what exactly is stalking

[shamanka]

i feel the fog as infinite possibilities , rather than some peoples minds feel it as confusion or contradiction within....maybe cherry this is what you feel? a fluid state, where lots of things are seen but nothing has been set to make it come to pass on the tonal yet....

i have ran through the fog on many occasions in dreaming and dreaming awake....for me it signifies the loss of the tonal mind...a gateway to 2nd attention if you like..

if i take others through the fog, to get them to experience lucid dreaming, they get heavy and drag behind, if their mind is still 'heavy' in the tonal...

it feels like it screams, they either let go of it, or, cannot get solid on other side....if they seem to be solid on the other side, they tend to recall the experience...if just energy on other side, it tends to still affect tonally, but little or no recall is recorded....in my experience..

[cherryarc]

Yes yes it is like a fog. For which anything i do cannot be remembered. Possibly a second attention, here things also seem more possible. Like in the diner, i felt as if i would only live once, so why not try. Even as i am sitting here in school, i have imagined everyone as an actor. And i feel a cold contentment wash over me. Something is to be said about this link though re connecting that link seems like the task. But what would it mean if my tonal mind has left. Do i get it back?

[Turin Otzaki]

glance left wrote:Stalk inner silence.

And in doing so, we will discover the interface with Infinity...the living, breathing link. Once that's found, it's simply a matter of stalking that link wherever we go in whichever situation. Discovering what disconnects us when we disconnect...and learning to recover the link over and over and over and over and over and over and over again...until the link is sustained permanently. And then we'll bloom back into our full power which will transport us beyond the world as we know it.we discover that there is no separation between 'us' and infinity. So beautifully said Glance, over and over and over we remember until it becomes continuous remembering x

[cherryarc]

I have just stalked, any situation that I have to evade from after a loss, ends up as a bad memory that I do not like to revisit. Is this because I have lost energy to the situation?

[Mornings Son]

Cherry it could be that you add some negative self-importance to yourself. Getting attached to stories about yourself and the situation of loss.

[cherryarc]

Its possible, I do know that I have negative self importance, of which I am working on. But its more or less just a concious awareness issue, I may not have lost any of these things but that I loose awareness and cannot see them and forget about them. I realise I am sort of getting away from the topic. I am in the process of stalking a petty tyrant at work right now. Although I believe I am going to stick to subtle methods. and not make anything a life or death situation. I think I tend to pull conversations especially with warriors to things which I know about or can talk about, as I am not that versed in sorcery.

I think you are right though, what you said makes a lot of sense, The stories. So this is a negative self importance eh. I think I have just learned what self importance is.

Thank you.

[NagualHuman]

Maybe there it no value in negative ? What if we hail to the negative in rightfull arm? I think there alot of time about the games and loosening the grip towards the middle, where it makes us to be really horrified, and not just Position, maybe something so subtle as Nopreposition, maybe a brink of an eye... I think you are still too much stalking the white colors, because you are trying to achieve something really sensing to the stored information in before time, but I think that if Old can live with the Modern "Unitrained", maybe we all live in just one big jungle with vulcanos and alot shallow misty piranha waters and deep end green snake swift rivers. I often feel that we almost forgot about our nature and things that we can obtain by attaing in to the "invisibel" source of infidelity and see it just very very transascend to a light that shines in light, the transluncent poof! of Herodotos performing the act without a single cut.

[NagualHuman]

I think we can discuss this eternal planes in more confidient place then we really perceive, and more opened realm is always between our sight.

[cherryarc]

Someone not to long ago, a psychic friend, asked me why sorcery, To which I replied it has the answers to my questions, It has power and discipline.. everything one could want. But then I felt thats not really a good answer. And I was thinking today... I was stopped at a stop light on the way home from work and I was pondering the question. And then i came to the realisation that I want to be exempt from the forces of life. I want to move through them. I want them to be under my control. or simply just learn how to work with them. Because for too long they have weighed down on me.

I dont really but with a vague sense understand what you mean by working with the white instead of the invisible, I find it interesting though that you pick that up from me. It seems the dark has always wanted me, but somehow i try to remain in the light. thats the subtext i read, but what i think your really saying is that, its possible for the modern to live in the old ways just as the old live in the modern world. And that perhaps there is something to be said for following silent knowledge as opposed to reason. There was a time where I wanted to live in the old ways, but now I find myself wanting to be in the new times, up to speed with everything. Adapt or die I usually say to myself.

