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This negative energy is expensive.  Thrice this week I woke up and felt like washed clothes beat on rocks and hung out to dry (including today).  Twice I obtained to the negativity and got re-energergizedy.  I expect I can repeat this, but I am really dead right now from getting high on this.  Look for you in chat.
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this should be in indulgences thread.. for an indulger you are.. i dont blame you tho.. i am full of negative energy.. one of my sllies wants me to be nice to the demons of reality.. see i always send them away and cast them into hell... drain them and bash them, fight them and even kill them.. they think i am not a saint.. well no **** i say.. i am a bad ass. but bring to me your demonic intentions and i will smoke you out. i cure everything. and bring good things to manifest into reality.. i rule baby.. come and get me if you dare... i wil cut your ass and leave you empty. i call myself a saint because before me they had no cures for the bad stuff, and i work in the bad stuff and i kill it and command it. i take out the trash.. wish harm on my fellow man and brother and i will cut you down. we will have no garbge here.. heal and grow young.. live your dreams and if those dreams are good then we are cool and can work together, but if you bring me **** and disease then i wil hurt you.. i claim to be a saint and i used to be one for real, but Satan came and his demons came into my orld and we had a fight, many of them, and now he is dead to me. but some of my allies, my old allies, still try to bring him back.. because i can resurrect. today they told me he is my friend, and i remember how he was once my friend, but he lost that path when he crossed me many times... sneaky SOB.. i dont work well with the evil sides. satan was an angel once, and that satan i loved, but he couldnt be good for long, and he would hurt me.. i killed him many times, and he nearly killed me too. but you gotta remember that satan clause is like santa, you gotta believe in him for him to be real. i cut out my belief, and now it is mine. no room for satan clause. not anymore. i am done suffering.. i heal, i command the dead. i resurrect the dead. i command life and i embrace everything. yeah sure, i am a lil crazy, i know it too.. but if you been down the roads i ben down then you ould be crazy too. take on what i have taken on and tell me how sane you are? inddulge? yeah sure why not.. but not to perilous levels. i am good you see... i want you and my brother and sister to live in peace and love and bliss. you cant do that with evil scum around, and so i kick ass baby.. i do it well. beeen thru hell and took it from satan.. i bring on my fears and jump right into them.. fear is weak. i challenge it and bring it on , i command it. i conjure monsters and demons, and melting faces, and broken will, and i use it to my advantage. i can break you in a second, and i can tell you what is to come, why? because i am an angel of creation and i am the angel prophet of God. Yes I am. I know i have fallen many times, but GOd is here for me. He makes me perfect.. and always has.. he made me more tricky then Satan and I tricked Satan and won. so there. He used to be the most tricky but i beat him in it . because i asked God nd trusted in God, and know do you know they try to trick me into resuurecting Satan? I laugh... Satan clause is dead.. ANd i am laying low.. i dont want too much... growing young is enough for me right now.. growing young, the music, and maybe later some ****... i got my girl for now and i am happy... but yeah baby i can rule and i rule well. they made some street names for me today , and some bsianess names for me too,, magic reality.. i made some elders grow young today .. what will i be in the future? only God knows.. and some of my allies who time travel.. i will time travel again too.. i am good at it. time is awesome... some allies aasked me to teach people what i knw.. i jack time.. it is mine.. i wont show you how.. i dont trust you.. but if you read me well, and listen to me well, then you learn what i know, because i let you see. but cross me, and i will fight you, and you wont like me when i fight. i am not a push over chump, i am ruler of time and day and night . i am nothing like the people you know.. i can give you the world on silver platter and i can take it awway in a second.. i can cut down the worst and the best because i am an angel of God. Never ill you learn and get what i know if you are not trustworthy and with god good. you will fall. but yes since you are good and reading this right, then you are blessed and will learn from me.. you will get what others miss, and will live a blessed life of creation. dreams coming true and more.. more then you know.. believe it on your own??????? i ask you to stand up and be.. not some weak and dependant guy who needs me... you can do better.. you can use me.. i wil let you.. my double will answer to the good ones.. it always does. but if you have bad intent then it will hurt you.. dont **** about it either.. god let me have the best of both worlds, heaven and hell. now take that and listen because if you are bad my double ill hurt you and if you are good then it will help you.. it listen to me duh.. take the best and riegn. take the worst and suffer the wrath. contrbute to reality and listen to my teachings. i have done more to this world then any before me. i have cured ccancer, nearly aids, and many of the worst, if not all yet, most of the worst conditions i can think of and have known. i figght the evil an i win.. i have suffered greatly for this path but i gve saved millions of lives.. do something good.. contribute to this world and you will live a miraculous life like me. you can do it too... I AM DONE RAMBLING IN MY DRUNKEN STUPOR.. but this is me, and it is true.. enjoy life and do well, stand up for what is right, nd do no evil. god is watching like a hawk, and he is perfect.. i know trust me. i know him well, but nothing like everything he is.. he is the totality of creation.. he knows everything.. trust him and invite him into your life.

