The New Seers?

[Billy]

bit shiny-  when the water returns to your crotch you will know your circulatory system is working

...and dialysis...

it is good you have found a place for detachment to live

Well, though I implied dialysis, I was in fluidity and actually thinking in terms of my reproductive system at that writing. 

My spirituality is very sexy. 

The deeper my abaondonment into emptiness the more rapturously prurient I can be. 

Conscious detachment there is loaded with sensational freedom.  The simplicity of living awareness bathes my heart so purely. 

This sexuality is not always blatant; 

but, I state assuredly that the grace and purity of my presence is crowned with a profound sense of this.

Thank you for the generous compliment acknowledging that I found a place for detachment (total abandonment) to live..

I think of that as my heart... though deeper still... the place where I once had a soul.

[Billy]

omniscience, let me count the ways..
controlled folly.. a fool knows nothing thus..
indifference makes knowing moot
au emptiness, there is nothing to know
then the knowing I know nothing

Don't cha believe me?

moving on......
   That 1st bastard mirror (Joe) would expose who I was;   ..was not a pretty picture.  I'd sometimes run away, but soon realized not one thing he showed me wasn't true.  I must recognize the false stories I tell myself, though any story is just fine.  
  The double speak of no-self can be counterproductive, though it was useful for a time.
  Which reminds me.. sober pretense at self negation is a wonderful way to help me pretend and PLAY in all of controlled folly.

  Kill the self all ya want out there, even become naked and destitute- without a pot to piss in, but you will still piss.

Don't take the omniscient stuff seriously either in the common vernacular.  It pertains to a useful posture one can acquire from emptiness's indifference.

[bit shiny]

the confidence of the fool

now asking questions might sound like a sound way to gather information

if of course you happened to listen

cool kids with all the answers never get to see how such a weakness in character flaw perceived by them to be strength

is both the crutch and the dilemma which upholds its own reality

go ahead ask a lot of questions

don't feed it back into your own consensus either for your own or every bodies else

once upon a time

a boy was driving a car

he was pulled over by the police for making an illegal u turn

he tried to tell the police man what the law was "which of course was ridiculous and did not work"

although realizing the laws that exist

he believed somehow his emotional reactions 'rightfully'

would protect him in some way

sure he complained to his friends and family even gathered agreements about how it was hard done by

he even claimed he would take it to court

when the court date came he failed to appear before the magistrate

he then found out his license had been revoked for a period of six months

next he claimed he would just walk into the court and complain to them !

telling them the law and asking for it to be revoked or to pay the fine but to no end alas it was too late for that

the consensus had been written

alas agreements and cool kids feed into cycles of reflection which are not built either upon laws

or shared realities

shared realities being non agreements of grandeur illusory props

and riding upon established boundaries

i told you the frog swallowed all the water

i really don't think you were paying attention still playing your games

[Billy]

O h oh oh Jesus  >  I am responding having only read the first line and laughing for the poignancy of it.  I did not read further..  I will soon
per bit shiny :     the confidence of the foolthe confidence of the fool
wonderous.. so many levels..    a more literal and less lofty one is designated for me this morning > the fool who has no confidence (plain **** fool).
THAT brings laughter.  All of this **** here on the forum, and ESPECIALLY all of the **** here I've written has been summed up by bit tiny.

[Billy]

Note* Once again, I inadvertently wrote bit tiny.  I won't correct it here, .. 'cause I'll do a little stalking too and find out what consumes ya.

go back to post #20 ........now I'll continue reading..... I sure hope i'm not disappointed.......

[Billy]

Note* Once again, I inadvertently wrote bit tiny.  I won't correct it here, .. 'cause I'll do a little stalking too and find out what consumes ya.

go back and read post #20 ........now I'll continue..... I sure hope i'm not disappointed.......

[Billy]

"...grandeur illusory props," huh?  You've transcended laws that hold me in illusory self reflection.  I get that.

But let me tell you something about bad form..   YOU exist > THAT is bad form.

[Billy]

A guy approaches a girl at the library, and asks, "Do you mind if I sit beside you?"

The girl answers, "Forget it." 

She then shouts, "I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU!"

All the people in the library stare at the guy, and he is VERY embarrassed.

After a minute, the girl quietly walks to the guys table, and snickers at him.

"I study PSYCHOLOGY; I KNOW how to make a crude fool embarrassed."

Suddenly, the guy yells,

"TWO HUNDRED DOLLARS FOR ONE NIGHT! THAT'S TOO MUCH!!!

All the people in the library stare at the girl as the guy laughs at her.

"I study LAW; I KNOW how to make a rude girl guilty!"

[Billy]

Understand, 'YOU' was general (includes myself).  I don't subscribe to the concept of winning in the evolutionary gene pool lottery against infinite odds is necessarily a blessing; it is moreso an admission ticket to hell (smiling).

Yeah, after a lot of work to mature.......   .....  (i do more than fine)

I am also being serious.. had to overcome disdain for religiosity.  Get real,  if a God,  God is a Fucker.

Put the best human objective paragraph on harmonious good ethics in a vacuum. 

