06-24-2009, 12:00 AM
Sparenergy: thanks for the Einstein quote, I love it! I guess the point that I was trying to make is that when one accepts warriorship, I guess you need to be
on guard for any attempts of someones (in a leadership position)ego gone wacky. That's all I really mean. I believe that in one thread here at SW, someone
posted that they have been reapeatedly raped, all in the name of submitting to a Nagual. I still don't think I am being that clear here, and this
frustrates me, but maybe you get my drift?
Arnway, you are very lucky indeed to have a family like that. I don't think anyone in my family(mother, bros/sisters)have any inkling to my persuit of this
path. In a way, I have grown enough to stalk them when I am around them. It is very subtle, and I don't even know that I am doing it, but what it consists
of is not reverting to past behaviors/arguments ect. Sometimes, especially around the holidays, I fail miserably. I would explain more but it feels like I am
indulging enough as it is. But I do like gracklesnblackbirds point of detachment, it is the proof that some of your warriorship efforts are working. So, IMHO,
if you can be around your family and not have a meltdown, fit, or get angry and leave, well then by jove (SP), I think you have got it!
on guard for any attempts of someones (in a leadership position)ego gone wacky. That's all I really mean. I believe that in one thread here at SW, someone
posted that they have been reapeatedly raped, all in the name of submitting to a Nagual. I still don't think I am being that clear here, and this
frustrates me, but maybe you get my drift?
Arnway, you are very lucky indeed to have a family like that. I don't think anyone in my family(mother, bros/sisters)have any inkling to my persuit of this
path. In a way, I have grown enough to stalk them when I am around them. It is very subtle, and I don't even know that I am doing it, but what it consists
of is not reverting to past behaviors/arguments ect. Sometimes, especially around the holidays, I fail miserably. I would explain more but it feels like I am
indulging enough as it is. But I do like gracklesnblackbirds point of detachment, it is the proof that some of your warriorship efforts are working. So, IMHO,
if you can be around your family and not have a meltdown, fit, or get angry and leave, well then by jove (SP), I think you have got it!