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God is real dumb ass. listen and he will bless you.. give your self to Him.. what you call him dumb names and then expect him to come into your life as a perfect \god??? silly dumb ass. call \him mperfect then invite HIm in... what do think yo ucan insult him and expect a perfect form to manifest??? call it the perfect silent knowledge to win, if you dare.. what do you call him??
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i still remember the day, so long ago, the day i listened. i believed that reality is everythig and anything and if you believe then you can be an angel. i believed that reality could make me an angel of God.. i know now and have learned many times that this is silly/ angels are more them i can be, and this is true.. but i believed at the time and God answered me. since then i have saved millions of lives and put things into this world that noone else has ever done.. i believe in myself and my God. if you are a **** and religion refusal yoe then make your own God, like I did. My God answers prayers. I remember last month when i thought God feeds the animals, and i was watching a squirrel look for food and all of the sudden he found a nut.. a peanut. just hat he wanted. i believed in God then. do you know what happenss when you believe in God??? Anything. Everything. you rule. Make god yoru best friend and saviour.. he is inside of everything, all the time, and he watches.. he can come into a fighter ready to kil you at any second and manifest him as your friend.. he is the best he has made my enimeies my best friends many times. he owns this **** man. he will let you own this **** too, if you are goodd and judge Him as perfect like i do. Gs says give HIm glory and power... and so trust him. give him everything and the perfect power that is beyond what you can see and know.. trust it like he asks... why not try? i did, and e gave me the best life i could ever ask for.. all it took was a lil belief, a lil trust, and a knowing that i can be great. and good. you gotta add the good because God really does love creation and life. he likes choice and so he asks you to accept him and choose him, so you gotta ask and choose. he is right there with you, right now. waiting.. make the right decisions and stand up fpr hat is right.. do it on your own even, and not even with God on your side, and he will love you. be stong enough without god, ad he wils till have your back. you can do it. i did. GOd is the best. He is the unknon, all of it, and so trust him.. i said long ago that God is my best friend and i am glad i did. i miss him now.. i asked HIm to hide from me.. because many of my allies wanted his power and glory, and tred to trick me into giving them his power. So I askd hIM TO HIDE FOR ME, AND so he does. He hides form me, but is here with me every step of the way. God is the giver of creation and all the best energies you can apply. Give him the best and see what he does for you? he gave me everything. kept me safe against the worst enemies. made them my friends too. i rule baby, and why? because i sacked myself for people, and i chose to blieve in a God who loved people and wanmted miracles and love and creative genius. FOrm Him. Choose the GOd you want.. He is already everything but what can he be for you? Be good man. Choose good and trust HIm like he asks. Then you will rule your God.. But dont be stupid ... God rules you. ANd there is no better GOd then the one GOd of creation. He is the only one who knows everything. He can do anything. give Him that power like He asks of you, then trust HIm. The faith alone can do anything. dont let faith slip you by. faith is the best tool there is. Billy, do you question me? do you now know i am awesome? do you not know i am amazing? i have done miracles every day for years on end. i even asked God to present him self into you world for you? he has too. you are almost believing in him.. if you are not already.. then deny the old God you knew and accept the new God i present to you.. he is perfect, he is everything, he is ruler, he knows all. that is my God billy. he kicks ass too. accept Hi into your life and he will eat your enemies up and make them friends too. he will give you everything you ask for. the world on a silver platter.
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i will tell you a secret billly. and all those who listen.. if you beleieve in a GOd that is weak and dead, or stupid then you get a crappy world. he asked everyone at one time or anther to believe in Him. and so you should. ask him for a miracle, and ttrust in him to show you.. he said he will if you trust him.. and so believe in him like he asks.. it really is simple.. he asks for power and glory and he asks you to believe in him.. that is all. so do it .... watch you rreality become amazing.. walk with him in your life... look for him as he asks... look for God in your life,, and he will show you.. i did it for years.. just like he asked. he showed me the best life in creation.. are you jealous? cuz i have ahad the besy life in existence because i believed in him. he walked with me for years and killed the worst beings in creation and let me rule the world. hahahahahahahha. i am laughing because it is true. trust God and you will see. GVE HIM POWER AND GLORY.. which means call him perfect and see what happens? try it?? ii dare you..
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just so you kno God is not only one way.. he is all of them.. call hi your ally if you will. and watch as your d4reams come true. but dont ever call him evil or satan.. dont ever give that power out to evil.. give it to the good.. the prevailing.. give it to the blessed creation and watch your dream reality come true. talk to me here, what do you think? do you think i am crazy/?? many god pushers hide behind the crazy persona and so yeah. but i am serious. if you dont ant oto have all the power i have then refuse. but i tell you how it has been in my amazing, supercharged life. and so trust me? its up to you.. but if you do you will reign in heaven and in hell. yeah baby. i love this mess that is creation.. i watch the old grow young an the diseased grow cured.. believe in hatever god you will but make it god or i will kick your ass. and i am traind in the arts of reality manifestations. so go ahead andd challenge me and my god will kick your ass boy.
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so yeah, i want you to understand that belief in powerful.. it is the most powerful tool we have, if you believe in a god that will avenge you , and a god that will defeat your eneimies then he will. believe my friends in this sorcery forum, and he will cut them down,. but believe in a god who loves all of creation then he will make peace with everyone. believe it, and it ill be so. i m champion, and i rule baby yeah.. why? because i believe in the god of all creation. so make it so.. the ball rests in your court.
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I've just finished reading #107.  I want to comment before reading the rest.
"yes since you are good and reading this right, then you are blessed and will learn from me.. you will get what others miss, and will live a blessed life of creation. dreams coming true and more.. more then you know.."

