I like stuff that does not suck

[Tryingclown]

Hey my friends I want to share with you stuff, my stuff if you will because I understand it is my stuff. I can't simplify anything big, but I sure have tried my hand unadvertendly. I think and act and in between I am becoming involved with my worldly life very actively. I say I am aware I am the highly volatile and fickle companion that is mentioned in the books. Now throw your rocks at me for writing this but it seems, to use an image, that all this knowledge of the books and the sort has come to my hands very, very easily. And what I'm thinking now, rihgt now? that such magic really lends a smile to my face. I was blocked by the sheer magic of the books because I was in a comfortable position. And I want to say that now the knowledge might have sometimes weighed on my back, it even weighed these years on my back without my thought, so that is how I explain these years (psychiatry). But I have been always fighting, I am a fighter, that simply stuck to my me. Scary times sometimes but I indeed have used my comfortable position to great advantage so that I cushion myself. My age now is a very significant age (27) and let me tell you that now it's all up and going and going. I ask questions, I take stances, I suddenly let myself be stopped. I break down limits and clarify antagonisms. I blindly see myself feeling lucid and aware. I think that becoming aware of what is what helps me a lot because due to way things progressed in my life I was very strongly acting and never stoping to take conclusions.
So what do I say? that I am not conceptually afraid of spilling this too long don't read text right here, because this is part of what I do and I understand that when I use the world to hear my words I get the honey out of the bee-hive and don't get one sting. Because I have already taken the big one and when I did let myself see that big one, i did not let myself feel it. I felt no pain. Life is a dance now and I am dancing, stalking myself. I can only wonder from what I think how I can undress what I am not so suddenly, unexpectedly, it seems my auto-thing is stupid but that works great when I am secretly a happy mule. So these words are my honest device, which I do not control but I kind of reared in my mind to move! So why not? Great luck only turns to bad luck when I try without honesty something like I really care. All many other ways let me live. This is my shitty device: It's so jigglypuffing funny! It's just some ****.