Love and Hate

[Kristopher]

~When I use words like love and hate, what I really mean is
more like attract and repel in the energetic sense. No-flow places and
ego-bound people repel me, as do ego-saturated places where the greed and vanity
of the people seem to permeate the place. 


Whatever doesn't repel me is either neutral or attracts me.
This is true of everyone, but most people drown it out. It's much subtler than
love and hate; it's at the level of energy, and when your energy is distorted, you're
distorted. 


This aversion to ego and self importance seems perfectly
normal to me.  I don’t think it’s at all
strange, so it’s not likely to change. 
In fact, I’d encourage everyone to develop a similar aversion. 


There’s only one false, petty, fearful, dishonest thing in
the universe and it’s ego/self importance; the false self.  I think anyone who really comes to know it
will come to be repulsed by it and that’s certainly moving in the direction of
waking up to the totality of self.

[Erasmia]

I would like to really know...what is self importance/ego ? I understand the false self, but the two other words somehow go away with its meaning.
Is it possible to be attracted to hating ?

I saw somewhere, that when someone have really big ego, she has no fear as her self confidence is growing within her ego.
For me egoistic people are those who are not open to new sights and other directions and thinking that only their way is the best, or only sufficient
I dont have problem with egoistic people like beign repeled or attracted to them, more I feel like not concerned with them, I dont know why but I think that when we would not have ego, some kind of a "self-value/growth system" in ourselves we would be nothing.

I really dont know what ego is so... I am maybe taking "off the plateau" in strange direction.

[Kristopher]

Erasmia wrote:I would like to really know...what is self importance/ego ? I understand the false self, but the two other words somehow go away with its meaning.
Is it possible to be attracted to hating ?

I saw somewhere, that when someone have really big ego, she has no fear as her self confidence is growing within her ego.
For me egoistic people are those who are not open to new sights and other directions and thinking that only their way is the best, or only sufficient
I dont have problem with egoistic people like beign repeled or attracted to them, more I feel like not concerned with them, I dont know why but I think that when we would not have ego, some kind of a "self-value/growth system" in ourselves we would be nothing.

I really dont know what ego is so... I am maybe taking "off the plateau" in strange direction.Erasmia, 
You mentioned you were part of NagualHuman's warrior party.  If so, it's best to discuss this with him.

Kris

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