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The Battle.
#1
Everyone has a foreign installation. Each installation is different yet has the same trait..its feeds off of you.
Some installations will take you to death.
In my battle my installation wanted and tried to kill me.
It sought to corrupt me with lies and desires.
It sought my destruction when it became apparent that I was "on" to it.
The battle is about believing or ignoring its presence.
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#2
I've had several instances that appear to be very simular and found that they arrange in differant intensities from mild at times and to where there going after your juggler vein by sucking in your total awareness.
I refered to them as the blackhole F.E. and I shoot my energy body into another direction to escape.
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#3
hmm, interesting. Wolf, can you see them as described
by C.C. = jumping shadows ( not in dreaming, but in physical
body ). Sometimes I try to see them , but I'm not sure if
thats a good idea, but no luck so far anyway.
If you can see them, how should I understand
that the battle is about believing or ignoring them ?
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#4
The flyers I have seen and have dreamed of. As flying shadows I watched them watching us.
Choose to ignore your flyer if you can. The flyer feeds off your energy.
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#5
do the flyers have to do with the shadow lands? I was given a exercise related to this stuff. Now i see its relevance.
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#6
In my opinion the fliers and the predatory shadow beings are of the same and they are with us all te time unless you act outside of their influence and when you do that, that is when you become a warrior.
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#7
Windex..would you describe your exercise for us here?

Thank you.
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#8
I can't recall in detail. All I remember is to look in the mirror in a dim lit room, preferably dark. Light a small candle then look yourself in the mirror. This is the part I don't full recall. State to your self you want to see the truth. He left that phrase open for one to explore but I think that was what was said or at least to that affect. Re enstate that phrase . . .
Wait.
Okay, all candle is lit, you are saying that phrase to yourself and out loud but not looking in the mirror. ( I looked down ) Something like get that phrase to build until you really mean it. Get mad, whatever, something to that effect. When you know you are ready look up and hold that gaze towards the shadows on you face. Focus on the shadows and let them pull you in. Simply go with the tide.
Something to that effect LoneWolf. I can't remember the details but I can look them up.
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#9
This is a good exercise. I can see it induces a warrior's intent in seeing what his total being is. If we cannot face ourselves we will never be able to face infinity.
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#10
cskauddie2hottie the flyers I says "there are more cskauddie the flyers in Beunos Aires per sq, kilometer than there are anywhere else in the world; they especially like men. they like to lick them up like ice cream."carlos.
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#11
The foreign installation is that in you that says you cannot do that. That your not good enough.
Suggestions of failure and abuse of self and others.
It only has as much power as you give it though so you must learn to hear its "voice" in you and learn not to listen to it.
I will share with you a secret about the F.I.
It has one great power.
It can shift your a. p. at will but only to places
that the human has learned.
The ancient sorcerors used it to their advantage but
where they failed was by the dark indulgences of the F.I.
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#12
This F.I. def. foreign bruila negra intonation------ Littlestarshining has been writing me at e-mail.
Her real name is Micka Collins from Redondo,C-A-L-I-F-O-R-N-I-C-A-T-E. I says it's all fornication, besides.
Is like saying Taisha Abelar has been writing me, too.
Carol Tiggs jolted the s**t out of me. She can be quite scarey. (misspelling mine) Carlos Castaneda showed up in a dream, the tonal, this world. To a person he said 'Where AM I?' The person said he was last seen outside a Subway in Chico. We're not in Chico anymore, I know. Then he said 'Where the hell am I?' And then he disappeared in thin air. Can you believe that s**t. I, I, I If you still want intsructions from the nagual you must be honest with us. Stop lying to your spiritual family. The alli' will tell me if you do and if you do we will part company. We will! This will not do if you want to be a warrior. Don't be a weekend warrior. Because the true spelling of a weekend warrior goes like this-- More on this later.
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#13
Quote:It has one great power.
It can shift your a. p. at will but only to places
that the human has learned.
well, that would explain a lot - like the fobias and stuff.
Once you learn in some situation some AP, FI will use
it against you till the end of your life. and till the end of your life you will wonder why the hell I'm so scared every time I enter the elevator. now we know. thanks for sharing
the secret.
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#14
Thanks and sad but true in some cases. We are like cattle.
They use and learn the aps and keep us in their darkness.
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#15
Until the last battle is faced... the final paradox embraced....
From the heart of all the magic to people of Woburn . Magic is good I says. Have one cup it is good. Have two cups it is good. Best Intent
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#16
cskAuddie2hottie I tried to be patient with your posts to see the substance of your message and I think the web site that you would love is this one because In my opinion you would have more attention with responses.

