Getting the girl 101

[serloco]

Well you bring me joy in abundance and I would share it with you anytime. Joy is something wonderful for sure. Some people have gifts in bringing into people's lives. I always try to bring out the best in people and make their lives just a lil bit more magical. 

I wont lie or wear false masks. I will however bend myself into the person I need to be to accomplish the goal at hand. In regards to loving a woman I tend to become their desired role. It's not a lie, its a shift into a new design or personality. I am a fluid being. A stalker. I stalk the person I need to be to win. But winning isnt everything. Once I accomplish my goal I am not gone like the wind. Especially when I love and care for someone. I have many goals, many secrets. Many joyful moments to share, and many lessons to come in ways to expand the love, care, and joy. For me, I want to make my girl the happiest girl on earth and will do whatever it takes to win.

[serloco]

[serloco]

That young God song is quite the gourd. I would enter into that gourd you presented any day of the week!

[serloco]

[serloco]

So after the guidance of the universe to be myself and dont change for others I had a revelation. I dont want to *** multiple people. I dont want to be easy nor do |I want easy women. I thought I did but that wasnt really me. I was just out for conquest to make me feel like a man, make me feel loved by women. I was filling a hole inside of me, a void. I need to love myself and be the man I want to be. I shouldnt bend for others. I should be a rock. 

So I was talking to this hottie who I wanted to *** really bad and started to have feelings for. Thing is I cant trust her. I see her clearly. She agreed to *** me this Friday night and yet I sent her song. The song is called two people and sings about how can you love two people at the same time. 



So I sent her the song and broke it off. I dont want to share my love either with multiple people. I rationalised that I was just being a single man. But I am not after being single anymore, I am after something real. I am looking for true love. So I changed again it seems, another transition.

[serloco]

More mediatation and more enlightenment came my way. Indeed I have been dependent on a woman's love and affection to find joy and happiness in my life again. Something I had stopped long ago but jumped back into recently. I had al these dreams of love and passion and yet I found something out about myself and humanity. It seems I love too deeply for this world. I will find, I believe, no partner in this life. Maybe the next one. People are too shallow here. As soon as I made this realization something clicked in me and I became truly happy again. I think I have a karmic debt in love that went unpaid and now it is being paid. I wont find true love I feel. I am not ready for it or something. Oh I have tried and tried. But I will remain loving and peaceful and kind and generous and perfect my love but I will remain single and celibate. People may think I am weird but I thikn people are too weird for me. I have become distant from humanity and far removed. I think I might sail off into the ocean of the unknown and see where I land. Oh I am a lil sad and a lil relieved at the same time. I have too much work to do on myself. One failed dream is not the end of the world. Maybe in the next life or the next world things will be different. Who knows? Not I!

[serloco]

[Pixie Dust]

You mention making someone the happiest you can.  That's nice--to want that for another.  I've stopped doing that for years now.  I don't focus on being such a central figure because I can't always promise I'll be around.  I have side projects I'm often investigating and those projects take me into places that require me to be absent from all other aspects of life.  Everything I do at Sorcery is a sort of pro bono thing--I use it to give back.  I suppose the question is what exactly am I giving?  That's difficult to convey.  I see patterns in people and events.  I often don't share my observations because I aim to be a human and normal during my off-time.  Everyone needs a place to grow so off-time is my time for me-time.  I come here to ponder concepts I haven't explored yet.  I'll share my observations of others should the need arise, but I don't generally volunteer those because honesty can be alienating  Anyway, what I give is my thoughtful consideration and time and if used wisely, my skill set has numerous uses that others could benefit from.  I also benefit from being here--and those reasons I'll keep private  but there's something here for me too

Anyway, I've been uninterested in romance for over a decade now.  Although, I'm interested in love.  Unconditional love of nature, humanity, and the sciences of the world  there's so much left to do:

Robert Frost said it most concisely:

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,   

But I have promises to keep,   
And miles to go before I sleep,   
And miles to go before I sleep.



You'll find your love Serloco.  The sort of love you speak of comes from yourself, not another.  Have you built your own gourd yet?    You have such a wonderful heart that you should consider giving it to yourself.

[Pixie Dust]

Legendary Man, a story of a faceless
My faceless  
The man who captured my heart 
with his ruthless pursuit of freedom.  
The mystery man.
Who aimed to free his fellow man from enslavement.
That sort of profound impact was a lighthouse for my spirit.

It takes a village to save a life.  His spirit is an entire village and is beyond deserving of any assistance I can muster.  