Say it was later discovered by some entity with brains, and it saw that the manifestation of such great ethics required dying on a cross, murderous crusades, strong armed inquisitions, holy wars, jihads, sacrifices, worship of deity in the face of violence, disaster, and tragedy.
 
  I saw someone's post about destroying the environment; I'm thinking.. my God.. that's your concern.  My concern is the very real, essential requirement in life that I need to eat you to survive.

Honor that 'intelligent designer'? ?? 

The fact of 'IS'ness does not support ANYTHING that ought to follow.  I take what 'is' to be real, but I do not accept any idea of its necessity in the first origination.   And truthfully, if I think in the common vernacular, if there exists evil, then existence is sick.  Just like having cancer, it's hard to imagine saying my body is doing fine just because it is hardly part of the rest of me.
   In fact, it is my honest sense of this in want of the negation experience when I do that, which brings the most powerful dynamics.  I PUT IT ALL ON THE PROVERBIAL TABLE !   Take off the dishes and silverware,and bread.  SEE THAT?  Now pull off the table cloth.  SEE THAT?  See all the notches, markings, and imperfections on the wood surface.  SEE THAT?  Keep going until you are FUCKIN EMPTY!!!!

[Billy]

Do you understand I can say this, mean this, and am still genuinely happy?

[Billy]

Julio sees billy pick up women, and finally asks him how he does it. (not JJ lol)

billy says, "I just tell them something lewd, like 'I'll tickle your ass with my feather?"

If she doesn't want that, I repeat, "I said, it looks like the typical nasty weather."

billy points to the window, "See Julio, its pouring rain outside."

Julio goes up to the first beautiful woman he sees on a sunny day and asks,

"Butt ***?"   ..cries out, "Uh Oh, it looks like rain."

She slaps Julio silly.

{This joke always strikes me as VERY funny.}

[Billy]

bit shiny.. I'm being rambunctious. I'd figuatively like to smack you.. then again -- I laugh because i probably left a lot of food on the table, which is something i do a lot.  I'm sorry, but I trained myself to want less, and not more.

Besides, did you not say my fate was already determined from the beginning of time?  Didn't I agree?

If someone asks why I bother to write then, I will call you a complete moron.  The answer is obvious: is it not?

I'm determined to.

[Billy]

bit shiny wrote:the confidence of the fool...

cool kid(s) with all the answers ...

is both the crutch and the dilemma which upholds its own reality

                                      {i SEE exactly what you say there - and it is true}

making an illegal u turn

he tried to tell (you bit shiny) police man what the law was "which of course was ridiculous and did not work"

although realizing the laws that exist

he believed somehow his emotional reactions 'rightfully'

would protect him in some way...

                  {I did bring up "phenomenological physics, but it is NOT true I had an emotional reaction holding to that}

gathered agreements about how it was hard done by...he even claimed he would take it to court

      
                  {Not really.. I entertained the possibility that you were obsessed with me, had comptuter hacking savvy, and some alarm clock that told you exactly the moment I posted..  but, it was much more sensible to me that you actually have extraordinary power, and I was simply underscoring that with faux disbelief to highlight your achievement there.  The fact you showed up on the computer just then did not startle me, or even surprise me that much.  I grant you 'deserved praise.'}

...cool kid(s) feed(s) into cycles of reflection...of grandeur illusory props and riding upon established boundaries

             {I have little agreement with such illusion; i have props.. yes, i do..   and, I could write you under that table I speak of..
I am sober too, but not heavy with self.   I continually create within boundaries, dispense of same boundaries; then unwittingly (or wittingly too) obtain others > and so that process goes on....

And I mentioned Zen Enlightenment as a cue that you somehow want to share an answer concerning such matters.. is that so?}

...i told you the frog swallowed all the water...

{I can't get into this > I got eaten by the bear, that ate the fish, that swallowed the frog, whose pond no longer exists}

i really don't think you were paying attention still playing your games

{I am paying attention..   I hunt game......   ....}

[Billy]

You know bit shiny, I recognized I was visited by your kindly presence today.  By the way, I was not at all twisted by having my tonal 'nagualled,' and rather liked it--felt flattered.
Too, serloco has steadily shifted my first attention..  what a hysterical thought.  Another nagual competing.  I've got to say, that even before your visit this afternoon my demeanor had become really soft for ya.  Also, I sensed your unconditional goodness with my warm welcome.

Thank you.  I enjoyed that

[Billy]

The superb embellishment of this Don Juan quote is by glance left, and I wished to repeat it:

"Impeccability begins with a single act that has to be
deliberate, precise and sustained. If that act is repeated long
enough, one acquires a sense of unbending intent which can be
applied to anything else. If that is accomplished the road is
clear. One thing will lead to another until the warrior realizes
his full potential."

