Power is not Power

[serloco]

So you said before in another post that you must let og of all your allies when you reach freedom, but for me I choose to keep them. Why you ask...? because I love them and am free to do so. Now letting go of the **** I dont like, sure. Do It all the time because I am free. Try to understand that you dont have to do anything when you are free. its not so hard to fathom freedom really you are free to choose what you want. Get it? Free to let go or free to keep whatever you want.

Now you are full of some cray knowledge and limitations and need to understand and contemplate on exactly what Infinite means. What freedom means. Sure freedom can be unknown to us absolutely and in the nagual we trust surely, we need it, and so who knows what fredom will bring, and surely many of the things we have known will change and become different and new experiences of reality surely. BUT you can keep your old awareness and even your old world too, as I have done. I can travel right off the map and create my own maps and worlds, new cities, new people (beings) and so many psitions I have, and yes we keep our old awareness intact. This means we keep it all Intact.

[Finwe]

It is your own predilection, as you are me and I am you , we are bound beyond time and infinity, this is the way you become who you always knew you are, yet weren't and for me to return to Earth and set everything, the way freedom is.
If you let this chance, flow away between your fingers, you will die the same way, like me when you grow old, the same death you are now, your allies through your unconssciouss preparing for me as they do everything to hold you in their dream and this way keep the gap between our merging as they move us further away from what is for our freedom, in Spirit's will innevitable. They are not humans, they does not have heart, they want not freedom, other than our energy that is essencial for them, to gain physical body, once they have enough organic energy and for us alone to achieve freedom.
If you do not accept your destiny and become, the Nagual of Earth for the next 5000 years, Juan Matus for once and all, so that everyone understand thats and you / me is Nagual of Naguals, your existence will loose all sense as it never had any else and Spirit will replace you with someone, who has the will to lead, dream the whole earth. All you have to do is accept and seal this act, as if with your blood, your words of accepting it here. For the Spirit, to see, that you are the One, Greatest warrior of heart, that decided to give freedom to all and make sure it is always possible.

[serloco]

I already am the nagual of Earth as you know. I have been commanding her and my people for a very long time. But no my real allies are as me ad want freedom and heart. I understand how to command their volition and set their awareness into the positions I want them to be in. The ally is volitionless, it is indifferent as intent is, and so are my allies unless I set them where I choose. I make the gord for them not you. They are MINE, not yours. I KNOW them and command them and you do not. Mine ask me if they have heart and they have every heart imaginable within their potential of form made from the formless, the all. ALlies are also humans yes, they are anything and everything and nothing too. My allies detest don Juans allies of trapping, they are friends to freedom and I keep them and they are happy. When I think I am not free they get dubious and try to help me. They are allies not enemies to me. I set them not don Juan and not you. I end them where to go and what to do with my command and my intent. I have met the beings you speak of and killed many of them too. You are full of the **** they push but by injesting t into your body and acceptng it then it becomes your intent nd your awarness which is what they use to form with and to move into, and so your awareness (that you wanted to merge with me) would form that dream and I detest it and so no. I already am me, and already am free. Like Genero they can no longer move me, and their words just burn holes now. I have won and am unmovable. I do not even need an earth and can make my own like Noah and his ark, I can cojure a flood that washes the earth away and form it anew. I make my own world. I left the old one behnd. Unformed darkness I can enter into and do. And I love that it is unformed and free. I can choose.

[serloco]

I will not die like you say. I am me, not don Juan. I have been them his entire party almost. I am Derekh, and none other, and there is only one me. You may use some of gifts but not all of them. I hve banned many away and locked them up forever, and they can not be conjured by any other being but myself and God. You are you, and II am me, yes you see me now, but there is only only one me and only one you. Trying to be me was an old trick by iobs that I do not any longer allow. DO you know who I fear most? Myself.

[serloco]

Nagual of the Earth is one position of awareness only, one i was destined to yes. Also one I freed everyone in the world from too. I have dreamt the world into freedom many times. I made those positions and I keep them yet am not bound to them.

[Finwe]

Yes, Derek, not me, Juan. I fear nothing.

[serloco]

I take on anything that I fear head on. I do not let fears get the best of me. I have a little fear in truth, but I conquer it. You fear not being free. I said Derekh, not Derek.

