08-22-2017, 12:00 AM
You mention making someone the happiest you can. That's nice--to want that for another. I've stopped doing that for years now. I don't focus on being such a central figure because I can't always promise I'll be around. I have side projects I'm often investigating and those projects take me into places that require me to be absent from all other aspects of life. Everything I do at Sorcery is a sort of pro bono thing--I use it to give back. I suppose the question is what exactly am I giving? That's difficult to convey. I see patterns in people and events. I often don't share my observations because I aim to be a human and normal during my off-time. Everyone needs a place to grow so off-time is my time for me-time. I come here to ponder concepts I haven't explored yet. I'll share my observations of others should the need arise, but I don't generally volunteer those because honesty can be alienating
Anyway, what I give is my thoughtful consideration and time and if used wisely, my skill set has numerous uses that others could benefit from. I also benefit from being here--and those reasons I'll keep private
but there's something here for me too 
Anyway, I've been uninterested in romance for over a decade now. Although, I'm interested in love. Unconditional love of nature, humanity, and the sciences of the world
there's so much left to do:
Robert Frost said it most concisely:
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
You'll find your love Serloco. The sort of love you speak of comes from yourself, not another. Have you built your own gourd yet?
You have such a wonderful heart that you should consider giving it to yourself.
Anyway, what I give is my thoughtful consideration and time and if used wisely, my skill set has numerous uses that others could benefit from. I also benefit from being here--and those reasons I'll keep private
but there's something here for me too 
Anyway, I've been uninterested in romance for over a decade now. Although, I'm interested in love. Unconditional love of nature, humanity, and the sciences of the world
there's so much left to do:Robert Frost said it most concisely:
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
You'll find your love Serloco. The sort of love you speak of comes from yourself, not another. Have you built your own gourd yet?
You have such a wonderful heart that you should consider giving it to yourself.

