like that. Thats big time truth, for everybody and in every situation.





PW: imho when one is in innersilence there is no problem. flyers are neutral. no need for fuss with it. stay calm and in inner silence. Recapitulation is useful in understanding life, universe in this respect.



Universe is essentially good and good people have nothing to worry in the death (retribution, rebirth) issue.

[Peacefulwarrior]

Uncle Sam wrote:It is always big truth and rule of thumb to respect Absolute (Infinite, or Universe, Buddha, God absolute) and live (and die) like that. Thats big time truth, for everybody and in every situation.


PW: imho when one is in innersilence there is no problem. flyers are neutral. no need for fuss with it. stay calm and in inner silence. Recapitulation is useful in understanding life, universe in this respect.

Universe is essentially good and good people have nothing to worry in the death (retribution, rebirth) issue.
Thank you very much Dear Sam you bring me Joy! It is very true that flyers are neutral in Inner Silence but I had difficulty to die in Inner Silence, because there are always some flyer noises from the outside. To your message about "PeacefulWarrior" i got that name from a movie which is called that. Just search it on youtube. Its a very good film . Blessings.

[Uncle Sam]

Btw those Eagle, "Indescribable Force" etc. are artificial artifacts, its Absolute, or Infinity as CC has coined it.



Good point to check on Dharma (buddhism) on transference/rebirth, because energy body (double) is not the entity for rebirth.



There is no permament soul, only stream of awareness/energy ongoing transformations on Infinity.



CC stuff is too much "special". Only a second attention warrior uses energy body for transference, otherwise ordinary people take rebirth (in 49 days after death of physical body, bardo) and theirs energy body (double, doppelganger, ghost) fades into Infinity in aprox. 50-100 years.



Its dual issue, and on this special example it is illustrated.

[Uncle Sam]

You are not dying yet PW in the moment sheesh, realize pls that every day of life is special, at least opportunity to contemplate Absolute and clear ones awareness/consciousness (recapitulation is good) and especially letting go, not clinging, try buddhist meditation - e.g. vipassana, samatha or zazen.



Seek the Light. The Basis of Universe (of Consciousness) is Clear Light of this Absolute. It is not some "Eagle" (Eagle is only neutral force field), but Absolute, Dharmakaya or God. The Clear Light (Dharmakaya, God) manifests to every being in the first hour past death of physical body.

[delawaredan]

Sam and QS are both correct....live life now as a warrior and realize how special life is....allow Death to be your adviser and he will guide you into your Double when it is your natural time to die.   You will never fulfill this task as long as you prefer death (or seek it).    Seeking death is self importance disguised as self pity....and IS the Flyer mind keeping you from total freedom NOW.

[Peacefulwarrior]

delawaredan wrote:Sam and QS are both correct....live life now as a warrior and realize how special life is....allow Death to be your adviser and he will guide you into your Double when it is your natural time to die. You will never fulfill this task as long as you prefer death (or seek it). Seeking death is self importance disguised as self pity....and IS the Flyer mind keeping you from total freedom NOW.
Hmmm I never thought of it this way. Good point though maybe it really is my self-pity. But i feel an urge to be totally free - not continue to suffer or be eaten by entities in this crazy world where people and animals act unconsciously. This world is dominated by fear or the flyer that's why i seek to escape it.

[delawaredan]

Peacefulwarrior:

Hmmm I never thought of it this way. Good point though maybe it really is my self-pity. But i feel an urge to be totally free - not continue to suffer or be eaten by entities in this crazy world where people and animals act unconsciously. This world is dominated by fear or the flyer that's why i seek to escape it.

You cannot escape it by death.....you will continue to suffer and be eaten as long as you dwell in your self importance.  Think how free you will be if you can defeat the Flyer now, do not wait for an escape.  Take action now, you know what you have to do, only you know (and it is not seeking death).

[Peacefulwarrior]

Thank you very much delawaredan. Can I join RF please?

[delawaredan]

I am sorry but I just saw this message....I believe Watergaze contacted you about joining Ravenfield.

[Peacefulwarrior]

quantumshaman wrote:Sounds to me like you are far too eager to "die in peace." Instead of focusing on death, take back your power and focus on living like a warrior. Death comes when it comes, and if you sit with Death as your advisor, he will be happy to tell you that.

A spell has only the power YOU give to it. Otherwise, it's just some **** sitting in a dark room mumbling curses into the dark for his own entertainment, his own ego.

No one can curse you.

Take back your power.
I swaer that it is either a spell or the flyers minds that is possessing you and saying sorry through you and acting through you at times as well.

[Guest]