The Indescribable Force

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  The compulsion to describe it immediately removes it from view.  Quite frustrating....and pretty funny.....

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F8ck it.  The compulsion to try is, itself, indescribable

Undulating waves upon waves of billions of tiny, stinging threads.  The stinging isn't bad.....it's not good either.  It's just something felt in the body upon seeing them.  The undulation is a fluid dynamic.....that resolves into various bizarre abstractions that come into view with a kind of quasi-sickening electrical jolt (again....not bad/not good...but intense, energetically....I certainly wouldn't call it "blissful").  The abstractions, constantly in motion, resolve sometimes into an image....like, just a few minutes ago, something like a dark, rectangular stone artifact lying partially buried in the sand next to a pillar.  These hit with the same kind of jolt, though a little more jarring than the fluid abstractions and then get reabsorbed back into the fluid mix.

I do notice that my headache goes away when more aligned with the fluid dynamic wavering into view.  I guess I prefer the sea of stinging threads to the dull, throbbing knot in the back of my hard, heavy skull.

The weird thing is, there's this impulse to take the recapitulation breath into the midst of the fluid dynamic.....even though there is no "understanding" of what it is that I am seeing

[Le_Regard]

glance left wrote:
  The compulsion to describe it immediately removes it from view.  Quite frustrating....and pretty funny.....

I'm most annoyed that it never quite resolves into eternal and innermost self OR universal other.

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Yeah the interplay along "the fence".  More irony, as if we weren't utterly swimming in it

[Le_Regard]

Popular visions include a shifting field of stars in the night sky, multidimensional spider webs, a net where every point on the net is a mirror reflecting every other point on the net....

[Le_Regard]

Le_Regard wrote:
Popular visions include a shifting field of stars in the night sky, multidimensional spider webs, a net where every point on the net is a mirror reflecting every other point on the net....

Oh and all of mathematics, and the internet.

[Le_Regard]

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Le_Regard wrote:
Popular visions include a shifting field of stars in the night sky, multidimensional spider webs, a net where every point on the net is a mirror reflecting every other point on the net....

Sounds nice.  I don't remember anything like that, unfortunately. 

I do remember seeing these long, squarish, darkly-luminescent fingers moving from curled position in a wave-like, balletic fashion to extended position lining up beside one another.  Ther fingers were ghoulishly long.....like some dark, celestial god. 

Flew in close to see this flowing, cursive glowing yellow writing along the sides of each finger.  I couldn't read what it said though. It looked almost like Hindi

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rosygyro wrote:
So anyway I lost my pen.
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Interesting these tentacles have glyphs written on the sides.  What's up with "Thor"?

[Le_Regard]

What's up with these people?  http://www.theassemblagepoint.com/

Their whole thing is the Indescribable Force is not indescribable and everything is REALLY REALLY simple and the secret of life and health is to just put your assemblage point in the middle of your chest, and if you put it anywhere else you are a diseased lunatic.

[Le_Regard]

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Well, movement of the AP versus shifts of the AP.  Movements involve AP being displaced inward...deep within the luminous shell......and, yes, to be displaced inward centrally toward the heart seems natural.  But, also....from what I understand...means a movement away from the "band of man" which is a small arcing segment of the luminous shell located peripherally.  Once the AP is moved away from the band of man, anything perceived will be indescribable....at least from the perspective of the lexicon associated with the band of man.  There is no familiarity, at least in terms of description/comparison, once the band of man is left behind.  Words fail.  But then, the compulsion to describe once the AP bobs back up and (like running home to momma) returns to familiarity.

Putting my AP in the center of my chest may be the secret to life and health.....but it also absolutely means the end of life as I know it

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Infinity gave me a taste of this once.....flinging me into non-human realms.  I came clawing back with every ounce of energy at my disposal.  I was not ready

[rosygyro]

glance left wrote:
rosygyro wrote:
So anyway I lost my pen.
BD90E546-2AC8-4980-AB1D-77157255D2B6.jpeg

Interesting these tentacles have glyphs written on the sides.  What's up with "Thor"? 

theres two sides to the picture

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So, the tentacled thing is the force driving/upholding the HAP?

[Le_Regard]

So I think what happens is you have to choose one. You just have to. There's no particular reason to choose any side at all, and it's terrible, but *** you you HAVE TO because it's concentrate your energies or dissolve into chaos.

Then you do that for while, and it doesn't always work, and maybe you choose a different one. Maybe you keep choosing different ones because you just like flirting with chaos.