p197.ezboard.com/fsustain...ndimproved

There are a lot of members that would have more in common with your thoughts since you have little dialog with the members here compared to the 2,134 members there discussing similar topics.
I fare you well.
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#17
Next you are going to want to prescribe a hottie scottie love potion. The more awful the taste the better. One potion and you're cured. Am I right? That's this Western Man's motto. Five names WAY Or whoever you are. Let us have our way and be about the day. WE are all a man.
My battles are different from yours, I says. IT was intended more to moving the a.p.. You just did that.
Interesting forum here at SR, it seem some SR warriors here like to dance. May I have the first dance?
You have a chance to hook a warrior into your scheme. And me. And what did you do. You pass me off for some wannabe. I'm the real deal. Greetings to the real one. Have some respect. You're breathing on my cake. Arranho WayHottieScottie
king of the brujos
Oldest and most knowledgeable campaignon to don Juan
Because I'm Me First
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#18
Last weekend was nothing but a battle with the F.I. in so many ways, I came out with a scratch but left with a ton of healing energy that I have to use for my stalking intent.
I may elaborate latter but it is to premature to discuss what happened now.
My brothers and me witnessed the nature of the flier in awl and this made the struggle all the more apparent but more recognizable.
"The problem recognized is the problem half solved."
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#19
Sorry cskAuddie2hottie for my rude response to you and I apologize and will give you the benefit of the doubt of your knowledge but when I read your post I did not recognize the link to silent knowledge that touches my energy body and responded instinctively that I thought at first was nothing but talk.
Have you reached your dreaming or energy body?
If you have we would all love to here about it.
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#20
Quote:cskAuddie2hottie I tried to be patient with your posts to see the substance of your message and I think the web site that you would love is this one because In my opinion you would have more attention with responses.

p197.ezboard.com/fsustain...ndimproved

There are a lot of members that would have more in common with your thoughts since you have little dialog with the members here compared to the 2,134 members there discussing similar topics.
I fare you well.~arrano way
When cscuzz say's you're breathing on his cake, he means you're interrupting his stalking a member here. That particular member no longer posts at SR, so cscuzz has unceremoniously left there (at or very near the time this member did) and began posting here, because she started to again.
Right cskank? Am I breathing on your cake now too?
"The Reailty Is That You Will Die. The Uncertainty Is What Will Happen After That.."
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#21
Thanks Silhouette for the heads up since something didn't seem right.
Hugs, kisses and a licking where ever you want it.
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#22
Well suppose say since you are a learned man you call me cskauddie 2hottie when you want to dis' me. And titleist fight you'll get. And Hottie Scottie, or nagual Scottie out of deference. My mission is to come to all that 220 talking. Is like saying we like to come to all that two twenty talking. I'd gladly exchange all that two twenty talking for all this two forty hell. If you know what I mean. Hermosill-O. And me. Arranho five names James or whoever the f-uck you call yourself these days. A>P>A apologies accepted.
My A Separate Reality is all that one has and now i'm more interested in Ssils accounts than ever before. I suppose you feel obliged to help me because of our sort of similiar far-fetched life situation.
I have a boy and a girl. My energy body is 6'8" and 300 lbs. FYI And why yes, the recapitulation and dreaming go hand in hand. 'We will walk in the Spirit we will walk hand in hand We will walk in the Spirit in the land as though it died and they'll know we're Toltecs by our love By our love --Yes they'll know that we are Toltecs by our love.'
They call people like me spies. Recapitualting fool. You need to re-cap. Hell, yes . That's not even a word in the dictionary. Will see.
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#23
csajaSkauddy, when I referred to - Title fight with the flier-UFC-I was talking about something that has nothing to do with you or what you talked about.
In my opinion you need to do battle with your ego and your self importance of your mind.
I find the worst struggle is battling yourself to free your mind and energy.
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