11-10-2013, 12:00 AM
First I wanna say, that everything I write here, everything that I wrote off is not something I have been keeping for long, but its absolutely new for me, and I do not know what I will write until my accumulating silence force my fingers to blow these little plastic soldiers of liter symbols and the knowledge of what I speak of unfolds to me by that I am speaking of it, it unfolds to me every day, as for me everyday is a gift from infinity, which I am taking wholy, In means that by it I have everyday an opportunity to unfold great mysteries and to make myself by another step more luminous and I believe this is what we all are capable of If we concieve our infinitiness as our right and only viable way of aproach to the world and oneself, which in reality is One whole...
Love is the only viable way for new seers to perceieve the world, love is the way to remain positive about sorcery and to remain positive in any other life situation.
Love is able to shatter any illusion and is able to keep us in healthy view to the world in means of having fun, doing magic and seeing the whole universe as a big joker...
This love is not normal love, this love allows sorcerer to concieve infinty, this love this will to believe in the truth in the right we have - that we already have infinite options.
This love I call "Silenced Love" or "Love of/for Infinity". and its viable to take you by such a way through the infinity that even I am wondering "how it is possible?" everyday more and more.
This love is something everyone of you felt throughout your life and you knew that it is fucking awesome!, Thats its really pleasuring to feel it.
If you ever had sex, you know what this love is, , not in means that you need more of it! that you need sex thus "Love sex" that is not true love, that is only selfish love which in truth is afraid of loss, but the Love I am speaking about is something much much more, its the feeling you feel this love is what you feel when you feel ecstatic,pleased and orgasmic, the love is hardly by words described, its in the essence the feeling or ecstasy and orgasmity in means that in that moment when you feel it, you know its so magickal, so awesome, so...so...so much good that you see in that moment the exstasy as meaning of life as a something that really energize you, as something that truly has a value for you, because what else is better that to feel orgasmicaly ecstatic ? Love that allows you to do the beign you are in that act with also to feel so good and you even want to, because when you see that the person is feeling same, you see that it is true and by that fact it gives you even more ecstasy, thats the reason why I am sharing this knowledge soo much freely, because writing this gives me the ecstasy, It is not in meaning that I am sitting here, writing these words and feeling mind-blowingly, but on the other hand yes I do!, but silently, without words and without emotion, because this love could be also spoken of as "Non-loving Love", its a love that does not highens your brain, but I more likely feel like like ultimate freedom, ultimate silence, that allows me to see an infinity, that allows me to be more and more infinite, It is not love in means of loving and feeling always kind (sometimes harsh sex, is really amazing ). It in its essence is Love and the more I write and think about it, because by the fact that I am feeling it right now, and by the fact it is deeper and deeper feeling, it could be also said that this love is in nature "Unavoidable Longing" in means that when you feel it you want more and more .... pieces of infinity. Everyone of you felt this love sometimes, when you win 100 000dollars in lottery, or when someone said you a simple word "I love you" or when you felt like a king of world, when you felt that everything is possible, a love that allows you to see the world as symbiotic beign that truly wants your good. It is also more properly said that this of is more felt like a "Will" like a will to do something, like a Will to Fight through anything, a Will to make yourself be heard - alive in infinity. This loves is getting stronger and stronger by every moment, yet it still feels the same, because the Infinity is still Infinity. If you saw Lord of the Rings, this is the kinda love everyone had to feel, when they were in Rivendell and then they felt again on the end of the whole journey, I also believe that the elves know of this love as the truly love the earth they are standing upon, and that the reason why the Elves appear so ethereal, a little faraway by thoughts and are able to see in the future and why Legos was able to see into hundreds of miles far, just by eyes because he know that he is infinite, because he see the possibility, he has a believe that he is something more than just a human, and because he sees it this way he is able and willing do anything..:
Please have a look at this video as it contains information about what I mean by this love. Imagine that you are a living and good beign of middle-earth that you really want to extinguish the evil(shadow,flyer etc. shits) I do not believe in flyers or shadows=evil, and I believe that it is really lovely to believe in such a believe
[embed=560x315]http://www.youtube.com/embed/TrJJ6ncp1fc?feature=oembed[/embed] and while you watch it read my this words, it will be better if you stop and read accordingly to timeline - at 1:00 to 1:35 Boromir speaks foulishly, because he sow so much anger, so much sadness and loss of his fellow warrior in this battle, and in the center of his beign he no longer is warrior, no longer believes in pureness of heart, he indulges the power of sauron and is trying to sow seeds of his pain his fear in to the hearts of the whole council, the Evil Lord already won over him, he destroyed his totatily of inner child, he sees the quest of fellowship as something not-possible, he does not believe...
at 1:35 to to 1:40 Legolas in sees that he is speaking with an haunted mind, without will to fight, without believing, without love for the infinity. simply said he says (SHUT THE **** YOU FOOL!)
