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It's probably better to not try to match my intent in a post to what you arrive at. I don't want you to understand me in any certain way. That's personal to you and the journey you're on and the perspective you're aligned with. I'm okay if you find a meaning in my words different than what I intend 
My understanding of Rosy may be different than what he intended to communicate. If that's true then he'll either inform me or let it go.
I understand why you wanted to ask clarifying questions to be helpful. I just won't answer on Rosy's behalf.
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Well, I was not sure if you understood what I was asking for because there are two things where we talk about different things.
I was not asking because I wanted an explanation, but because I wanted to know to which post of rosy's you were responding to. (I asked the specific questions linked to quoting you to show you how the answer can differ based on what you were responding to.)
I asked "what are you referring to" by which I mean which post of rosy's or which part of what rosy said were you responding to.
And to my question about which rosy's post (or part of rosy's post) are you responding to you answered "I am responding to rosy's post" ... so I was like... uuh, ok, how is that an answer to my question?  . --- miscommunication alert .
"It's probably better to not try to match my intent in a post to what you arrive at." I was not asking about or linking to your intent in the post (I got no questions on that front). I was saying given that I am unsure what you responded to that I might not have gotten at the intended meaning (a meaning that would be clearly linked to what you respond to).
" I just won't answer on Rosy's behalf."
You think I asked you to answer on his behalf which was not what I wanted you to do. The way I see it, if he explained then he would be the one explaining you .
Oh well lol .
I dare say it is my fault, cause I could have just given it more thought (and discarded the options that do not make good sense and so on) - I was just tooo lazy (to my defence it is almost 1 am now).. I mean why go through that work if one can just ask and get an answer within a couple mins? . Oh yea laziness is the culprit of it all
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Oh! That's what you meant. I didn't understand your question.
I got them all from what Rosy posted xD I read him, summarized internally, and responded abstractly. I don't think I was too specific with regard to replying to specific statements. I just vomited a global response to his postings. Sorry, sometimes my thought processes are nonlinear and can lead to confusion.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
I've been here celebrating a glorious win for enlightenment. Whoever was behind all this awakening stuff really did a great job. It must have been JJ. JJ is always so studious and enlightened when it comes to things like this. JJ! Well done!
Hurray! But as nice as it is to be praised for stuff, (whether I did stuff or not), I think it'd be even better to hear about glorious wins for enlightenment. So... what was it?
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The win for enlightenment was the absence of death and despair. Instead, life and hope arrived.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
The win for enlightenment was the absence of death and despair. Instead, life and hope arrived.
Sounds good. Also sounds deliberately ambiguous, which is fine; I'm just curious, I'm not trying to pry into things you don't feel like talking about. I'll just enjoy that it made you and Rosy happy. And if it's as you describe it, it sounds like it was pretty cool.
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I was being deliberately ambiguous due to a few reasons.
1. I've elaborated on things in the past and it can be frustrating. Either I'm a poor communicator or my conversational partner is a poor listener.
2. I'll elaborate for those who I think holds an appreciation for what I might say. Not just an appreciation, but an understanding.
Given those things, I only elaborate when I think it's advantageous to do so. I'm glad you understand.
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Mmmm-hmmm. I hear dat sista. Problem is dat Julio juss doesn't know how to interpret communication. Like this time when Lori called him over. Lori calls him and says "Hey, I just got a mirror mounted on my bedroom ceiling. I'm feeling frisky, sugah. Why don't you come over here and bring a bottle?" And you know what he did? He brought Windex! I mean somethin' juss ain't right with that boy! xD
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Lol. In that scenario JJ is both smart and thoughtful.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
rosygyro wrote:
i assembled the hell that would allow a healing to come to be..
The other part to this is you are not the problem. You are the product of a broken system. Those like you, fill roles like this, because people are not being cared for. People are being taken advantage of by a poorly constructed system that has disconnected humanity from spirituality (nature). Your actions were unhelpful and dangerous, but to blame you isn't good enough. That's because you aren't the only person to do this. You are one of many (a horrifying thought). You are not the problem. You are the product of a global problem that should be addressed.
You, too, are a victim. Unfortunately, you've chosen to become a perpetrator. You chose to make a bad situation worse because no one helped you. That too is unfortunate.
The blame doesn't stop with you. The blame goes past you and onto a poorly designed system. I'm sorry that you've suffered. Ideally, those who suffer do not make others suffer in the ways you chose to make others suffer.
The problem is people who eject foreign fibres without asessing if they are actually foreign fibres or personal fibres carrying lessons in transmutation
The problem is the same with ejecting garbage from a healing situation without assessing it is actuallly garbage and not unclaimed power.
