My name is human

[Julio Juliopolis]

I've been hearing this a lot on the radio lately. Good song, good themes, inspirational.

[serloco]

Hey very nice tune... I am always sceptical of "I am human" and "we are human" type jazz. Its like so obvious that they arent.. lol.. but the song is awesome.. thanks for sharing.. I like how he says stand up and face your God.. I been trying again to free many people and give them awareness and knowledge.. Yet so many seem so content just to be trapped. WAKE UP!!!!!!!!! Also like the part about coming from the stars..

[Nagual Menagerie]

[Julio Juliopolis]

The Runaway

I'm running away!
I'm really doing it!
I've got my neckerchief tied to a stick,
It holds an apple, some cheese, and a jar of peanut butter,
Things better change around here right now!,
No? Okay then I'm really doing it,

Someday you'll see me begging on the side of the road,
And maybe you'll stop to give me a dollar,
I'll say "thank you sir and ma'am", because I won't recognize you anymore,
And as you drive away you'll wonder where you went wrong,
Why your little angel didn't grow up to be a doctor,
Or a lawyer, an engineer, or even... President of the United States!
And then you'll wish you had listened to me!

But no.... you won't listen now, so you won't know then,
That you stopped the greatest President this country would ever have from happening,
By insisting I have such an early bedtime,
And force feeding me brussel sprouts,
And letting my brother get two turns on the Nintendo and not giving me any,
And refusing to buy me that new toy I wanted,
All in one night!

Yes I know I've threatened to leave before,
What's it been, 3 times a month since last November?
But this time, this time I mean it!
I've opened the door,
My foot is already outside,
...,
Can I borrow a harmonica?

[Nagual Menagerie]

I love music, a harmonic is a fantastic idea.  I have said I would leave and I did leave.  I didn't say for how long or if I would return.  I made it clear how to keep in touch should anyone need me for anything (serious).  I thought it would be considerate to communicate my departure for those who might wonder where Kao went  

Kao went to take care of the other people who matter to her--beyond Sorcery.  

I'm sorry you seem upset that I leave so often.  This forum has been a meaningful part of my life and the people I've spent much time with will always remain a part of my memories and the growth I experienced while here.  When people leave it's not because they dislike you; sometimes people need to do a different period of growth apart from one another.  I figure it may do some good to be around people who love and support my intelligence and creative (though sometimes chaotic) interests.  It sounds rather enjoyable  Specifically, I'm going back to school (took a 6 month break) and getting a "normal" job (I'm adulting!).  

Coming here doesn't really align well with those other pursuits.  I enjoy my time here so much that time itself seems to be sucked in like a black hole.  It's a wonderful distraction that takes me away from my goals of life.  It's now time for life.

Thanks for asking and caring about my movements.  I know you prefer me around but think of it this way--your moderating job will be loads easier now  if you need anything, Sen has my phone number and can get ahold of me should the need arise.  I'm never entirely out of reach.  Who knows too, I might find myself back here in a month or few.  Enjoy my absence, Sorcery deserves a new growth cycle.  That and I always do this anyway--breaks are a natural rhythm of life.  I need frequent breaks from everything I do--it brings in fresh ideas and new applications of said ideas.  Breaks keep my style fresh  

Think of me like a fish in the sea--my tail is always hooked and should the fisherman be hungry, he only needs to lure me in.  Sen is that fisherman who holds my line.  Until he tugs, I'll be out at sea  Consider him my handler.  

I wonder when they'll get around to deleting my account... should be soon?

[Julio Juliopolis]

See, the thing is I see you hop into this thread of mine and post a song in which a woman is accusing a man of murdering her just before you go. I think "Why did she post that?" and it looks like you did so to get me to feel like I've harmed you, (somehow symbollically murdering you), and am responsible for you being gone. I know that might not be exactly what you were thinking, but I don't see a reason for you posting that which doesn't try to make me feel bad. Which is something I've seen you do before to people when you announced you were leaving. And I don't get why you do it, especially because you keep doing it to people who care about you. But it's your choice if you want to keep taking people's good will for granted. Maybe it'll work out for you to do that.

As for me continuing to have my goodwill spurned doesn't align with my current interests. At the moment, I'd rather be around people who love and support my intelligent and creative interests. So, I'm taking a sabbatical from communicating with you. If you need to communicate with me, you can reach me through Watergaze.

[Nagual Menagerie]

I'm sorry you feel that way. Sometimes music is a work of art to be taken in numerous ways. For example, Aurora is an artist who Serloco and I enjoy. The contemporary dance is delicate and moving. Overall it's a beautiful message of growth and transitions. Those can often be seen as an expression of death.

Why not take credit for my murder? It's a partial truth and very powerful to move someone so deeply. Namaste. The I AM in me sees the I AM in you. It says goodbye for now

You should only communicate with those who you want. You've made a wise decision and should stay away from me if you feel uncomfortable. Follow your heart and your spirit will guide you.

[serloco]

This is suiting..

