the 20 mayan day signs

[rosygyro]

I once decided to die!
I set out in search of death and for 2 weeks i wondered
the streets without sleep or bed or friends or family with only
a pathway to death in my intent!
I eventually hit the city of london and decided to die on the streets somehow
i went down to the london underground/subway and stood on the platform
awaiting a train to take me to be murdered under abridge somewhere
I STOPPED IN TIME
and had a vision of the next 20 days all in a line, all mayan signs..

suicide can be quick , it can be slow..
slow is best to see what you become as it completes.

anyway after the vision i thought i would carry it home again..
so i got on a train heading west back to south wales
and curled up in bed for several months trying to recover from the shock
of seeing THE VISION without becoming dead!

Tales of power

[rosygyro]

[rosygyro]

[Intentwielder]

RG, you said;"
I once decided to die!I set out in search of death and for 2 weeks i wondered
the streets without sleep or bed or friends or family with only
a pathway to death in my intent!
I eventually hit the city of london and decided to die on the streets somehow
i went down to the london underground/subway and stood on the platform
awaiting a train to take me to be murdered under abridge somewhere
I STOPPED IN TIME
and had a vision of the next 20 days all in a line, all mayan signs..suicide can be quick , it can be slow..
slow is best to see what you become as it completes.

anyway after the vision i thought i would carry it home again..
so i got on a train heading west back to south wales
and curled up in bed for several months trying to recover from the shock
of seeing THE VISION without becoming dead!"

///////////////I want to ask why, but will first say that your experience is indeed a tale of power.  There are few who have the courage to abandon all that they are accustomed to, and fewer still who seek death to do it.  Detachment.  Perhaps even the dissatisfaction of the soul, in it's depth, with the mediocrity of the "everyday" norm.
So you Saw the next 20 days... prophetic.  Have you always had such visions?///////////////////

[rosygyro]

All i can say is that i was trying to find the true unknown..
I wasnt just trying to find my death! I was also trying to
incrementally shift my assemblage into an unknown position as it drew near.
although there are areas of fluidity unknown to the human assemblage position
mass city living has created areas of unknown within the convergence of human energy fields
which are as much a mystery as escaping all other human life.

this is not climbing inside lots of peoples energy behind the scenes.
this is not living inside the rubbish and sewage people will not look at
it was not an attempt to escape human perception by becoming too obscure
but was an attempt to "walk off the edge of the world"
not toward the wildnerness, the wild...
still off the edge of civilisation BUT in the absolute opposite direction to the norm!

was very complicated..
I did find a
RING of POWER
wrapped around a river as it flowed..
like a bridge above the water spanning the sides but also down below and through the earth and stone
i.e. a ring.. through which the water flowed one way.

when i found this ring..and made it thin to its closest archetype to power
It became something horribly terrifying.

The Other climbed out of the woodwork
and one afternoon.. i understood what it is that mad homeless people talk to, run from, become trapped by.
horribly ZEN mirror of inorganic life... making slaves of homeless..

we say normal people are enslaved.. but until you see a man set up in a cage of terror by the otherworld
who has given up the rest of his lifes freedom just to have a bit of peace from the madness of awarness
it takes on new meaning.

normal men in the sorcerers world are not directly in cages of fear
but walk to the edges of human extent.. and there are people there who could go no further..
and they as humans are the cage.. but also the closest thing to liberation the human assemblage TOTAL gets!

I have always had a vision to work with.. never tried to collect a bunch of them,,

CURRENTLY-
although i am aware of the four directions and the different types of men and women..
the vision i use is one of FAMILY.

im trying to make a template which maps the relationships within families...
but which includes an understanding of how the template self cleans as members of a family die..

eventually i will use the template to curse areas of the known where sexual abuse is uncontrolled
and i will curse them to find the Ring of the river......

[rosygyro]

people talk al lot about family..
but i find much of it to be based in family bloodline a racism
the purpose of the tmeplate of the family
is that all families of any religion, colour, creed, class, intelligence, beauty etc...
all have the same template of the habitual assemblage position.
even a MODEL FAMILY still carries the need to pressure the gates of the tonal..
even a family of fluid sorcerers still carries the need to augment its own fluidity...

Mafia Family, Zionist Family..etc.. declare family to be paramount..
but no-one seems to notice
that the unknown families of religions that no-one wants to be a part of
can be influenced by a template if not through reason.

some religions for instance have child marriage..
I do not need to have a child bride..
I do not need to study religions which abuse children..
but in instilling a template of family principle

I can rob them of their power of the tonal..

time to get with the point of no pity..

[rosygyro]

Im a great believer IN xoxonapoS PRINCIPLES..
although i dont use the word xoxonapo.. or directly choose to use the word deathd efier
the tales of the appearance of a prepubescent virgin girl as a sort of membrane to disguise xoxonapo appeals to me..

there is a lot of uncontrolled sexual energy in the habitual position.. and this seems like a great guise to judge or assess what anothers sexual awarness is!

1) a female child allowed to grow to sexual maturity without being sexually abused carries a great easterly femimine energy.utterly in line with nature
2) a man who abuses a female child can carve into the east and has power over his future without using intent.... his abuse of the feminine allows his KNOWN to be unrestricted by evolving awarness, and also allows the illusion he casts to be based on a "counterflow" to natural sexual energy.. and so he can remain disguised.

I think all forms of sexual abuse are ways for a person to keep their own KNOWN un challenged.
if you abuse female children you can lie within time.
if you abuse male children you can retain your position within space.
if you rape a woman you can keep your known unchallenged and avoid the chaotic effects of the unknowable
if you rape a man you can keep your known unchallenged and use others as vessels for your challenge

all sexual and violent abuse is an act of cowardice..

the template of the family as it moves
could re-instill the unknowable...
without any way for it to be countered..
thus removing the effectivness of abusefull methods of remaining ignorant.

if man cannot remain ignorant by abusing others he will not be compelled by his fear to be abusive.

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