The problem is that spiritual warriors exist in a fewer quantity than narcisists who would like to believe they are spiritual
the problem is that real tales of honor shame those who have none, and when these people are narcisists no truth is easy to coalesce.
I think the reason the core exists is because a huge number of inept healers simply dissasociated themselves from negative energy without following it to ground in impeccability.
I travelled into the area of wasted power and started to hack away at the common flaw.
If you think i am to blame for something please be very clear what it is. lest i think you are dissasociating yourself.
OR
Please supply a tale of your own honor.
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I was clear and it's possible I may be disassociating with myself. Except, I experience no memory gaps and I'm not distressed (though I may appear distressed). Have you perhaps considered that I may just be a creative writer? Or just your average, everyday, honest @sshole?
Also, I supplied my own tale of honor. Is it not honorable to do what is right over what is easy?
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Its just that i am trying to get a recapitulative ground into the technosphere
and if you dont trigger recapitulation through energetic affirmation of honorable juntures
that it wont get built.
i will be very much the lonely mushroom.
recapitulating in a premanifest westerly space
with only objective, slightly territorial disembodied observers.
you see the problem.
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Hey picture this.
Its 2007 and i have just found out i wont get my funding for my medical engineering degree.
I was batshit crazy sitting through the physics and chemistry foundation in left side awareness
and walking the passageways of the library like it was some ancient egyptian typing pool,
I go to a travelling gypsy industrial art show involving identical twins, see a vision of the twins inhabiting two backhoes metaul in the medical school grounds, fall off my bike and break my collarbone.
go out to a Rockclub and circledance to SOAD DISORDER and internally visualise the bones broken ends grinding together and attempt to shapeshift it healed AND drop a recapitulation pin/sorceric fibre to align.
I was hoping to put the broken bone clearly in my past so once healed it would not block my memory of before the broken bone within MEST. also objectify the less advanced or mortal part of man whch could be evolved beyond by travelling east while relegating it to the personal history.
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Just some personal gestures....simple little moments.....mostly facing fear, which is the over-riding theme of the challenge of my life, seemingly. The "thorn in my side" so to speak. Agreeing to speak in front of others when asked....and doing it in the face of blind fear/panic. Performing "on stage" like this many many times while wading through that panic. Getting beat up in front of a crowd in middle school....then going back and facing that crowd day after day at school afterwards....the heat of embarrassment/ridicule. Doing CPR on some guy in full cardiac arrest in front of a large crowd of people.....fear....intensity. Homesick while at summer camp...and finding something within to rally and intend a shift to be able to go on a week long canoe trip and enjoy it...seeing the fear melt away magically. This is stuff that every kid goes through....and every adult-who-is-still-just-a-kid goes through. All those unsung heroes. And, don't get me wrong....I've shrunk away from fear.....avoided it wholesale....just as many times.
I think everyone has "honorable moments" which they can hook onto
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This song not that song.. damn uneditable
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Wait no not that one or the other one..
they were the dumped by girlfriend ones at the same time as the broken bone.
this one was the circle dance
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hmmm
a leopard whose upper body part has been hacked away: http://cdn.campaignbrief.com/asia/asset ... 172196.jpg
A girl with two heads: http://img.xiacheba.com/img/image.uczzd ... 413454.jpg
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You know...just to lighten things up in hell a little bit
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The first few times i went into forest nature "behind the scenes" i was shot by the sharpshooters,
I then spent the next few years stalking the sharpshooters by not shooting anything.
so i would be there sitting in a forest with the nerve endings of anybody on earth at my fingertips in the vines and dirt beneath my touch.
And i would be still..
one day i found not human mortality but a sorcerer from ancient times,.
in this case the sorcerer was once a forked tree(tonal).. but had died in a crush of ivy (sorceric body) and what remained was a ghost tree (limbo soul( held in place by an ivy exoskeleton (sorceric body,)
The soul itself of this dead sorcerer was crying out to be released from the ivy that bound it in the shape of a fork..
and so i lit a fire in the y of the tree shaped ivy and tied ropes to its branches and dragged it over. summer solstice 2005.
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naked woman whose body has been cut open autopsy style (yincision): http://i4.ytimg.com/vi/WLwnWanrcVs/mqdefault.jpg
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There was once a young man
Who gave his entire heart
He submitted to nature
From the early start
He spent his life
Loving those near.
Such a courageous life
Decades spent on doing
What was RIGHT.
With his gift of sight
He earned his place
At the round table
Of the righteous.
There was another young man
Who chose a very different path.
He never learned how to love
They way the other man
Fought to love.
The consequence of doing wrong
Is not a price many willingly pay
The angels do not punish
They just don't open
The gate.
Our Father,
who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name;
thy kingdom come;
thy will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread;
and forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive those who trespass against us;
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
Amen.
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