1:40 to 1:41 Gimli as a dwarf feels hate towards the elves and he catches the first opportunity to unleash the anger of his ancestors upon that elf, because he see that even the Elf unleashead a certain anger, but what in that moment Gimli does not see, or does not want to see is that it was because of non-self-important reason. (Also he see that the he as anyone else want the ring for himself)
1:41 to 1:47 Boromir catches another chance to unleash his retardation - He see that someone else unleashed anger and so does he continue to blabber about his cowardness (fear etc.)
1:47 to 1:50 Gimli sees that noone stoped the anger and fear of Boromir, and so he continues to talk against the elves (fear a loss, same cause as of Boromir both of them fear instead of will(love) to fight, an feelings of Anger and loss that has been made maybe thousand years ago.
1:51 to 2:27 elves stand up to defend themselves and everyone stands up to fight, they shout at themselves about, that they do not want someone to destroy to ring, because they want to power of it only for themselves, but as they are driven by fear noone says clearly "I WANT RING", because of the fear, and anger and even the possibility of acquiring such a power, and they all know in reality its not good to feel and act how the currently do, but because of fear and selfishness they are not able to say something productive something Positive
at 1:55 Gandalfs shake his head saying to himself - "What a fucking retards, this is a council in which of the fate of the world will be decided, and they all shout at themselves like crying kids (I Want my pony!!!), but after while, he as the grand white sorcerer, the one who is only interested to fight for the good-light, joins the quarrel, but because he is fucked up from the fact that he awaited, that they will like grown men, decide what and how to do it with clear heart, he is a little dissapointed and gets stucked in shouting, by same foolishness as everyone else. except this little one.
2:27 to 2:30 Frodo feels the power of the ring, but he also know that the ring is bad, he has the purest = strongest heart, and because the Sauron feel such a strenght such a will to fo fight, he tries to speak with him directly and pull him on the power to take the right, the ring is telling him to "Take it" because Sauron believes that it will be easy to take such a great power from one little hobbit, what he does not yet know because he is evil is that the truth the love the power to fight is much stronger in this one. Frodo is biggest warrior, I am thinking about that he is maybe more or even with the Gandalf, because Frodo is just a simple hobbit, living a good life, in a wonderful shire, eating, drinking, reading and just enjoying the Life, Frodo never had to fear of something as much as all others and because of that his heart, his integrity, his light shines puerily, and because of that, the little non-important hobbit, even through the fact that all the grown-men and fearfull warriors quarrells shouts "I will do it!"
2:30 to 2:35 Now gandalf, got an smile on his face, its even seems to me that an tear is not far from flowing to his eye, because he knows he feels his heart fully, now he is feeling the love for infinity, now he sees that there is always possibility, that even this little hobbit wanna fight and is able to believe!
2:35 to 2:55 everyone watches him and in their minds is only "WHAT???!!!" "HOW???!!" some of them stare at frodo like turtle on lizard "How is it possible that he is so fast?(so willing to fight) and others stare at him like Donkey on a brick "Absolutely doesnt know what the *** is that." and because Frodo sees that its little too much and he even feel now feel his heart in the stomach, because he know recognized a value which he gave for himself and is little scared, but he continues, but stilling willing to fight and he says "But I do not know the way" which at least for me is a wonderful example of joke...
2:55 to 3:30 Now I feel tingling inside of my body, now I feel the love most from this scene and everyone in that story feels it too Gandalf is a greatest warrior of them all so he lay hand on his shoulder, and then accordingly on how much power every of these warriors accumulated they join Frodos Side - The Great White Wizard, The rightfull King of Gondor, The Prince of the elves, Son of the King from the Mountain
3:30 to 3:40 Boromir is the last who joins , he feels he sees the love - the will to fight that everyone feels, but he because he feels that he lost alot in the wars and he is driven by fear of loss, say "If the council sees it this way, okay" because he one hand wants to fight for the good but on the other hands he does not believe fully and because of that he dies afterwards.
3:42 to 4:15 now Sam comes(and joins his friend) and because Elrond see the beauty that even such a small beign feel the same love as him, he begins to smile and jokes. (He got amazed and surprised by that fact, and he could make a joke or feel an awe)
4:30 - Elrond gives them a gift, he bounds them together by giving them name
4:31 - another joke, which allows the warriors not to feel fear or awe from the journey that lies ahead but instead they feel just fun and laugh.