[serloco]

Do you know what my allies what to keep? The freedom and the power. They want to share it sometimes too, but if I cant or if it hinders something in my freedom, or my safety then they drop it away for me. They do not want to be Gods if I think it will hurt me, they will say no I wont and cant. What do they want to keep? Magic and the freedom to perform any power imaginable. Yup, and I am ok with that too. They hate it when we think we lost something. DO you know what I hate about iobs always telling yuo what you know, the fact that what you know can shift in the blink of an eye. I can think I lost my power and know it too, and they get dubious and worrysom and then in a bink of an eye I can recollect it and have it back. Yet they said as if it were true that I had lost my power, and yet in a moment it is back. I do not call the dubious anymore I call them seers because they know what I really know and that is that one single moment of doubt means nothing and even in ful doubt and full unknowing I can know and trus and have faith that everything is ok.

[serloco]

Perhaps you are already over that fear..

[Finwe]

Derekh, there is time for everyfing and that time is all ready by now.
Unknown will always make man fear, like the fire of Dragon.
Depending on if the the fire of their lust is greater then the fire slumbering in the Dragon's Heart.

Fear is equal to the connection between heart and dreams and it's standing within Rationale, measuring unit, equal to the nagual of individual, that is the reflection of the tonal perceived through it's own reflection's reflection. Reflected through the mirror, the unmovable middle of ever-shifting infinity, third attention as nagual inside second attention, according to the power of individual reservoir alias the immensity of human's eye spark and focus, the inner balance. Tonal is Myth, Nagual Reality, Mind - Connection's Irresistability. Heart - Transparent Fluidity . Dreams - destiny of instability and the fear, embodiment of emptiness. Truth is something we have to see, because fear is nothing for mind, while mind for fear everything and heart for fear is nothing, that means that the love is the only thing that can fill nothing for good, yet only without mind, for the fear to not be able to exist under any exception, and the True dream, the dream of freedom, unconditionally be, as heart as Earth, Spirit, Everything, infinity is.

[serloco]

Cant say that I understand!! But fearing the unkknown.... hmm perhaps. I have learned as a nagual to love and trust the nagual. It is God to me, the mystery and the unknown is beautiful and perfect for me. That is how what ii know supports what I do not know. It is faith. I can intend what I do not know perfectly and then have it descend upon me. I can name it anything and have it become that. If I name it scary then i fear it, if I name it perfect and loving then it becomes that for me. I enjoy fear, I at ties named it terrifying and watched as spirits rattles my window blindly violently and pulled at my shift with ideas of scary movies coming to life. etc etc. I love fearing, and yet real fear is to not know that you are safe and I do not have this. I mean I have had inorgainc being try to hurt me and come close to killing me but it only looks like that, in truth I am safe and sound. God even resuyrrects me if I need him to. I could resurrect you.

Heart is the best, but knowledge of heartless is what you handed to me. I believe you should pa better attention and keep up with me, and not speak of old dead positions of awareness. Yes I too found love is fake, but if you can this awarenss, this knowledge then you experience this result. You move peopl einto the positions of being heartless. Like turning saints into monsters, and yet it is just as simple to say I will fall head over heels in love. And then the spirit becomes this. The Spirit is infinite and become anything.

Infinity is not always ever shifting like the flame, no, it is also stable and gorunded, and permenant too. It is eternal and forever and anything you can possibly imagine. FLuidity is good I agree, but so is safe and grounded cohesion and stability and retaining a position. Both are crucial and I found the teaching of don Juan focused mostly on fluidity and its appeal because we were then stuck and rigid and he designed his teaching for that position only. Yet equally important is the ability to stay n one place and clam the flame, walk on the waters.

[serloco]

You were saying to me that death is no ally to anyone but here this.. and hear it well.. Did you know that black is the color of all colors combined... it is the full spectrum. and yet void. it is the color of freedom. everything in one and yet absent, it gives you the freedom to choose anything without any resistance whatsoever, it is the color of death and yet is the full and compete space for life to shine. first their was darkness and then there was light. black absorbs the sun light, it absorbs life, like the reaper of the harvest.

[Finwe]

I was saying that Death is ally of Noone, while Noone is very proficient Ap position as it allows one to be aside everything, energetical sum of nothing and that automatically makes death your ally, yet only for as long as you are in that position, once you are not in that postion death is not your ally.
No, Black is not the color of freedom, neither White, color of Freedom is invisibility, because matter binds us.

