01-26-2015, 12:00 AM
billy wrote:You mentioned about 'telling lies a while back. Telling lies does not make you dishonest or unaware. I clarified in my book that I saw no problem with people expressing much ego, it is only a problem to me when they don't have the encompassing awareness around it.
I agree. I learned in one dimension or position of human awareness that we are all connected and everyone sees. It was for my a largely iob world, however i could not at the time decern the difference anymore. They all being pure awareness could see me clearly and I could not tell a lie, or get away with stealing even, which i did then in abundance. Using my controlled folly i later learned to hide, and disconnect from them, as all i needed was a shift in my awareness which resulted in a different relationship with them. I could never lie until I first had the agreement that even though they saw the lie they agreed to it. It was y initial shift into being aboe to lie. I could not lie once because evryone saw me and knew me intimately, however before i got to that position I could not lie with my words even if i wanted too. The truth would flow out of me and the SPirit would move me in truth always. Later i intended to be able to for the fuc of it, and because the iobs were lying to me and so i wanted to lie to them, as well as be able to trick them, which i am a very perfect tricker i found. All it tes is a judgment directed onto my self and the Spirit moves me to be the best tricker there is. It was quite amazing pulling the wool over the 'greatest' tricker Satan and winning against him. I just judged myself with the life that was better at it them him. We took time tricking each other, and often we fought too, but in the end we loved each other and i judged him as being an Angel of light who also hated evil and punishd it. After all Satan has many names, and so do I.
I agree. I learned in one dimension or position of human awareness that we are all connected and everyone sees. It was for my a largely iob world, however i could not at the time decern the difference anymore. They all being pure awareness could see me clearly and I could not tell a lie, or get away with stealing even, which i did then in abundance. Using my controlled folly i later learned to hide, and disconnect from them, as all i needed was a shift in my awareness which resulted in a different relationship with them. I could never lie until I first had the agreement that even though they saw the lie they agreed to it. It was y initial shift into being aboe to lie. I could not lie once because evryone saw me and knew me intimately, however before i got to that position I could not lie with my words even if i wanted too. The truth would flow out of me and the SPirit would move me in truth always. Later i intended to be able to for the fuc of it, and because the iobs were lying to me and so i wanted to lie to them, as well as be able to trick them, which i am a very perfect tricker i found. All it tes is a judgment directed onto my self and the Spirit moves me to be the best tricker there is. It was quite amazing pulling the wool over the 'greatest' tricker Satan and winning against him. I just judged myself with the life that was better at it them him. We took time tricking each other, and often we fought too, but in the end we loved each other and i judged him as being an Angel of light who also hated evil and punishd it. After all Satan has many names, and so do I.