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Pixie Dust wrote:Le_Regard wrote:
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Oh, sorry. I was just being dramatic. Consider it a figurative time reference and not a literal one. We were spiritually young. Yeah, that sounds better.
I wouldn't string you along. That's not really my style.
Are you sure? I was looking forward to it. I thought we were just negotiating which strings.
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I shant sleep where I sh*t . . . also, I can't think of any string I want to pull. Haven't I pulled enough? You want MORE? You fucking masochist.
It's been pleasant so far. I've got a whole "spiritual pain is beauty" thing happening.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
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I dont watch tv, not in 15 years. I do my own exploration of the world. God said it best, if you follow the ways of men then you will be right where they are. I am not a follower. I leave the pack behind and find my own way and truth. Then the pack ends up liking what I found and follows me. That's when I run like hell to get away from them, and start all over again.
Good man! We think the same. Crowds of people scare me too. TV is filth. I watch it because I'm a dirty beast and dig rolling in the mud, but it's empty calories. You're not missing much.
Everyone is running a marathon to their deaths. They all get off on spreading plagues and catastrophe. Its like look what I found, tomatoes cause cancer!! Wanna try? Here, have one.. Next thing ya know everyone is eating the new cancer fruit. It doesnt matter that people can choose their own ideas and actions, cause their own reactions. Everyone is just a follower.
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Here is one I would maybe watch tho..
https://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/
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I shant sleep where I sh*t . . . also, I can't think of any string I want to pull. Haven't I pulled enough? You want MORE? You fucking masochist.
[/quote]It's been pleasant so far. I've got a whole "spiritual pain is beauty" thing happening.
You know what? For some reason, you remind me of my first serious girlfriend. We were together about 6 months and then her ex-fiancé died of a heroin overdose. It turned out, in the course of events, that she's always believed that they would get back together again, like actually believed this even though it was crazy because he was already with someone else. (As was she, I might add.) She believed this to the point that she still carried the engagement ring in her purse, because she knew, she just knew, that someday he'd come to take her back, and when he did the ring would be there, in her purse. So when we went out, that ring was there. I used to *** her with that guy's engagement ring like 10ft away and I had no idea... until he died.
So then my girlfriend, my first serious girlfriend, is just CRUSHED. Her life was just over then, all the dreams she knew would come true could never come true anymore. Because her ex-fiancé had overdosed on heroin. And she was so sad, so sad they could never get married like she always knew they would. And there I am... her boyfriend. And I'm supposed to "be there" for her, to support her through this crisis.
I broke up with her instead.
And I missed her. A lot.
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Le_Regard wrote:
It's been pleasant so far. I've got a whole "spiritual pain is beauty" thing happening.
You know what? For some reason, you remind me of my first serious girlfriend.
. . .
Because her ex-fiancé had overdosed on heroin. And she was so sad, so sad they could never get married like she always knew they would. And there I am... her boyfriend. And I'm supposed to "be there" for her, to support her through this crisis.
I broke up with her instead.
And I missed her. A lot.
You did the right thing. You listened to your comfort level and acted accordingly. I dropkick people out of my life all the time for minor things. I'm sorry you've been unlucky in love. Consider too, the best love stories are tragedies.
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Pixie Dust wrote:You did the right thing. You listened to your comfort level and acted accordingly. I dropkick people out of my life all the time for minor things. I'm sorry you've been unlucky in love. Consider too, the best love stories are tragedies.
What? No, the moral of the story is she was a lying ex-junkie **** who never really loved me, and maybe I should have known better.
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And also like, "***, I will NEVER, EVER date someone who goes to 12 step program meetings EVER again, *** *** *** that was stupid of me"
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Also it was like.... a RELIGIOUS thing.
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I imagined every last drop of blood poured into her.
Which in retrospect seems REALLY stupid to me, but it seemed like a good idea at the time.
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I only met her because I was trying to hit on her friend who was more physically my type anyway. And I'm older and wiser now and I would definitely recommend to someone that they NOT do that.
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Yo, you really sound like you have poor judgement when it comes to women. You need a better wingman.
Stop dating complicated women who are easily classified as a hot mess. Most people evade them, but you thought it a novel idea to worm your way between their legs.
I hope you learn from your past mistakes and settle down with a nice, normal Mormon girl or something.
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Le_Regard wrote:
I imagined every last drop of blood poured into her.
Which in retrospect seems REALLY stupid to me, but it seemed like a good idea at the time.
Hindsight is 20/20.
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Pixie Dust wrote:Stop dating complicated women who are easily classified as a hot mess. Most people evade them, but you thought it a novel idea to worm your way between their legs.
I know, right? I just keep doing it though. It's like a force of nature or something.
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The one time, I thought I found "the one", my Neo, the chosen one ... and I opened a joint Yuku account with him.
AND HE TRIED TO KILL ME.
You're not alone. I like to date men who are hot messes too...and when it's over, I become that crazy ex-psycho who continues to believe it's not over. I'm a Scorpio, it's not my fault :*(
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Why would he want you dead? What's in that for him?
I could see locking you in a tower or something. Have you all to himself, you know? That at least makes sense.
Yeah, always avoid the mistaking the god for the priest thing. You end up getting drunk in the woods and eating your own children, there's a whole Greek tragedy about it.
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Le_Regard wrote:
Why would he want you dead? What's in that for him?
I could see locking you in a tower or something. Have you all to himself, you know? That at least makes sense.
Yeah, always avoid the mistaking the god for the priest thing. You end up getting drunk in the woods and eating your own children, there's a whole Greek tragedy about it.
I was just being dramatic again. I spose he didn't want me dead. Just had selfish motives, and really, I can vibe on that level. There was once a man I met who I wanted all to myself. When he rejected me I finally just pulled up my dress and my big girl panties, and dragged him into my castle. Mine was bigger than his, so all I had to do was whip it out to achieve a happy ending.
Sigh. I'm sure my story will ultimately become a moment in history.... instead of a Greek tragedy, a German love story (a German tragedy already occurred). Maybe a genius writer will tell that story. Who knows, it's a crazy world. I never know what's going to happen or wind up in the history books.
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I keep telling myself, "I'm going to burn out if I keep this up". I've been saying this for days. But I keep going, and that keeps turning out to not be true.
Shouldn't my wings have melted by now?
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Don't worry, the honeymoon phase will fade and you'll start to feel normal again...and your new normal will be vastly different than other peoples... and you'll feel so misunderstood and detached from most people. You'll have to figure out how to tolerate muggles to retain whatever sanity remains. I'm sorry.
Personally, I seek out the simple joys. In solitude do I realize how beautiful this all is. That someone thought enough of me to share their bread basket. The feeling of raindrops as they kiss the ground. That every day the sun rises and sets, no matter what. Nature and all flavors of love breathe life into everything. Enjoy the good.
I've been excited to have the company. As you might imagine, it gets lonely. Let's both take time away from this hot mess to enjoy the simple pleasures of life. I'll be away for a while to let you rest.
You done good kid. Give your brain a vacation from all this.
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Pixie Dust wrote:
The one time, I thought I found "the one", my Neo, the chosen one ... and I opened a joint Yuku account with him.
AND HE TRIED TO KILL ME.
You are such a lying unicorn. 
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