Yes, of course I am reading it right.. I was practically giddy.  I aligned with you perfectly.

   You know I always reflect back to myself, and as from myself in GOD.  I don't have the identity issues other dupes might have, and I don't judge your doings the conventional manner.  So, as to not trusting to show me time travel secrets, I will have that when you are ready to 'give' it to me {you are not billy/derek for nothing}.

   Thank you for the push, thank you for the blessing, thank you for derek being derek, thank you for billy being billy.
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I've just finished reading #107.  I want to comment before reading the rest.
"yes since you are good and reading this right, then you are blessed and will learn from me.. you will get what others miss, and will live a blessed life of creation. dreams coming true and more.. more then you know.."

Yes, of course I am reading it right.. I was practically giddy.  I aligned with you perfectly.

   You know I always reflect back to myself, and as from myself in GOD.  I don't have the identity issues other dupes might have, and I don't judge your doings the conventional manner.  So, as to not trusting to show me time travel secrets, I will have that when you are ready to 'give' it to me {you are not billy/derek for nothing}.

   Thank you for the push, thank you for the blessing, thank you for derek being derek, thank you for billy being billy. 
P.S.  I mention you once or twice every few weeks or so to Susan.  I told her yesterday we may be going (invited) to see derek someday.  She didn't say one word in some objection as she would with everything else.
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I've just finished reading #107.  I want to comment before reading the rest.
"yes since you are good and reading this right, then you are blessed and will learn from me.. you will get what others miss, and will live a blessed life of creation. dreams coming true and more.. more then you know.."