Beautiful!  And, just in compiling personal notes derived from application of this above phenomenon from warriors abroad, the "deliberate, precise, and sustained" action described above is best sustained if approached with affection...care...attention...fluidity...gentleness...gracefulness/artfulness (but sometimes acute immediacy of action demanded by certain urgent situations might supercede "gentleness").  It has to do with falling in love with the filigree of detail associated with that action within which one is trying to foster unbending intent and impeccability.  It's tricky, in the beginning, because there's alot of inertia associated with the drone of doing chores (what a word!  "chores"! ) or engaging in "mundane" activities which we've trained ourselves to become bored with and have learned the flyer multitasking technique of given only a modicum of attention to the actual task so that we can think about ourselves with the rest of our attention.  So there's momentum established to approach small tasks with this miniscule attention and flimsy energy...because all our energy is being diverted to those self indulgent thoughts...which, again, is the active machinery of predation by the foreign installation!  The alternative is much more exciting...and turns mundane tasks into pure magic...into a forum within which the energy body, our double, can merge with us here in this daily dream.  Because the double absolutely delights in engaging all the fine energetic details of whatever's going on.....it knows how to truly fall in love what whatever it is doing (sometimes to a fault LOL!  but we're getting ahead of ourselves here ).

And so, to avoid getting into another class topic, which swirls around the double, we can summarize with the invaluable technique of applying the mood of impeccability to those tasks...those loculated moments which consist of the beginning of a task through to the end of the task (and the task can be anything at all....tying one's shoes....doing the dishes....starting one's car....making one's bed....the list goes on ).  The mood of impeccability is one of careful, loving attention which delights in the fine, thread-like, nitty gritty details of all that's going on within the task itself. Once those fine threads of detail are teased out and paid attention to...then this thrumming energy emerges which helps feed into the silent awareness of those details....kind of like this living machinery slowly comes to life and begins to purr, as if its been waiting for eons for a chance to become active again.  This leads to impeccability...which leads to unbending intent....which, as Don Juan said himself...leads to tipping the scales in a warrior's life, after which "One thing will lead to another until the warrior realizes his full potential"  !Boom!  And our "full potential"....*shiver*...is unfathomable, y'all!  There is so much waiting for us, if we can just persist for a little while.

[Billy]

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[Billy]

Now zen, is dat betta fo yo mind? 

lol > now zen, i be gooood

zen again, I'm not so sure

[Billy]

ADD   Listen 1 minute thirty seconds to two minutes on previous video to catch the drift.

Zen you will have a sense of my perfect conformity to dharma

.. if not now, zen?

now zen, let me tell ya about me, me, me, me.  'Emperor billy' has no clothes.

Okay, okay-- I'll remove all my **** here.... sometime..........   ...

[Billy]

ADD   Listen 1 minute thirty seconds to two minutes on previous video to catch the drift.

Zen you will have a sense of my perfect conformity to dharma

.. if not now, zen?

now zen, let me tell ya about me, me, me, me.  'Emperor billy' has no clothes.

Okay, okay-- I'll remove all my **** here.... sometime..........   ...

[Mornings Son]

billy don't remove it.
This is your Empire - well part of it at least ))
Enjoy !

[bit shiny]

i understand there may be views

if speech rattles you you can rattle up a tune

from a far away point possible to obtain a simple point on which to prevail with the immensity brought to bear

complexity fed back upon lines

intent

upon a close inspection sight of great and wonderous examples brought to bear upon simple lines from great distance bringing expansiveness into the simple being

about immense variables

sight and conscious choices brought to a bear upon swelled decisive clouds bursting to bears below as above

the egyptian view and the christian story lines similarly containing zem like features

unlike stagnation

pillars

the moon hovered for a while while a cup poured into

sun shining down upon a point

all the best healers seemed to have those attributes shared

hermaphroditic proportions you know

left right compliments shared

raining in the two mothers upon the earth child born first and holding cups fill

its proportionally rational there fore to extend motions of oceans from points removed to points close

within scopes

can't tell the blend quite enough

emotions are honest and are enough

wrapping up things to lessen others sight not comparable to the lack of union of truth to bring sight

i am a fire cracker dear

what is it you are hunting

every act being towards a greater end within a beginning

else simple directions may implement further reaches from extended families graces

its true i am babbling for this purpose

and i would not normally turn to give the indication of purpose

one thing cannot be presided much further

when words spoken with awareness of hands upon shoulders

to bolster reverberating effect should deliver secondary emotions

removed from honest flow

as you don't second guess to show

it does'nt show

[Billy]

Thank you for 'rattle up a tune' elucidation to objectify my doing so. 

Awesome expansion there taking me to the critical 'point'

AND..to be wary of endless expansion too {when removed from purity}

I am listening to you...

so simply

[Billy]

I will erase this post {THIS one}. 

I forgot to tell you bit shiny..

THAT WAS AWESOME!!

[Billy]

But of course concerning the hunt... my aim is simple; perception is pointed at what is to be the TASTE of my own purity.

[Billy]

Clarification about TASTING my own purity:

In the moment of a consuming, monsterous, world-view glimpse, I desire {however unseemly or horrid (or happy)} to absorb its monsterous (yet paradoxically impotent) 'power'.. 

upon which I am overwhelmed-- and there is an alluring sense of personal inadequacy and deprecation. 

Whence, I yearn intensely for my own abandonment.

   Not only do I crave my negation at a perfect point, but I wantonly jump and fall into its abyss.

   A sensational awareness of 'pure' self happens.  It is ecstacy to be sure.