[Julio Juliopolis]

Nagual Menagerie wrote:
I'm sorry you feel that way.  Sometimes music is a work of art to be taken in numerous ways.  For example, Aurora is an artist who Serloco and I enjoy.  The contemporary dance is delicate and moving.  Overall it's a beautiful message of growth and transitions.  Those can often be seen as an expression of death.  

Why not take credit for my murder?  It's a partial truth and very powerful to move someone so deeply.  Namaste.  The I AM in me sees the I AM in you.  It says goodbye for now  

You should only communicate with those who you want.  You've made a wise decision and should stay away from me if you feel uncomfortable.  Follow your heart and your spirit will guide you.

Watergaze told me you looked like you were trying to communicate with me more here. Aurora is a good artist. I'm not very familiar with her work, but I like her voice. That dancer in the video you posted was good too. I can't take credit for your "murder" even if it's partially true. Because any part that I played was just the universe using me to tell you something. So at best I could take credit for not trying to fight the universe. Which actually isn't as minor as it sounds. 

Still it is nice to hear that I've helped move you in a significant way. Perhaps in the future when the legend of Kaomea, Goddess of kindness and transformation is told, it will begin... "At first Kaomea was an ordinary woman like any other, trying to solve the puzzle of how to raise a family, eek out an income, and go to school at the same time. Then she chanced to meet Julio..."

So, goodbye to you, namaste, aloha, and all of that. Use your time wisely, let your heart guide your growth, and when you return do so as a friend.  ( Or else you'll have to go through Watergaze  )

[Julio Juliopolis]

serloco wrote:
Hey very nice tune... I am always sceptical of "I am human" and "we are human" type jazz. Its like so obvious that they arent.. lol.. but the song is awesome.. thanks for sharing.. I like how he says stand up and face your God.. I been trying again to free many people and give them awareness and knowledge.. Yet so many seem so content just to be trapped. WAKE UP!!!!!!!!! Also like the part about coming from the stars..

Yeah, he sings the message in a powerful and convincing way. Which so many people manage to screw up. Glad you enjoyed it.

[Julio Juliopolis]

serloco wrote:
This is suiting..

Yep. Speaking of good female singers with Irish accents, have you ever gotten into the Cranberries? They seem like a band you'd like.

[serloco]

beautiful song for sure.. Yes I have sampled The Cranberries. I like the ever popular Zombie. I loved the idea that the world and its wars were just in your head. I love the song you posted in that it idealizes Love and living off of reality which is what I often like to do.

[serloco]

here is another British group I enjoy...

[Nagual Menagerie]

JJ yeah.  It's true all my lessons are my own manifestation.  I murdered myself as I required lessons and took the path of least resistance.  You were one of multiple players in the game against myself.  If anyone deserved credit it would be Watergaze.  Oh how my heart beat only for her.  She was the most precious and innocent flower I've ever laid my vision upon.  She had not a bone in her body to harm even the darkest of souls.  That sort of beauty made me stumble over my own feet.  She's truly a fantastic stalker as she never intended harm.  How can anyone dislike that sort of spiritual purity I'll never understand.  

Serloco, I don't know how you tune into music so well.  You're one reason why I enjoy staying.  Maybe I'll use my other account to check in on your music and plants.  I love those personal stories where you've shared your ideas... I hope you make money from those seedlings.  Seeing seeds blossom into strong trees has a silent yet powerful style of speech.      I've often appreciated the way trees never had to say they provide life to others.  Trees just give off oxygen like the sun gives warmth... unconditionally.  It's beautiful.

[serloco]

With some people, and some life forms, love is an investment. You give and sooner or later you get rewarded in return. Thanks for the reward (puts a smile on my face)!

Well you see it started long ago. You are into Freud I assume, or at least have read some of his ideas? Well he had an assistant named Carl Jung who helped found analytical psychology. Very famous. Anyways he discovered something extraordinary in many of his patients. He coined the term syncronicity, which is akin to alignment. You see many people, myself included, can think of things and then hear them reflected around them, in people's voice, radio, tv, music, etc. YOu may have had it happen where someone speaks of the exact thing you were thinking of? It is a common experience however I took it further in my studies and sought it everywhere I went. It became a habitual position of awareness for me. Now I can think of a song and what i want it to sing and then open the page or do a search to find it.


The next step is the void. The now. Now is where alignment (sync) occurs. Not in the past or future but right now. If you think about it it makes sense. Creation, existence, is being made in the present always. Imagine that bnothing exists yet until the moment you arrive. AN open dark field full of potential that can be anything and yet is nothing yet until you form it, or align it. COntrol your idea and fill that void space with your idea, your intent!


The last step in my music is a lesson in time. Past, present and future, in my awareness often occur simultaneously. This means that since creation ins being, for me, created in the now, the present, then so is the past abnd future. SO this means i can look back into the past and create music that existed years ago and yet is being created from MY present (the future).. Muahahahahaha!!!!


Another lil tidbbit that helped me form my music is the realization that everything is the exact awareness you possess of it. Since, for me, everything has been The Ally, then everything IS My Ally. Music became my ally, and so did science, tv, art, and many other things I love. Since everything is awareness and knowldge you can control the awareness of... lets say music, and then have be that form you are controlling. Inner awareness equals outer alignment.


