Power is not Power

[Finwe]

A day before, I decided and deemed myself ready to finally conquer one IB, which was following me from my birth on sometimes and I was sometimes playing alittle with this ally, and later has long worried me as I wasn't able to conquer him yet.
But in that day I have as I just decided to put an end to that hunt, this ally was stronger than all people together and bigger than Earth and was luring me to use all his strenght and I started changing people's AP into harmonious flows as I saw what they needed, however this Ally was lust emancipated of need, an embodiment of unlimited power and  as I was using that power, everything was getting darkerly powerful, I was getting more enjoying myself than warrior should, and was like from chains unleashed, flying and doing unimaginable magic everywhere and it had no end, it became empty and shallow, like a words of a lier, started like fire devour me whole, from this pain, in the greatest depth of it, from my eye a tear fallen, like Ice in desert, from my heart, my inner child on it's own accord sent away that IB and I lost all the power, along with my power I had to give him to repay him the power he gave me and I nearly died that moment as that IB was bigger than Earth or Her power, my body shrinked and all my youth was begone, I was an old man in a very old body, that can hardly move itself just because of one "want of power" lost all my years that were to come in my life and I for long was pondering, why ? why ? Why the IB rather not took my whole life, so that I could now not be in pain anymore and nomore and then She, Earth spoke to me, as of my pain, told me, that this all has not happened without a reason and just on my childish whim of power, That this happened, to show me how stubborn like Oak I am and where it can lead, if I won't become warrior because of that and Earth said me, that until the Earth is not healed, I will remain in this old broken body as I understood this a question on my mind surfaced and I asked Earth, "How is it possible, that you saved me, when it was my inner child that sent that unearthly phantom of power away ?", She smiled and I heard the crystal dewdrops, like eternal peace of her voice, she said me silkeenly "Here you were born, here you always were and will be the golden child, as the Mold of a Man formed you, I give you space, eternity, where to be and grow like a Tree, real power is healing."

[Guest]

If real power comes from healing, does a person have to be hurt first in order to experience the healing? In order to obtain that real power?

[Finwe]

No, but has to realize, somehow, that love of warriors is what earth needs in this age the most.
As only a true love of a warrior, heart clear within it's intention towards Earth and life that it encompasses, it's home, becomes and is immortal.

[Guest]

If love is the key does it matter how it's expressed? Let's say I have an aversion to people and human contact, so giving and receiving physical touch is terribly difficult. Instead, I've donated large sums of money to charitable organizations and set up trust funds to ensure a very long term future for their organization. I feel very connected to those who receive my funding, I envision their success and being a part of that for as long as I can, yet I'm unable to be present in person.

Is this enough?

[Finwe]

If you feel that way, it is.

[Finwe]

Energetical source, heart is a fact, responsible for everything around it, including nothing at once, forever through the leap of faith, the truth of fall.

[serloco]

Power is as you assign power to be. If you assign it to love then you get it from love. Power is everything, if you say love gives you something then that is the power you assign to love. Everything is power, like if you say the wind moves the clouds then you have given the wind power to move them. If you say my mind moves to wind and clouds then you assign the pwer to yourself. Ultiately you are assigning it anyways. You are the source of this power, which is to say life. t is why IOBS have no real volition on their own, you give the volition. They tell you what you know, which is because your awareness moves them. You give the life, the power. If I give the life to the wind then I give it that life, which is ultimately the awareness I assign to my perceptions. SOme people say the TV is evil, and is real, then that is the power you reap form sowing those seeds. Power and responsibility go hand in hand, you must take full responsibility. THe old seers gave their allies too much power and it defeated some of them. I almost did the same thing but realized that the power is in my to give, and the mean nasty dark iobs lost everything I gave to them and though they were once Gods are now empty. Most of them. Becuase I realized before it was too late that the power I gave to them I GAVE TO THEM. Everything is power. Even hate if you give it power.

[serloco]

You are never stuck being old either. Many ways to grow, not just the old habitual awareness and knowledge. You can choose your own knowledge, your own shifts, your own choices.

[serloco]

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[Finwe]

Warrior never has any options, warrior has only one right.

[serloco]

Does a star shine in only one direction? Does a problem have only one solution? Does a sorcerer have just one position of awareness of reality?

[Finwe]

Since, universe is purely subjective, Yes.

[serloco]

Well where I come from creation multiplies and divides, life propagates/perpetuates Infinity. Every way is.

[Finwe]

Warrior's eyes are always set on the horizon.

[Finwe]

Serloco, everything is still subjective, no matter it's value, direction nor intention. Objectivity is simply nonsense because, observer is still a subject observing subject, so the observation is subjective. Objectivity is just a pompous way of scientist and flyers attached to them, to keep people from dreaming their own worlds, as objectivity automatically instill validity exceeding the actual limits and borders of observing unit.

[serloco]

Wrong you can observe without affecting anything. It is how you enter into the nagual, the unknown. And also how you enter into someone else's world and dream without affecting it in anyway. Also I can cut down the energies, the will, and make it void. You flier infested world is void to me. Denied. YOU give YOUR world's power and YOUR scientists flier garbage maybe, but not MINE.

[serloco]

Infinity is illimitable.

[Finwe]

Observation is subjective due to fact, observer is subject. Please read my posts consciently, if u wish to reply to them, I have explained this just a post above yours.

[serloco]

I read them dude and understand what you are trying to say, but disagree. Not everything is subjective and the observer does not have to effect anything at all, if you are in that position of observation. It is merely a position of awareness. It is still technically subjective but your subjectivity frees you from being subjective.

[Finwe]

Im glad you finally get it

[serloco]

Rub some oatmeal onto your face. not the quick cook kind tho it doesn't work well. rub it on your face until it hardens. then remove it and you will see yourself younger. it also provides fluidity to your face, and it can make you appear as energy.

[serloco]

btw there are positions of awareness of the dead, the living dead, the undead too, beings with no reflections at all. I have been them.

[Finwe]

I can be anything, heart is always what it always was, no matter what, naturally.

[serloco]

Wrong, not in my world you can't, you'd be denied, just like i denied your future you tried to make for me. Don't step over my lines, my boundaries are very real here. You can not have me, nor my gifts, nor my future. I give only to those who are deserving of my gifts. Remember that and you will be fine. Cross those lines and you meet me as BattleWolf, and none have reigned supreme 'gainst BattleWolf. Not a threat, a promise mark my words. Other then that I have no quarry with you good sir, you keep i your heart and respect me then we will never have a problem. You try to force yourself onto me or my people then it's on. Other then that I wish you well and in your you may do as you wish.

[Finwe]

If this is about something else than having last post in thread.