12-22-2017, 12:00 AM
F8ck it. The compulsion to try is, itself, indescribable 
Undulating waves upon waves of billions of tiny, stinging threads. The stinging isn't bad.....it's not good either. It's just something felt in the body upon seeing them. The undulation is a fluid dynamic.....that resolves into various bizarre abstractions that come into view with a kind of quasi-sickening electrical jolt (again....not bad/not good...but intense, energetically....I certainly wouldn't call it "blissful"). The abstractions, constantly in motion, resolve sometimes into an image....like, just a few minutes ago, something like a dark, rectangular stone artifact lying partially buried in the sand next to a pillar. These hit with the same kind of jolt, though a little more jarring than the fluid abstractions and then get reabsorbed back into the fluid mix.
I do notice that my headache goes away when more aligned with the fluid dynamic wavering into view. I guess I prefer the sea of stinging threads to the dull, throbbing knot in the back of my hard, heavy skull.
The weird thing is, there's this impulse to take the recapitulation breath into the midst of the fluid dynamic.....even though there is no "understanding" of what it is that I am seeing
Undulating waves upon waves of billions of tiny, stinging threads. The stinging isn't bad.....it's not good either. It's just something felt in the body upon seeing them. The undulation is a fluid dynamic.....that resolves into various bizarre abstractions that come into view with a kind of quasi-sickening electrical jolt (again....not bad/not good...but intense, energetically....I certainly wouldn't call it "blissful"). The abstractions, constantly in motion, resolve sometimes into an image....like, just a few minutes ago, something like a dark, rectangular stone artifact lying partially buried in the sand next to a pillar. These hit with the same kind of jolt, though a little more jarring than the fluid abstractions and then get reabsorbed back into the fluid mix.
I do notice that my headache goes away when more aligned with the fluid dynamic wavering into view. I guess I prefer the sea of stinging threads to the dull, throbbing knot in the back of my hard, heavy skull.
The weird thing is, there's this impulse to take the recapitulation breath into the midst of the fluid dynamic.....even though there is no "understanding" of what it is that I am seeing