TADA!! Presto alla kazam!!

[serloco]

Now being the time, means you can devine the future from the present. In this song it shows you that my music is an ally. YOu can see how it resembles the last song i posted and yet is made for this moment now.

[serloco]

an "oldie but a newy"

[serloco]

This is the reason I am doing better these days and let go of my evil past.

[serloco]

one of my favs here, another oldie but newy!!

[serloco]

I think thats enough showing off for now!! Wink..

[Nagual Menagerie]

Serloco, I've studied major psychologists, but to be honest, they all had their specialties and none of them really struck a chord with me.  Each specialty makes sense, as a piece, but I was often hoping for a unification of specialties rather than a fragmented field.  Then again, most fields of science are fragmented fields (just as each of us is a fragmented awareness most of the time).  That's sort of a curse and blessing.  A curse because we don't have all the answers, but a blessing because we always have more to discover and we possess an endless curiosity.  This is a bit off-topic from what you were explaining, so sorry for diverging, but to return to what you mention--yes, psychology has a foothold in synchronicity.  

Psychology, the study of the mind, goes into the direction of what you said... perception plays a key role in how we experience reality.  The mind is breathlessly fascinating as it possesses the power to alter reality for our earth-bound experiences.  Push it far enough and the mind carries the potential to make us travelers beyond the chains of tonal reality.  Many of us have experienced shared dreaming and that was such a tremendous experience to learn we are more than our mind and hearts; we are also spirit.  Dreaming is where I learned to see beyond the human (with severe limitations) and into the spirit (where we're all very perfect and deserving of admiration and acceptance).  Aligning the tonal and the spirit has to lead to profound synchronicities and I've noticed those who have achieved such balance between those worlds have found the Emerald Tablet. 

You've explained it so well how you tap into music and here you are flexing those abilities.  I wish teaching others was as easy as merely telling them.  Unfortunately, lessons are most often learned by a combination of show and tell.  Thanks for doing both.

[Julio Juliopolis]

Psychology, the study of the mind,...
There's a few problems with psychology. One is that even a simple statement like that isn't entirely accurate. When I studied psychology I was given the definition that it was the study of human behavior. When psychologists can't agree about what it is their field studies, you know there's some issues with it at a fundamental level.
Serloco, I've studied major psychologists, but to be honest, they all had their specialties and none of them really struck a chord with me.  Each specialty makes sense, as a piece, but I was often hoping for a unification of specialties rather than a fragmented field.
Interestingly enough, I happened to come up with a start for a unified theory of psychology about 3 months ago, (I was studying the mind and human behavior, but from a "rationalist" perspective, not a psychological one). Try this out for size and tell me what you think... 

Here are all the reasons that people do things....
1 - Blindly out of habit
2 - They are trying to act out a role they are playing, (such as mom, dad, chef, patriot, postal worker, Mormon, etc.)
3 - Their desire to do the thing outweighs the energy they put into a rule which says they shouldn't do it. 

I'm guessing that all human actions can be explained by some combination of these things. Sure this doesn't get into other psychological items like the effects of chemical substances on the brain, or how people percieve differently and how that then influences their actions. However I think looking at those three things as a start and building up from there one could cover all of psychology. Am I right? Can you give an example of something that isn't covered by those three?

[serloco]

Very cool K. You know when i first studied the teaching of don Juan I alos wondered how tro put them into practice. So many deep concepts and yet i had no idea of even what some of them even meant. I knew however I wanted to learn and thus I intended to. I think it was his one teaching that helped me most and that said that a nagual teaches using the tonal first, using words and descriptions and then the nagual teaching, the actual shift or action, takes place later once the tonal has been properely introduced and set up for the lesson. I intended this anda then found m yself learning all the thing ws mentioned to me from his books. Of course once you know what you want to achieve all that is needed is the intent, or the command to learn.

That song is beautiful. Wow, sexy in so many ways. It really touched my heart and soul. A lovely connection. Thanks for sharing..

[Nagual Menagerie]

Same here, Serloco.  To this day I'm still learning and re-learning psychology.  As new studies are published new applications of old knowledge are born.  It's a continual adaptation to the field, which is nice that it's so fluid.  A dedication to the art of learning is a trait that pushes knowledge forward and I constantly see you doing this.  Heck, you're the reason I posted my "Power of Dance" thread just now.  You reminded me of the beauty of skillful mastery (with your tree hobby and application of DJ's lessons of awareness).  

Healthy expressions of self tend to carry a natural sexiness thank you for appreciating my expression

[serloco]

No no, thank you. You have a natural feminine sexyness about you that seems to draw suitors to you. You also have a good sense of human and youthful quality, a spunk, that is very attractive.

I am very glad to inspire. Dance is an amazing expression. I agree. Art forms are one of my  favorite things in life. Expression. I can just go out and watch people interactting and loving each other. Its the smallest things often that can bring out so much beauty.

I agree, knowledge and sciences etc, all can be relearned and expanded upon. I remember learning that a new perspective on something can indeed enahance and make it better. Someone new comes along with ideas of their own and we all add together and contribute through our diversity.