I believe that we must make jokes and will to fight by every moment, we must feel the love to fight, do do anything we want, to do it positevely and without fear, we must get rid of the chains of the old seers, by replacing the fear with love. a Love that is able to fight to the end which in infinity never comes, a Love for the infinity itself... and same as Infinity never ends, our love, will and believe in wonderfullness,magickalness, puerileness and goodness of ourselves and by same value of the world. We must believe that we can fly!
I know noone who enjoys and love fun.
Love is the only viable way for new seers to perceieve the world, love is the way to remain positive about sorcery and to remain positive in any other life situation.
Love is able to shatter any illusion and is able to keep us in healthy view to the world in means of having fun, doing magic and seeing the whole universe as a big joker...
This love is not normal love, this love allows sorcerer to concieve infinty, this love this will to believe in the truth in the right we have - that we already have infinite options.
This love I call "Silenced Love" or "Love of/for Infinity". and its viable to take you by such a way through the infinity that even I am wondering "how it is possible?" everyday more and more.
This love is something everyone of you felt throughout your life and you knew that it is fucking awesome!, Thats its really pleasuring to feel it.
If you ever had sex, you know what this love is, , not in means that you need more of it! that you need sex thus "Love sex" that is not true love, that is only selfish love which in truth is afraid of loss, but the Love I am speaking about is something much much more, its the feeling you feel this love is what you feel when you feel ecstatic,pleased and orgasmic, the love is hardly by words described, its in the essence the feeling or ecstasy and orgasmity in means that in that moment when you feel it, you know its so magickal, so awesome, so...so...so much good that you see in that moment the exstasy as meaning of life as a something that really energize you, as something that truly has a value for you, because what else is better that to feel orgasmicaly ecstatic ? Love that allows you to do the beign you are in that act with also to feel so good and you even want to, because when you see that the person is feeling same, you see that it is true and by that fact it gives you even more ecstasy, thats the reason why I am sharing this knowledge soo much freely, because writing this gives me the ecstasy, It is not in meaning that I am sitting here, writing these words and feeling mind-blowingly, but on the other hand yes I do!, but silently, without words and without emotion, because this love could be also spoken of as "Non-loving Love", its a love that does not highens your brain, but I more likely feel like like ultimate freedom, ultimate silence, that allows me to see an infinity, that allows me to be more and more infinite, It is not love in means of loving and feeling always kind (sometimes harsh sex, is really amazing ). It in its essence is Love and the more I write and think about it, because by the fact that I am feeling it right now, and by the fact it is deeper and deeper feeling, it could be also said that this love is in nature "Unavoidable Longing" in means that when you feel it you want more and more .... pieces of infinity. Everyone of you felt this love sometimes, when you win 100 000dollars in lottery, or when someone said you a simple word "I love you" or when you felt like a king of world, when you felt that everything is possible, a love that allows you to see the world as symbiotic beign that truly wants your good. It is also more properly said that this of is more felt like a "Will" like a will to do something, like a Will to Fight through anything, a Will to make yourself be heard - alive in infinity. This loves is getting stronger and stronger by every moment, yet it still feels the same, because the Infinity is still Infinity. If you saw Lord of the Rings, this is the kinda love everyone had to feel, when they were in Rivendell and then they felt again on the end of the whole journey, I also believe that the elves know of this love as the truly love the earth they are standing upon, and that the reason why the Elves appear so ethereal, a little faraway by thoughts and are able to see in the future and why Legos was able to see into hundreds of miles far, just by eyes because he know that he is infinite, because he see the possibility, he has a believe that he is something more than just a human, and because he sees it this way he is able and willing do anything..:
Please have a look at this video as it contains information about what I mean by this love. Imagine that you are a living and good beign of middle-earth that you really want to extinguish the evil(shadow,flyer etc. shits) I do not believe in flyers or shadows=evil, and I believe that it is really lovely to believe in such a believe
[embed=560x315]http://www.youtube.com/embed/TrJJ6ncp1fc?feature=oembed[/embed] and while you watch it read my this words, it will be better if you stop and read accordingly to timeline - at 1:00 to 1:35 Boromir speaks foulishly, because he sow so much anger, so much sadness and loss of his fellow warrior in this battle, and in the center of his beign he no longer is warrior, no longer believes in pureness of heart, he indulges the power of sauron and is trying to sow seeds of his pain his fear in to the hearts of the whole council, the Evil Lord already won over him, he destroyed his totatily of inner child, he sees the quest of fellowship as something not-possible, he does not believe...
at 1:35 to to 1:40 Legolas in sees that he is speaking with an haunted mind, without will to fight, without believing, without love for the infinity. simply said he says (SHUT THE **** YOU FOOL!)
