Casual Conversation

[serloco]

Well if you are aware enough everything you ever hear from them will be what you know of. Yes you can command them to tell you what you know, but the nagual will be what you do not know yet.

[serloco]

I am a nagual billy. Not just because i move people with my awareness and jolt them but because I am unknown.. I haven't shift'd much into the nagual lately but it calls me back to it from time to time.. I can just flow into the unknown and here I do not even know what will come or what I will do.. I just trust billy and the Spirit moves me.. everything just flow here..

[Billy]

I KNEW you would find that post on the reptilian brain infantile.  I KNEW it.  Even used the word 'infantile' or same in my mind.  I SAW it was wrong, and it still was okay (without conflict) to go ahead and post.

[serloco]

You wouldn't get the teaching if you didn't post the post.. basically however you see a reptile to be is what you will experience as result of your own awareness. You must cut out other teachings you do not want about animals in order to build your own truth. Sure, if the teaching sounds good to you, then follow it, but if it promotes danger or some form of limitation, or even if it is not something cool, then i would ignore it completely. I always go for magic and control of my perceptions. It does not even matter if a billion people disagree with you, so long as you believe it yourself. Your perception is the one that is active, the one that matters. If you give power to other people's then you will experience other people's. Personally I do not give out my power.

[Billy]

Please see "show me something more right now" in Art of Dreaming" thread.     Post here (or there) if moved to do so.  Thank you.

[Billy]

I see but, I don't.  Still, I'm very sure of what you say...

[serloco]

It is simple billy. WHat you say is a croc is what makes it a croc. YOUR awareness of the croc, your knowledge of the croc. Your idea of what it is and what it does and everything you know about it is the energy, the intent and the will that you align to form. It is to say that the croc is in your mind's eye, generating what it is, and even its existence as a croc. No I dont suggest testing that theory while you hover so close to dangerous waters here, I suggest excerizing this muscle on people first, and more docile animals to begin with since you have these dangerous perceptions still acitvated in your dreaming awareness. They do not call it dreaming awareness for nothing you know. You are dreaming your awareness of the world. Problem is your perception is fixated for the moment based form other's expereinces and teachings. How many crocs have you worked with in real life? How do you really know how a croc works and behaves? Based form the tvs and the media fear most likely, yet if you look closely and watch one s you shift your idea of it, you can see the exact shifts take place and as you shift so too will the croc shift with you. Give it a blessing billy..

[Billy]

Do you know, just last week I questioned my own conception that there are no blessings and curses and only challenges.  For me there will be blessings galore, not just challenges.  Not meant to be trite--I share them with you at times I perceive so.

[serloco]

Bless everything... My death advises me...

[Billy]

Approximation:  You say, "the night has eyes."  More at, "Death has eyes."   Death likes me, and I like death around me too.  Death strokes me, lets me shake off conditioned perception and shift. 

Is that a key? I need a pointer on using awareness of death.

[Billy]

The darkness--the distorted, the creepy moves aside for me.  The evils come to me state themselves (and hand themselves over to me).  This is why I tell you whenever I move from conventional to unknown worlds I powwrful.

Where I withdraw to being worthless and shamed for fun in convention, in transcendence I approach the world and have a natural ken to PLAY with it and affect it.

[Billy]

A story; 1st time (40 years ago) in college I tried LSD I was VERY apprehensive.  I picked a sentence randomly from the bible beforehand, and it was a reference from Mark, 'though you should ingest poison, no harm will come to you.'  
  When the LSD affected me I became one with my world and it moved those around me positively.  A nemesis of mine did not like it one bit and earnestly took on the role of devil by bringing me into his room and locking the door.  He had a bowl on the table which he squirted lighter fluid into and lit to create 'imposing' flame with a hateful persona to match.  He wanted to *** me over on to a bad trip. I looked at him calmly and smiled, and enjoyed my own laughter.  'Window-pain acid trips' last 10 hours.  One person claimed I was a prophet (silly,silly, silly).  There was quite a transcendental trip into nature with four of us who were tripping.
Later, at the college bar, the hottest chick on campus got up on a table directly before me and did a dance--putting a hand inside her pants to her crotch, and did a musical jingle over and over "handin my pants, hands in my pants."  (cute as all get out, what she was doing) The establishment brought her down from the table.  A few moments later, I see her at the bar next to my best friend and he is kissing her passionately.  Then, this girls huge stud of a boyfriend takes exception to it, and pulls him in front of the pool table as if for the spotlight, and has EVERYBODY's attention.  I move to the vacated seat next to the girl and even nuzzle cheek to cheek watching as the guy actually grabs my friend by the shirt collar, and lifts him from the ground.  The girl and I share words in observation (as if this is a show for us two).  Then without forethought, I get up and jump this big **** jacking my friend, bringing him to the floor.  Bar people and others get involved to pull us apart, and my friend is worried for me that the guy will still now come after ME.  I am giggly with my own power and awareness as the LSD wears on, tell him there is no problem.  I went to an indian burial mound by myself and laid there for hours looking up at the stars.  I had a total of three acid trips in that year, and once a year or so later.  They ALL were amazing like the first.  Many things out of the ordinary would happen around me.

   I had many satoris and stages that were miraculous and that did not involve any substances.

[serloco]

When there is nothing anything may be.. A sorcerer uses his death to conjure, to change or alter things in his world.. He uses the barren silence to snuff out the judgments he no longer seeks to carry with him. He listens to the mortal thoughts within hi and his world and he counteracts them with his power. Yes, Death says you may die in this way or that way, and yet it is you who has accepted this awareness, this knowledge, and it is you that ca counter act them before it is too late.. You must set the battlefield. The battlefield is empty until you place within it the items of what you know.

[Billy]

Good post.

[Billy]

Are you there?  Ixtlan?

[Billy]

Finwe:   Dayton Flyers need your help.

[Finwe]

Sorcerer use death to stop the world.

[Guest]