Yes, of course I am reading it right.. I was practically giddy.  I aligned with you perfectly.

   You know I always reflect back to myself, and as from myself in GOD.  I don't have the identity issues other dupes might have, and I don't judge your doings the conventional manner.  So, as to not trusting to show me time travel secrets, I will have that when you are ready to 'give' it to me {you are not billy/derek for nothing}.

   Thank you for the push, thank you for the blessing, thank you for derek being derek, thank you for billy being billy. 
P.S.  I mention you once or twice every few weeks or so to Susan.  I told her yesterday we may be going (invited) to see derek someday.  She didn't say one word in some objection as she would with everything else.
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Well, I'm drinking a little too right now, and I'd say you are thinking of backing out on me. laughing/still true (kinda').

Listen you self-proclaimed dick (good laugh), I am a good SEER.

Now, for some others.  I am on the money with the 'conversion to tonal work' as the mainstay of your progress.  You enter this arena where serloco is and you are mince-meat.  {The right Mince Meat Pie is my favorite Thanksgiving dessert}  Seriously, it would take no time before being lost to the lioness who eats you.

I love serloco!!
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No, no.. you won't back out.

P.S.  I am in the same arena as serloco.   I love it here.  We are friends.
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yeah we could meet up someday.. sure.. if you can fly.. hanging with me might mean you lose your world.. you will have to bring some bread crumbs to find your way home again .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
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I am home wherever I go..   and, you know that.

I am not one to initiate real relations..  don't even oblige my sisters' cordiality.  I would not look out the window to see the queen of England, the president, the pope, nor Jesus Christ himself.

But YOU.  YOU I want to be with face to face.
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***  !!!  I am happy.  Serloco, pleaase don't forget about Devon, my beautiful daughter.  O jesus Christ serloco I'm crying.  Balling my eyes out. You are the very best of existence.
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i wont forget.. i will cast a spell on her if i can, and i think and know that i can, and so it is on my list of things to do.. i have healed people's complexions and skin stuff loads of times.. and so yeah.. i think i even have a picture of her and so that could help me too.. but i dont need that stuff. i will just tell.. been feeling normal lately, and down to earth which is why i said to wait.. in a snap (a pinch) i could do it if i needed too, but i will wait till i get some power from my recap.. i will have to visit a position of awareness i have not been to in a while.. and so yeah..
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Since the complexion has been a not so minor issue since teens, waiting several months or however long is no time at all in the context of a decade.  Thank you!!
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I'm giving you my best here.  This is level 10 on scale of 1 to 10:

 I cannot leave the foundation of humble being for the world's activities and people.  World is an ABSOLUTE ZERO value.  I am up to my nostrils in desire concerning the world's attractiveness.  I am going to continue being passionate engaging world even though it has no worth.  This post has no hyperbole.

  To be friends with and love the world only makes any sense in controlled folly.

  If I were to give myself to the world in any other mode it would be ruiness, and bring heartbreaking suffering.  As I am learning to control my world by virtue of serloco reflecting my infinite power (THANK YOU serloco), I do not forget that my only true friend is my barren emptiness.  My heart rests only there.  It is my only GOD.  There I become worthy. I love GOD.  Hear that serloco? I love GOD!
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Unlike the post that preceded it, the prior involved little emotion.  I am highlighting that one must follow reason to the limitless void. Reason calls for a sober commitiment to unwavering detachment. 

It has been fun. 

ADD: In detachment one is paying attention.  This was a choice; learn to celebrate that idea in your presence. I have written some good pieces in billy's basic detachment, indulgences, and this untitled.
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Unlike the post that preceded it, the prior involved little emotion.  I am highlighting that one must follow reason to the limitless void. Reason calls for a sober commitiment to unwavering detachment. 

In detachment one is paying attention.  This was a choice; learn to celebrate that idea in your presence. I have written some good pieces in billy's basic detachment, indulgences, and this untitled.

It has been fun.
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