1:40 to 1:41 Gimli as a dwarf feels hate towards the elves and he catches the first opportunity to unleash the anger of his ancestors upon that elf, because he see that even the Elf unleashead a certain anger, but what in that moment Gimli does not see, or does not want to see is that it was because of non-self-important reason. (Also he see that the he as anyone else want the ring for himself)
1:41 to 1:47 Boromir catches another chance to unleash his retardation - He see that someone else unleashed anger and so does he continue to blabber about his cowardness (fear etc.)
1:47 to 1:50 Gimli sees that noone stoped the anger and fear of Boromir, and so he continues to talk against the elves (fear a loss, same cause as of Boromir both of them fear instead of will(love) to fight, an feelings of Anger and loss that has been made maybe thousand years ago.
1:51 to 2:27 elves stand up to defend themselves and everyone stands up to fight, they shout at themselves about, that they do not want someone to destroy to ring, because they want to power of it only for themselves, but as they are driven by fear noone says clearly "I WANT RING", because of the fear, and anger and even the possibility of acquiring such a power, and they all know in reality its not good to feel and act how the currently do, but because of fear and selfishness they are not able to say something productive something Positive
at 1:55 Gandalfs shake his head saying to himself - "What a fucking retards, this is a council in which of the fate of the world will be decided, and they all shout at themselves like crying kids (I Want my pony!!!), but after while, he as the grand white sorcerer, the one who is only interested to fight for the good-light, joins the quarrel, but because he is fucked up from the fact that he awaited, that they will like grown men, decide what and how to do it with clear heart, he is a little dissapointed and gets stucked in shouting, by same foolishness as everyone else. except this little one.
2:27 to 2:30 Frodo feels the power of the ring, but he also know that the ring is bad, he has the purest = strongest heart, and because the Sauron feel such a strenght such a will to fo fight, he tries to speak with him directly and pull him on the power to take the right, the ring is telling him to "Take it" because Sauron believes that it will be easy to take such a great power from one little hobbit, what he does not yet know because he is evil is that the truth the love the power to fight is much stronger in this one. Frodo is biggest warrior, I am thinking about that he is maybe more or even with the Gandalf, because Frodo is just a simple hobbit, living a good life, in a wonderful shire, eating, drinking, reading and just enjoying the Life, Frodo never had to fear of something as much as all others and because of that his heart, his integrity, his light shines puerily, and because of that, the little non-important hobbit, even through the fact that all the grown-men and fearfull warriors quarrells shouts "I will do it!"
2:30 to 2:35 Now gandalf, got an smile on his face, its even seems to me that an tear is not far from flowing to his eye, because he knows he feels his heart fully, now he is feeling the love for infinity, now he sees that there is always possibility, that even this little hobbit wanna fight and is able to believe!
2:35 to 2:55 everyone watches him and in their minds is only "WHAT???!!!" "HOW???!!" some of them stare at frodo like turtle on lizard "How is it possible that he is so fast?(so willing to fight) and others stare at him like Donkey on a brick "Absolutely doesnt know what the *** is that." and because Frodo sees that its little too much and he even feel now feel his heart in the stomach, because he know recognized a value which he gave for himself and is little scared, but he continues, but stilling willing to fight and he says "But I do not know the way" which at least for me is a wonderful example of joke...
2:55 to 3:30 Now I feel tingling inside of my body, now I feel the love most from this scene and everyone in that story feels it too Gandalf is a greatest warrior of them all so he lay hand on his shoulder, and then accordingly on how much power every of these warriors accumulated they join Frodos Side - The Great White Wizard, The rightfull King of Gondor, The Prince of the elves, Son of the King from the Mountain
3:30 to 3:40 Boromir is the last who joins , he feels he sees the love - the will to fight that everyone feels, but he because he feels that he lost alot in the wars and he is driven by fear of loss, say "If the council sees it this way, okay" because he one hand wants to fight for the good but on the other hands he does not believe fully and because of that he dies afterwards.
3:42 to 4:15 now Sam comes(and joins his friend) and because Elrond see the beauty that even such a small beign feel the same love as him, he begins to smile and jokes. (He got amazed and surprised by that fact, and he could make a joke or feel an awe)
4:30 - Elrond gives them a gift, he bounds them together by giving them name
4:31 - another joke, which allows the warriors not to feel fear or awe from the journey that lies ahead but instead they feel just fun and laugh.
I believe that we must make jokes and will to fight by every moment, we must feel the love to fight, do do anything we want, to do it positevely and without fear, we must get rid of the chains of the old seers, by replacing the fear with love. a Love that is able to fight to the end which in infinity never comes, a Love for the infinity itself... and same as Infinity never ends, our love, will and believe in wonderfullness,magickalness, puerileness and goodness of ourselves and by same value of the world. We must believe that we can fly!
I know noone who enjoys and love fun.