An Act Of Infinity.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Carlos Castaneda in his last book "The Active Side Of Infinity" described the ways of the F.I. in the chapter called "Mud Shadows".
He started with an attempt to describe the energy body.
He said it was smaller and more compact then the luminous sphere of the 'physical body'.These two different energy fields were smashed together in a strange way though.
By sorcery methods the "energy body" can be forged into a copy of the physical one,this is basically the double or other or vice versa.The energy body cannot be seen by the human eye in either form.
When a warrior succeeds into winning over the foreign installation,his energy body takes greater control over his physical body.This is a great key to nagualism and is the foundation to freedom.
Don Juan said that the F.I. was " a companion for life".
A predator that came and has ruled us from the depths of evil.To quote:"The predator is our lord and master.It has rendered us docile,helpless.If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest.If we want to act independently,it demands that we don't do so."
How simple.He went on to say that we are their food.They
gave us systems of belief,good and evil,hopes and dreams,greed,cowardice,they make us egomaniacal.
How did they do this? They gave us their "mind".
Which became our minds. As you read this they react and fear your discovery of them.
They feed on mankind's awareness.His is the only type of energy that they can consume.
Don Juan said that we as warriors can discipline ourselves
to the point where they will not touch us.
In every single human is the deep ancestral knowledge of their existence.
There is a very dangerous point when the human discovers the F.I. in them.Anything can happen.Confronting the F.I. in a human can be a very harrowing experience.
Don Juan said that sorcerers of ancient Mexico called them "flyers" because they leap through the air.
Organized and smart they follow their own system to render us useless.
His dreams are ones of a animal.
The F.I. IS an inorganic being.
Children can see it however and even focus on them.
When Carlos described the presence of the F.I. in his last book he did a final act if infinity.He revealed the last secret that I have attempted to describe.
Lone Wolf

[HerbaMatey]

I think I have seen this thing often.
NagualLoneWolf, does good karma allow one a natural freedom from FI, though maybe not entirely? And do people begin to rely on this parasite almost like a shield?
Did this parasite originate when man became conceptual as opposed to instinctual? eventually completely loosing instinct to FI?
I think I can understand how FI is possible: I am only puzzled as to where it began and how it responds to the power of the nagual. Reading my own statement I see how easily FI can slip through even the tiniest most minutely undetectable cracks.
Thank you for sharing you're understanding on FI and anything more you could expound.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

Karma is the balance that each person carries so I would answer that in a way karma affects the mind and its parasites.
People do rely on the F.I. but as a shield I would say that is an individual behavior.
It is my belief that man merged with the parasite as far back as bibilical times.
They were always here, its when we joined with them that started the problems.
Thanks for adding to this HerbaMatey. Lone Wolf

[HerbaMatey]

Thanks for the answer. I realize then I don't understand FI properly- I've read a few of CC's book but not ASoI. Will be my next one. Peace.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

In C.C.'s last book the secret of the Foreign Installation is at last revealed. Perhaps because of the depressing situation we as a human race must face.
You should make up your own mind and let us know what your opinion is Matey.

[HerbaMatey]

There's alot of power here and it's making me grin and sweat and horde my energy. So...
FI is this awful parasite. I became confused because I thought this parasite was essentally worthless to the sorceror who has simply overcome it through impeccability.
But then I read this by rosygyro pub53.ezboard.com/fsorcer...=287.topic :
The FI on the other hand propels people to freedom by showing them their weakness, their difference and the horrific weight of social conditioning, thus enabling them to muster intent to change... hopefully!..
This suggests the FI itself is a sort of power- which essentially canceled out my previous understanding, or so I thought. I think now though that perhaps rosygyro was himself stalking FI by writing that, and certainly not by using FI itself but rather his own energy, much as I do now.
Siddhi Om, NagualLoneWolf.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

I believe we all stalk ourselves but we do it alot better once we know what we are stalking.
Stalking: The constant watching of a intended behavior by
something alien to the core self.
Creating is what we do with energy then we maintain it.
We horde it and make it last a long time. We actually intend who and what we are.
Lone Wolf

[MoonLyfe]