There is no formula for why it works, but eventually it works. It always works. Even if it kills you it eventually works. And instead of the forms you've chosen, you start seeing the forms that people need.

[Le_Regard]

It only makes sense of the Indescribable Force is absurdly DESCRIBING ITSELF, CONSTANTLY, out some kind of perverse compassion crowding the world with descriptions of itself like a mad man screaming lies.

[Atlantean]

rosygyro wrote:
anyone else dream of Don Juan?
asking for a friend.
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Yes!

[Atlantean]

"You wouldn't be the first to try that, but you may find to your surprise that once it's all over with and down on paper no one understands it but you"

When I recently took up the hobby of drug use (hehe I like saying it like that) lol even though so don't really consider drugs haha, when I drank DMT tea which is basically you dream while you are awake, the things I saw were so complex and ever changing I did not think it woupd be possible to describe...
but yet there are drawings out there that come close.

I think there is nothing wrong with trying to describe it...I don't know much about the indescribably force but I assume it must be along the same lines.

[Le_Regard]

Atlantean wrote:
"You wouldn't be the first to try that, but you may find to your surprise that once it's all over with and down on paper no one understands it but you"

When I recently took up the hobby of drug use (hehe I like saying it like that) lol even though so don't really consider drugs haha, when I drank DMT tea which is basically you dream while you are awake, the things I saw were so complex and ever changing I did not think it woupd be possible to describe...
but yet there are drawings out there that come close.

I think there is nothing wrong with trying to describe it...I don't know much about the indescribably force but I assume it must be along the same lines.

This is very hard to explain, but one time I met a guy that told me he knew Jesus was the Lord because of the the time he read the New Testament on acid and a dove representing the holy spirit flew out through the pages at him.  Like that was PROOF to him.  He was not a stupid guy, either... we kind of became friends after that.  He was almost sorry that Jesus spoke to him through a magic dove that flew out of the Bible while he was tripping on acid, but that *definitely* literally happened and he was committed to that.

[Atlantean]

that was because of lack of prior understanding. most people mistake "Jesus" for "Christ". It's two separate things. Jesus was a christed man or the man that became Christ...not the other way around. if I was tripping out on acid and I saw that I wouldn't assume that.

I guess it depends on the person.

[Le_Regard]

Atlantean wrote:
that was because of lack of prior understanding. most people mistake "Jesus" for "Christ". It's two separate things. Jesus was a christed man or the man that became Christ...not the other way around. if I was tripping out on acid and I saw that I wouldn't assume that.

I guess it depends on the person.

lol, my response was something like that too.  This guy was telling me he he SAW A MAGIC DOVE FLY OUT OF A BOOK and he knew it was God speaking to him to show him the Way and so on, and I was like, "this is a really amateur mistake"

[Le_Regard]

Le_Regard wrote:
Atlantean wrote:
that was because of lack of prior understanding. most people mistake "Jesus" for "Christ". It's two separate things. Jesus was a christed man or the man that became Christ...not the other way around. if I was tripping out on acid and I saw that I wouldn't assume that.

I guess it depends on the person.

lol, my response was something like that too.  This guy was telling me he he SAW A MAGIC DOVE FLY OUT OF A BOOK and he knew it was God speaking to him to show him the Way and so on, and I was like, "this is a really amateur mistake"

I mean, I think the reality is all kinds of birds fly out of all kinds of books and that guy was wrong to jump to conclusions.

[Atlantean]

a bird flew out of the book, he assumed that the bird meant Jesus is this way or that way.

I do believe a bird flew out of the book though. Not sure if you have tried psychadelics but if you have read the Castaneda books I assume you know they open you up to other dimensions of conciousness.

Also the Bible IS full of magic. Aside from the little things added and changed here and there...alot of people use the psalms for magic and spells.

I had recently found a trick to manifest a good day for myself with a glass of water (speaking my intention to the water then drinking it)....then I opened the bible just to see what page it landed out out of curiosity and oddly enough it oppened up to a page that described how to curse someone the same way (with water).

[Le_Regard]

Atlantean wrote:
I do believe a bird flew out of the book though. Not sure if you have tried psychadelics but if you have read the Castaneda books I assume you know they open you up to other dimensions of conciousness.

Also the Bible IS full of magic. Aside from the little things added and changed here and there...alot of people use the psalms for magic and spells.
I want to be clear that I found this guy hanging out with evangelicals who were NOT cool.  This guy was some kind of weird exception that ended up in the wrong crowd and he was willing to tell ME about the acid, but I doubt his Jesus friends knew about it.

Even Hitler was into like... astrology.