Fear and explanation

[scout1]

its only on us if continue in our Personal lie or we turn over.



Fundamentally.

[scout1]

i choose to overcome with Silence, with concentration, with discipline, being oneself, in zazen.



We need the concentration on the good. or we fade away.

[scout1]

I say stop to losing my soul.

[Wei Shan Yang]

"We need the concentration on the good. or we fade away."



Yes, this is true scout. I see that I easily slip into attention on negative...like inertia force pulling in. Just habit, just because everyone else did/does it. Being critical of the world instead of seeing the beauty. Its so very important to see the beauty/good in things. Its the harder thing to do at first, so we must train ourselves. This is what I felt about myself last night. I'm a pretty positive person...but could take it up a notch or two... and then some, and need to. My body needs it. We store everything in our body and what we sow we shall reap...its that simple...and its about intent. The hard part is the follow through, the flier will try to make us forget all our realizations that support our exisitence, our power.

[shamanka]

Wei Shan Yang wrote Gonzo...dealing with my 'guru' one on one is extremely beautiful, enlightening, and purely positive, where as dealing with the FI is a nuisance and worse. btw, I don't think you've seen your flier yet. Which is why you don't sense its presence. But look at your interactions on the forum, your combative nature, your inability to connect in vulnerability, tune into another's heart (I've shared my heart with you more than once and it went unanswered)... traces of the FI influence...its there. I'm not saying you don't have heart felt relationships, I'm sure you do, but just looking at your actions here, we can see a bit of Gonzo the man, where he's at, were he's not at.
Wei, i really don't think you've got the point of G's interaction, creation and stance (as in controlled folly) 

We all have a combative nature at times,and, not everyone feels that 'vulnerability' is necessary,  as a way of communicating with another. Why does anyone 'have to' be anything?  


Why 'should' he answer your intent of opening his heart...why do you wish him to do that.?..look at the agenda...


 Because he doesn't shift to your will and therefore give you his power, you then go into the 'I see FI influence'...typical....he did not wish to respond to your own expectations....so?  (FI influence -as you believe it, so it exists for you)


Some  have dealt with that concept and, some don't believe it at all. Therefore not making it an existent part of their reality (if you don't use or feed the connection, it falls away from you)


Keep throwing it at people who don't believe, is like throwing a negative affirmation at them....a "you will believe" kind of approach..which we all hate from mainstream religions.We all rebel at that kind of 'telling' dont we?


We are all welcome to use the full spectrum of vibrations to interact with. 


Maybe . just maybe he is offering you a new insight into 'inner authority' and how he has chosen his stance consciously. I challenge you to see the validity of free choice within each individual, 
We know that if we wish to see change on the 'external' the only thing we can change, is our 'internal'. Nothing else is our business.


This is a piece of 'knowing' i was told .....that the equal and opposite vibration to inner 'frustration' is 'inner peace with the way things are'. 
This has helped me many times over the years. If you choose to receive it from yourself for yourself, I trust and wish the perfect outcome for you.


Much love to you Wei, You 'present' a strong identity and, I respect that. 
Shamanka xxx

[Nu Lang]

Hi Shamanka, I just read this...its not as easy for me to read all teh forum posts these days as there seem to be so many and spread out. So apologies to anyone who posted to me and I didn't respond, likely I didn;t read it...you can alwasy PM me to let me know if you feel I, or want me to respond...I usually do.



Anyway, well, I feel I am misunderstood very often. Becasue what I do here on this forum is I just speak what comes to me. I dont; linger afterwards on what I said. I see people seeing my intereactions as "more than" they are to me. Such as me wantign Gonzo to change. No I just challenge him here, his perspective, I really don't expect change one way or anotehr. Its really hard for me to explain where I'm at now...but I would say controlled folly is a good word. Not all teh time, but many times, I am just testing people and myself, pushign the envelope. But I never really knwo how the other will respond and sometiems they surprise me. Its just the way I communcate here. Please knwo I am not takign the intereaction with G and runimating over it. I post and then forget abotu it. Its sincere I just don't hang onto what I said, especially a casual intereaction such as here.



Matters of the heart are different (things and people I really care about), take more of my energy and feeling, need recap and all that, cry sometimes, yes so I do understand what you are getting at. If I honestly felt I needed to do this regarding what I said here, I would say so, but this was just a light exchange from my perspective. I feel it was a good challenge for Gonzo too. How he responds is his choice, I don't keep a running tab or even remember what I was challenging, lol, its funny but true. I know its hard to see that based on just seeing the words/posts. So reading intent is anotehr indicator.

[Nu Lang]

Oh, and just so you know, I do seek to alwasy update my syntax to more and more positive stance, so that much I acknowledge. I grow and change and then the words will reflect that.

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