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Le_Regard wrote:
Also I did really, really enjoy recapitulating myself through music, and you seemed into that at the time, and I do feel a bit led on by that. You should have cut it off way before it got to this level if it isn't what you wanted.
In case you hadn't noticed, what really happened is you stumbled onto this zipper thing going on and immediately took credit for it and made it about you and how much everyone loves you.
Again, more childlike assumptions. Go on, let's hear more of your assumptions and beliefs. You certainly can't be done yet.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
Again, the child is making assumptions about things he knows very little about.
Don't let me stop you. Go on.
If my ignorance offends you, explain it to me. I am surely missing some of the angles.
But not you, not anyone else, can tell me that I'm not seeing what I'm seeing.
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Le_Regard wrote:
You DID do me a favor actually, and I don't like having to be harsh with you about it. I had a bad few years actually and my heart was a little bit crusted over and you touched it for me, and that was kind of you. To be honest, I wouldn't mind so much if you tried it again. It would not be badly received.
But to be fair, I could also have just paid someone to do that... it's a professional service that's available. Get over it.
I was actually very clear with you. I TOLD you I needed you to hold the end of a rope stretching to infinity, to give me a target to aim at, to be a hole in the sky that I would fall in love through and just keep going. Click the little magnifying glass icon at the top right of your screen and look it up if you're not sure about that anymore. But now you're all surprised, like this was all your idea.
I explained everything. I explained everything before we'd even really gotten started.
If you don't know how to take this forward from here, at least try to get out of the way.
*gets out of your way*
It's all yours. May your beliefs and assumptions guide you well.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
Again, the child is making assumptions about things he knows very little about.
Don't let me stop you. Go on.
If my ignorance offends you, explain it to me. I am surely missing some of the angles.
But not you, not anyone else, can tell me that I'm not seeing what I'm seeing.
You are seeing a cloud and calling it a cat. Don't see the cat, see the cloud.
And no, why would I bother explaining much of anything to you when you've so wonderfully twisted and misunderstood other things I've taken time to explain? I wouldn't explain much with our poor personal history.
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*pees on your leg and tells you it's God's tears from having to deal with your ignorant a$$*
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Our personal history goes back about a week, and anything else you're seeing is delusional. I don't know what was up with your FC contract guy, but that was literally and physically not me. I just want to be really clear about that with you.
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I straight up TOLD you it wasn't me but I'd roleplay it for you if you wanted. It's great you need children to take care of to make your life meaningful but I'm not trying to play THAT game with you anymore.
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You just can't talk to me like this viewtopic.php?f=14&t=5382&p=135590&hili ... ct#p135590 and then act like *I'm* the one who's crazy. It's just not ok.
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Le_Regard-- "Not to brag or anything, but I am the entire political spectrum."
You also possessed the entire universe, but somewhere along the way you got owned by it.
Do you understand that all of your possessions and information have no value here?
You are plying your will but not your heart.
Will is not all-consuming. It is an impotent conscious undertaking.
Authenticity is the entirety of one's existence at PLAY. Where is your rich passion?
My intent is my whole self and resource infinitely beyond.
You do not have integrity. That is why you are a muggle.
You mention fascination with cars.
Whether you be the designer, the maker, the mechanic, the seller, the consumer, the critic, or the dreamer of cars.. you have wandered away from being the objective professional.
You are not currently paying attention to your occupation . I told you to stalk yourself.
You are concerned with displaying your 'knowledge' (ignorance). You don't observe where you lose touch with a vision of yourself and a cold KNOWING of yourself.
Let me correct that. You've never had a vision in the first place. How could you know it?
Julio went into something blindly and without direction, but at least he got into the fire. One fails, and one learns.
Very, very, very weak, Le_Regard. Forget this ocean.. get yourself fishbowl and hook a guppy.
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Let me repeat myself. Again.
Your behavior is that of a spoiled child who is throwing a tantrum over not being given a cookie.
You will not receive an explanation, an apology, or an acknowledgement of remorse. You're welcome to twist these facts into any shape to serve your needs, as you often do anyway. What I'm saying is you are horrendous to deal with on a personal level. I don't want to deal with you, and so I don't.
I have free will to communicate with whomever I please. As do you. If I aggravate you, then cut me off. You don't need me. I'm not one in a million or a trillion. Find another interface and please, for the love of God, leave me out of your personal pursuit to whine about the world.