[NagualHuman]

I dont think that we must necasserily die, have you heard about Recapitulation of PasteLife ? and Imaginations of "FuTubi" Light? I said oince to my friend Toby "*** off!" and it made me feel really strange several days after, is there some way to equalize and get this problem recaptured ?No, I think its not the problem...I dont know, I just feel that wherever I may fall off it will take me to the place whereas I should be with my life.
I have really found now value from all of,the invisibility of reactions as sometimes perceived without visibility without any color in our actions and its possible that we shine while we should less try and get univisibely gaining more ?
We had beard many voices heard past our times and the times why we can see in our hearts, the question that deepens us me in resolves in certain very thight"Black Pants" which caused me pains while I was trying to dance on the "Rave" parties, I often feel strange "Hide-like" feelings in my back, but I feel we everytime in our life feel sometime someone wallching us from behind... Like if there is some Man Behind the Curtain or I dont know, but sometimes it really feels just like a weaved curtain, the all shits people step into.
Oinsequencess of our actions on The Other people around when we feel shy and dont know what to say ?
if the subtleness of light is really enough ? we can see maybe more than selfish and arrogant actions of anOther seeing by uncorned graylike manner, because I think that when everything In my life was the Grayest after some time I was able to see more new opportunites which were invisible to my sight.....
I was fishing with my friends at the sea and I managed to catch an eel he even gave me some shocks but when I killed him he was really good on the fire and at that occasion friends asked me if I catched it by myself, because noone was able to believe that I catched the Eletric Eel by just my bare hands, but it was evident so everyone was quiet, I was in that moment thinking if my friends also ever heard an animal like that and if so if it was somehow special to them?
They smiled and my friend Froyd said that he was trying to shoot animals from the sky many time with shotgun slugs of Sc040 but when he tried the Green Ones of Sc808, suddenly he became the biggest "Bird Hunter" and that he catched one day a very special butterfly in a trap he made in his garden, but his mother did not wanted him to keep it that way, but the butterfly also escaped. Which Angried my friend alot but he got along and does not care of his mother anymore and I can speak with her freely...because I really love her cakes.

I was questioning myself several times, does the transactions have been approved by severance of myself off the question that bothers my every while about "what The Other" thinks of me, who knows... I can only know that I want to show myself off really gently so I can feel some of the "warmth" inside, and that way for me I learned my lesson that I dont have to just shine, but maybe I am grayskin like everyone around, it may sounds that I feel alien sometimes but havent you ever felt like "Forgein" ?
I am really desperate in me relationships but I still see that being impeccable acting transparent allows me to see the rainbow of everyday "usual" life and I am glad for that.
I had some strange feeling today visiting the grayveyard where was my uncle and when I lied the flower on his final resting place, I somehow heard his word saying
"Yes, I am elsewhere" I have been saying this for whole my life, but I never knew that it will be so sad and often happy between the people...the Great Eelsnow.

I feel like that in every droplet of snow droplet there is whole life story written for us to read.

[NagualHuman]

Adapt or LeCap?

I think that captioning the right moment often in us resides... so why dont we just attach your thats to their true meaning of relationship between all the birds and bunnies we come across in our lifes... Or Alot Asked if this Jungle is mine ? If am predator or preying upon weak animals...I think I am living in the Jungle the Lush Ancient Trees which I have my lungs of planets and also the Invisible patterns aproachings I though many times that the Greg is desperate in his search, but I gave him advice to try "Triple" because you know he had two relationships with woman and did not know how to aproach this situation there was the "Younger TotalBlond" but he said he is going to whell that even to her another woman any if one of times wants to leaves his life, they should know and get to know each other, At first they was really horrified by getting to know that such "Devility" was hidden between hers man, but after few weeks they managed to communicate again (many fights thoughts) and they even got together in "Triple" I dont know If I have some right to speak about my friend...but I think he also is already over all the shame, you know, when hog two.

[cherryarc]

Yes I was wondering about that, If warriors who believe in sorcery believe in things like past lives. I know I do. I actually found out my souls age the other day. About the feeling of something attatched to your back, Is it like something spirtually attatched to you? Sometimes I used to get that, like a spiritual hide attatched to my back at times. Yeah I used to have the whole light shine thing, But along with it there was a lot of downsides too. Being etheral I would say suits me better, Although I am trying to revert back to my base settings, currently. I could tell by the picture that you are from either ukraine or russia, And now I have just realised by the time you replied to my post.

[NagualHuman]

Althought the picture doesnt show much of myself "really" I feel it shows us something... when we all the time let all the voices to reflect themselves.
dont take me wrong I like walking in the sun but also the Winter is really amazing!
I sometimes feel that we are giving too much of our warmth to others, while we should give more to ourselves, even though getting Over the past sometime is horrific.
I was thinking that I did not liked to climb much the mountains, but I gave myself a warriors challenge! to climb on a mountain , strangely I somehow felt mountain, I would like to visit and climb, I found one - its Biggest Mountain of our Country and it is called "Sněžka" "S-niss-ka", I somehow feel connected to that mountain because feeling that I can overtake its top is really showing me, my value and how much I can give off myself to make some photo "Up-there".

Any of the photos are not from my belogning so I dont hope there will be problems with "ovenship ™ rules"







There is also this great lake under and I hope I will have some time to take a bath, because refreshing effects of waters in the nature are really...
refreshing and even thou I do not knou if the wheater will grant me my wish while the winter is now aproaching so who knows?

