08-22-2017, 12:00 AM
So after the guidance of the universe to be myself and dont change for others I had a revelation. I dont want to *** multiple people. I dont want to be easy nor do |I want easy women. I thought I did but that wasnt really me. I was just out for conquest to make me feel like a man, make me feel loved by women. I was filling a hole inside of me, a void. I need to love myself and be the man I want to be. I shouldnt bend for others. I should be a rock.
So I was talking to this hottie who I wanted to *** really bad and started to have feelings for. Thing is I cant trust her. I see her clearly. She agreed to *** me this Friday night and yet I sent her song. The song is called two people and sings about how can you love two people at the same time.
So I sent her the song and broke it off. I dont want to share my love either with multiple people. I rationalised that I was just being a single man. But I am not after being single anymore, I am after something real. I am looking for true love. So I changed again it seems, another transition.
So I was talking to this hottie who I wanted to *** really bad and started to have feelings for. Thing is I cant trust her. I see her clearly. She agreed to *** me this Friday night and yet I sent her song. The song is called two people and sings about how can you love two people at the same time.
So I sent her the song and broke it off. I dont want to share my love either with multiple people. I rationalised that I was just being a single man. But I am not after being single anymore, I am after something real. I am looking for true love. So I changed again it seems, another transition.