What do you want? Why are we communicating? If you don't actually need anything, then I'll leave to attend to my side projects.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Our personal history goes back about a week, and anything else you're seeing is delusional. I don't know what was up with your FC contract guy, but that was literally and physically not me. I just want to be really clear about that with you.
I'm hearing that I should go away. Great! I agree.
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Le_Regard wrote:
I straight up TOLD you it wasn't me but I'd roleplay it for you if you wanted. It's great you need children to take care of to make your life meaningful but I'm not trying to play THAT game with you anymore.
 again, I hear, "Pixie, go away, I don't really want an authentic conversation."
Noted.
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You get what you give.
If you had personal power FIRST, you would learn to control this entity or move on..
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Le_Regard wrote:
You just can't talk to me like this viewtopic.php?f=14&t=5382&p=135590&hili ... ct#p135590 and then act like *I'm* the one who's crazy. It's just not ok.
And yet I did, you are, and your voice falls on deaf ears once again. Is this common for you, where people disregard your sage advice and reason? If this happens often, consider that your mode of expression comes off as particularly grating.
I dunno though, I don't have the sort of problems you seem to. When I speak, people listen. I don't have to whine or make demands. Suggestions are the most I need to set things into motion.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
What do you want? Why are we communicating? If you don't actually need anything, then I'll leave to attend to my side projects.
At this point, I'd say it's curiosity more than anything.
Why do I have to NEED something? Don't you need things, sometimes? I don't see why this has to be weird and adversarial and by the way this is what sheep look like.
The saving the world thing is an act. It's a costume. It's also the real me, it's actually the real vehicle I drive around the world in. If you can't see past it, that's your own shallowness, and please do not hurl abuse at my costume. These things are not easy to make and yes, I have a very vested interest in defending it. I am grounded in this body and I do not just drift around dreamlike from body to body and character to character. They should come to me, not I to them.
Maybe that makes the banter less interesting to you... but for me it's what makes banter possible *at all*. If you can't respect that, *** you, never mind.
I also have side projects. Why we can't just be friends and discuss our projects together, and it has to be one or the other is currently beyond me. Projects are creative and dialogue stimulates creativity.
The honest down to Earth reality is that I have a real world job where I sit in front of a computer and when business is slow I get on message boards, and it's fun for me, and it's better than reading the news or trying to watch movies. Also if I listen to music I can't hear my annoying coworkers gossiping. That's basically what's happening right now.
The witches union I was raving about is absolutely not a trance delusion by the way, it's real and has a Facebook and 6 dues paying members, and is already getting weird. If I want ANYTHING from you, hey, I've been told you're really good at designing online forums and I'd kind of like your help with that. It's a real project that will really help people if we do it right.
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You're still coming off as boring. Sorry. I'm going to *** off now and release you from my death grip 
Go on, shoo, be with your people.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
You're still coming off as boring. Sorry.
From my point of view, you are intentionally withholding knowledge of the kind of things you find interesting, to fit some preconception that I am definitely going to fail.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
You're still coming off as boring. Sorry.
From my point of view, you are intentionally withholding knowledge of the kind of things you find interesting, to fit some preconception that I am definitely going to fail.
Yep. Because I can.
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Well because I can and because you are not enjoyable to speak with. Your interface needs work still.
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Maybe opt for a little slave persona. I hear people respond well to those. The Littlefinger characters tend to be killed off after a good run. They're interesting, but the selfish and manipulative behavior don't help them much.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
Maybe opt for a little slave persona. I hear people respond well to those. The Littlefinger characters tend to be killed off after a good run. They're interesting, but the selfish and manipulative behavior don't help them much.
Yes, of course you want to me try on a slave persona. Jesus, I'm not stupid. I do that in real life. I have a thousand bosses and I handle it pretty well. I don't need to practice it with you.
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Listen, I know you're DTF but you're not quite my type. Nothing you say could convince me otherwise. My interest in you is purely entertainment. You're doing a spectacular job, btw.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Pixie Dust wrote:
Maybe opt for a little slave persona. I hear people respond well to those. The Littlefinger characters tend to be killed off after a good run. They're interesting, but the selfish and manipulative behavior don't help them much.
Yes, of course you want to me try on a slave persona. Jesus, I'm not stupid. I do that in real life. I have a thousand bosses and I handle it pretty well. I don't need to practice it with you.
Oh wellz.
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