I forgot about this "Lan-Ride-Machine" I forgot the english word for it but in czech language its called "Lanowka" it takes people upside the mountain when they want to see the view between sky and also takes the downwards when they return back, I was thinking about instead of taking ride down...Taking some "Trekking Adventure".
Also my friends Anna and Hans was there the last week and they said that such a view is really worth coming to...
I dont know what to say, I am just really glad Im climbing on that mountain in next weeks...
Do you also have some nice places where would you like to climb or dive into?

Which reminds me of the Carribean where I was on holidays, was you ever on Jamaica or Kingston ?

[NagualHuman]

This is the photo of that wonderful machine that will take me on the mountain next week

[serloco]

As i understand it stalking is to gain awareness, and to alter awareness to fit any scenerio. We are in essence dreaming, or willing, this reality into form. This includes your own form. Keep in mind reality has been shoved down your throat since you were a baby, and so all the underpinning of reality have been nailed firmly into place. All your thoughts have been conditioned to support this reality, or the reality you are within. A stalker watches closely his own awareness, his own thoughts and ideas, his definitions and his feelings. However a stalker can learn to manipulate his awareness, changing his point of view, his awareness to accomplish whatever he is planning to accomplish. He does this with his active awareness, his actively generating thoughts. Any slight change to his awareness entails a slight change in his perception, and his actions. By controlling your active awareness you can control your perception, or the way events are to unfold. In a way reality is filled with values, and these values define reality, but by altering the values, by first being aware of them, you can alter reality. Reality is awareness. In essence you can will anything into existence, but what is holding you back is the fixation of your daily awareness. The paradigm you have injested that tells you that the world is what it is. This awareness upholds the world in that form. A stalker will stretch his awareness and gain as much knowledge and awareness of the world as he can. In effect a stalker can basically predict events in the world because he is aware of the world. The problem a stalker faces is that the fixation of his awareness in the daily world prevents his awareness from experiencing other awareness'. A stalker must shatter his bubble in some way, to allow another configuration of awareness to manifest. Once another version, or position, of reality transpires he sees that there are numerous positions his awareness can take, and with practice a stalker can walk his awareness to these varying positions. He does this by becoming fluid and controlling his shifts. He guides his awareness to the position he intends, either knowingly ( a known position) or unknowingly (blind faith). He can do this by controlling his thoughts and awareness. A good stalker will repeatedly stalk his new awareness to gain cohesion on them. The more he uses his new positions the more he creates cohesion, or pathways. Once in the new position he can expand further.

[Guest]

serloco wrote:A good stalker will repeatedly stalk his new awareness to gain cohesion on them. The more he uses his new positions the more he creates cohesion, or pathways. Once in the new position he can expand further.Damn, that's good brain fodder right there.  Neural pathways operate in this manner as well.  Makes total sense.  Thanks, Serloco.

[serloco]

Kaomea wrote:
serloco wrote:A good stalker will repeatedly stalk his new awareness to gain cohesion on them. The more he uses his new positions the more he creates cohesion, or pathways. Once in the new position he can expand further.
Damn, that's good brain fodder right there.  Neural pathways operate in this manner as well.  Makes total sense.  Thanks, Serloco.
Glad to help. That's often how i see awareness, as channels reaching out into infinity. Of course it is energy first.

[watergaze]

serloco wrote: A stalker must shatter his bubble in some way, to allow another configuration of awareness to manifest. Once another version, or position, of reality transpires he sees that there are numerous positions his awareness can take, and with practice a stalker can walk his awareness to these varying positions. He does this by becoming fluid and controlling his shifts. He guides his awareness to the position he intends, either knowingly ( a known position) or unknowingly (blind faith). He can do this by controlling his thoughts and awareness. A good stalker will repeatedly stalk his new awareness to gain cohesion on them. The more he uses his new positions the more he creates cohesion, or pathways. Once in the new position he can expand further. This is what I call Feeling Map in my lingo . Each spot is a certain state or feeling state. To shift where I already was I remember the feeling key. To shift to a new spot Im not sure how to talk about, I guess closes I can say is I intend it.. it is harder depending on how (un)common a position I am aiming for.
The blind faith thing happens for example in unforeseen situations and is often as much a surprise to me as to the others

[serloco]

watergaze wrote:
This is what I call Feeling Map in my lingo . Each spot is a certain state or feeling state. To shift where I already was I remember the feeling key. To shift to a new spot Im not sure how to talk about, I guess closes I can say is I intend it.. it is harder depending on how (un)common a position I am aiming for.
The blind faith thing happens for example in unforeseen situations and is often as much a surprise to me as to the others
 
Using the feeling as a trigger to the memory is a good technique. While stalking the memory i became aware of it as a body of memory, like a watchful record keeper. It tied in with my knowledge of time in that every moment in time is recorded as being `right now`. I boils down to the memory as being able to connect and activate the exact moment of awareness. A record of complete consciousness.

[Guest]