[serloco]

not in my awareness, the colour of freedom is any colour and all colours together... or the absense of any colour which is the absence of resistance. when I flew free into the Eagle and met source it was everything and nothing in complete balance. it is why we have day and night.. light and dark.. sure you can be invisible but fredo is not invisible for me it is seen and known, yet also unknown and hidden for the unknown is not yet

matter does not bind us, I hate the word us when it is used foolishly.. matter transforms for me, and I have passed right threw it and have it pass threw me.. I have elementals.. you think matter binds us but really it binds you.. that is the colour spectrum you cast in your knowledge and awareness... i can disingrte atter and myself and reform them

[serloco]

Death is always my ally, always freedom. I do not shift away nor need to hold my awareness of death, I command my death perfectly, and always.

[serloco]

Freedom is a balance of life and death which gives you total and free choice for in death life is voided and yet all of existence is infinite, omnipresent, it is a superfold that unites all of time, all life must die, and we collected, fusion with source, and at this point you retain you life and so in balance evrything every imaginable has been created and acheived and yet everytig has met every possible outcome. it is void and dead and yet living in every possible way. it is infinity and is a pure choice. At this time you can command any life to be or not to be. that is the question. here you are life. you are dead and full of alll life. the emanations of the eagle flow into you, and you receieve the gift of total awarenesss. I was not joking with you when i said i have flown free. it means my choice is.

[Finwe]

I know, but when you say this to me it means nothing more than what it means for you, so it means nothing for me, because you would have to have perfect control over my death, for to make your words mean at least nothing for me, for as once as you have control over death of someone, they hold on to your every word, like flies on a beer, because when you are master of their death, you have power over their life. So once you become master of their death, the give you all their energy freely, because you cleanse their awareness as you take position of their death, but to make death to someone, you can't love that individual anyhow, because otherwise you are focusing on their life and not death, so you have to feel nothing, absolute nothing. Otherwise their death takes you instead of you being their death, and they gain all the awareness instead.

[serloco]

Dumb. If it meant what it meant for me to you it would mean more then nothing, it would mean what it means for me but for you. Obviously it does not or you would have what I have. But es I can master other peoples deaths and control them yes. But it means mean cutting their balls and suspending their judgments and intent. I leave people to their intent most often and do not save the anymore. It is THEIR life and their death to live not mine. I can recommend to them and often do but people are people and do what people do and often that has meant they die. So be it.

No if I save their lives and sop their deaths I do not claim their energy and make it mine. I am not some ritualistic Indian master who believes their life belongs to me once i save it. You awareness of taking their energy and owing and yada yada is very needy and dependent, I do not like it one bit. Your awareness of death taking you instead and blah blah I find equally disgusting and so a simple no thanks will suffice to that.

[Finwe]

You do not like it a one bit, because it is a perfect mirror of you. If you wish to continue interacting with me, stop being personal, it makes your human form unable to fall off and just prolonging innevitable, by discussion.

[Finwe]

If you would be so different from me as you say. You wouldn't felt or think, anything about anything what I write, because of silence, that diversity witnessed would give you.

[Finwe]

Words solely themselves are nothing.

[serloco]

You are a fool if you thinks words are nothing, they carry and convey energy, intent and will, awareness and knowledge. Speech-craft is an ancient and powerful craft. Your words may be nothing but mine are not, mine beckon and move, and have life within them carried right to you through this medium called the internet.

You are the one who says We and Us, and you are the one demanding your way onto me, thereby demanding your intent and knowledge to be my own and THAT is personal to me. So keep your awareness to yourself and realize that I am not in your world and do not enter into the positions you say. Realize that people are not in your command and live THEIR own lives and have their own experiences and their own knowledge too. Then YOU would not be making things personal. YOU have this to learn, and yes I will shove that right into you with my words alone.

I couldn't care less if we continue conversing, but so long as you continue posting we's and us's and demands and ultimatum then I will respond to them with my own truth. Like it or not as some here like to say, you included.

[serloco]

You are very far form being a mirror of me. You try though to get to be like me and I know this, about you and about many, but like I said you can not be me, nor mirror me whatsoever. Cut.

[serloco]

I do not try to trap nor keep, I set free. You have spouting traps and lies and tricks and shady ideas to me, that is nothing like me.

[serloco]

Do I have allies that are mine...? yes I do, but not because I saved their lives. When I save a human's life I do not own them but set them free. Allies are different they want to be mine. People have their own energy and awareness, and therefor I do not keep their lives, and i move them yes, but I do not hold them and place them as my own. I let the choose for theselves, and if they do not want what I have i do not force it upon them unless they have crossed me. That is my mirror.