How do you find a behavior thats alien to the core self? If I had a FI since early childhood, and been living, seeing, acting, the way I do since then, and think I do this and that becuz thats me, becuz thats how I've always been. How would I know the alien behavior? If everything I like to do is becuz some FI is making me think I like it...
its just confusing, wondering if this is me, if I'm the one in control right now.
Maybe I should act think do things alien, to make it alien to the alien...LOL! I wonder if an FI can be as confused as you can be. I suppose they cant be since they can only be what they are.
I thought I saw something in my minds eye other day, I was feeling funny that night. But in clear color and all I saw... I dont know if it was an FI a man or a woman or what. Kinda looked like both. Its color and eye what got me wondering about it. It was a goldish brown, kinda like a tan color. The eyes... it had some really bright red eyes with no white, I wont forget that. It had long black hair..I think or a dark purple. Even the scenery...was wierd, it was bright. The way it looked at me in my imagination was a look of surprise. It started crouching, and I lost it, my mind wandered.
Oh i forgot to mention, that same night I was seeing many bright lights flashing in my minds eyes, blinding but not. I still have one eye bloodshot and one not and shiny, one sticky and other more open... what happend? Probably nothing.
You know those times, when your out with friends etc and they want to go do something and you want to go with them and do it, to not feel left out ...peer pressure, and at same time ur like maan, i dont want to do this, I'll get in trouble, I'm scared to.
Is that like a battle with ur FI?
But at same time, "I'll get in trouble". is that from the core self? I mean if it was to smoke some green, and u were caught yeah ud get in trouble, its what society says. But to me, I dont know about everyone else, it isnt as bad as the public says it is to be.
You think he was influenced by the peoples FI and society's born raised FI? Like they both pulling him differ ways or something, and plus his own self.
Or if its something more serious and ur like thats wrong. How would you know it would be wrong if its from urself thats had an FI all along? Like being programmed by everyone who also has FI's, but u dont know it, u were raised to think that so the pull that its wrong is right and strong.
same with whats right
Yeah some things u should know. But still, many things within society who truly does? Its funny, they got money for wars but cant feed the poor.
Say their aint no hope for the youth when the truth is, it seems there aint no hope for the future
sigh..
Maybe thats part why I like to be alone, solitary, indifferent at times, even tho it seems it hurts my heart more. Dont necesarily have to be alone, I can be in a crowd with friends and still feel far away. And then I wonder where all the time went. I was never really there, Damn. I still say F it all, F the world its like a curse yet I care deeply, and I'm my own cure. Things are crazy.
Its like a feeling me against the world, find things more on my own and still try not to step on anyone elses toes, & follow the rules. I guess, the FI's like the confusion, keeps us lost, and easy meat. Unless they can get lost and confused, becuz u are lost and confused, wondering and searching what YOOOOOUUU believe is you and true. And they wonder what to do, afraid to be spotted, so their influence and pulls become much harder. Its like the rain will never let up. But still..I got to keep my head up, and still keep from getting wet up. Its like we aint meant to shine and survive cuz its a set up.
But sure enuff my own decision is my own and I'll take the responsibility as long as I dont regret it. Even if I was punished. But at the same time most of the time to not regret it is to not get punished for it. There r exceptions.

[Nagual LoneWolf]

and there are exceptional posts!
The fi in you or me or everyone is different based on how it merges with your mind.
The more powerful ones often are violent and go through people faster as they learn to feed faster.
Rarely will such entities grow old with age.
Women and men attract different types.
The actual installation in a western man and the one in a
poverty stricken areas of africa or china is totally different. They war against each other.
If I could remove them entirely from our race I believe we would never hurt another animal or human again.
Lone Wolf

[mamalama]

I think LW gave us keys to subduing the FI in a couple of things he mentioned: our animal dreams, and the idea that "human" energy is the only food.
What we think is "us" is often the FI. How we find our core selves is to become the animals we are by nature. People are often taken aback by me because I fight acting "human" -- I have no qualms going out in public looking like a dog, filthy with dirt from digging in the yard, torn clothes, no makeup, as though I could care less about their artificial code of "presentability".
Vanity is a waste of energy with little decent purpose, except perhaps the bare minimum required to keep my corporate job. As a mammal, I am respectable. I am happy with my fur and refuse to feel shame at my unshaven legs. Often, I refuse to use a fork, even in restaurants. I feel buoyantly free doing things this way -- why stop?
The Witch's creed of "an it harm none, do what thou will" is lovely -- simple, responsible, life respecting, aligned with our animal natures. Yet the world at large wants to make pagan dieties like Pan into Satan, which is proof enough that our animal core must frighten the **** out of whatever seeks to control us.
I've noticed that the most uptight, fearful people have no connection with animals, have no pets, and think animals are dirty, disease ridden, dangerous and unpredictable. Unpredictable? Aho!

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[CI5]

"What I'm saying is that what we have against us is not a simple predator. It is very smart and organized. It follows a methodical system to render us useless. Man, the magical being that he is destined to be, is no longer magical. He's an average piece of meat. There are no more dreams for man but the dreams of an animal who is being raised to become a piece of meat: trite, conventional, imbecilic."

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