In return for my help--I had another door, in the endless corridor, be opened.  I don't know how many more legendary men I'm strong enough to meet; but that was incredible  We should all be so fortunate to meet a person who opens doors of awareness for ourselves.  The very special doors get opened when we engage others from the perspective of spirit.  Imagine what might occur when a legendary man meets a legendary woman--haha.  How incredible that may be  It would be like an eclipse that the world stares at in awe.

[serloco]

Thank you for saying I have a beautiful heart. I think I do too. I am a very sensitive soul and pour my love into everything I do. I am passionate. Sensitivity is a blessing and a curse. It feels so strong and amazing to love so deeply and yet in the end the pain is unbearable. Highs and lows have been my life. It feels as though I have hope after all in love. I woke up today gloomy and dull. Not really my style. I was and am disheartened with my reality. I am uncertain about many things in my life right now. I pray the answers will find me. I am searching. 

I spent a long time freeing people and helping people. It was, I assumed, my destiny. When I had my near death experience it took me to a place of extreme power. I got there from having a pure heart that wanted to help people. I prayed to God to help people and to have the power to be able to do so. Turns out God answered my prayers and gave me a wondrous life full of power and lessons. I did many great things for my people. I still do them to this day. There is no problem I can not solve. I can do it with style too. My way. 

Anyways it turns out I lost love in people. All the great thigns I did for people went unnoticed. There was no help for me when I needed it. No one was there for me at my lows. SUre I had friends there when I was up and able to be a star but when the going got tough not a single one was there for me. Pity I know. But still I lost a lot of love for people. I judge their hearts now as shallow. I want that view to change. I dont know if I can put my heart into loving people and helping people who do not earn that love. Perhaps I am the one that is shallow? I suppose the joy of healing a life about to die so they can spend time with their children in health and in love is worth it even if I get nothing in return right? Making someone's life better is a reward in itself. I can love myself all the more. Be proud of who I am and not ashamed for seeking somethign in return. 

I do feel ashamed with my life too. Like I said ups and downs. I didnt handle myself with dignity when I made commands to spread girls legs and control their hearts. I didnt act with honour at all. I made many mistakes in my life and so I guess th ebalance is there. I have a karmic debt for the wrongs I have committed and I hope to pay them off soon. I dont want to suffer in the next life, or in this one. People see me here, they often know who I am and my life story. I dont want to be embarrassed to show my face around town. I too have built cities full of my own people and once they all loved and celebrated my name. I want that again. I suppose I will have to again earn it.

Anyways all I seem to do is rant and ramble. So I will cut this short for now. Its been a pleasure chatting with you. You helped me and that is wonderful in my life right now. You are very collected. I appreciate your friendship very much. Thanks.

[watergaze]

serloco wrote:I am uncertain about many things in my life right now.
as the shaman (that I know) would say: Wonderful . This is a great place to be.

Pixie, you mean you met Mr Lee Kuan Yew?

[serloco]

Thanks WG. You know it feels like a great place to be too. Kind if exciting to let go of the reigns for a change and release control.

[Pixie Dust]

watergaze wrote:
Pixie, you mean you met Mr Lee Kuan Yew?

Oooo.  That's an interesting question.  No, I did not literally meet Mr Lee Kuan Yew.  Though, I know a person who has accomplished transforming a third world into a first world within a single generation  

Many history books are incorrect.  America's specifically are often incorrect.  I can cite historical events if you want, but I'll assume you know that not everything written in history books is true.  There are moments in history that are never written about and it's where people like Mr Lee come into the private sector and make a large difference without their name being publicized  So while I posted the video of Mr Lee, I didn't mean to say I knew Mr Lee, only that I know someone like Mr Lee.

[serloco]

ON careful consideration I would have to say that the world is already free although they remain trapped by themselves and inadequate teachings and knowledge. People have their own choices and free will in an energy generating world and thus make and lie in their own beds. I have to say that people, average worldly people can not handle freedom and are not ready for it. Over the years I have trusted many with power just to watch them abuse it. I like don Juan's path of removing the ego and self-importance in order to gain energy. If one can eradicate self-importance and attain impeccability then one can become ready to handle the power of freedom. The world has a long way to go without a lot of work. 

On the other hand new worlds are created everyday by those powerful enough to do so. Those worlds are in the careful control of the wielder of that power and thus are formed in the way the caster deems appropriate. Making people, creating them, is a careful process. You must forge their minds and personalities in ways you wish to see. It would be wise to form them in a way that can handle freedom and in a way that you can trust them with power.

[watergaze]

Pixie, so is it a secret of whom you speak? Or, at least, which country are you talking about?

serloco, self-importance also stinks to other beings. Some beings want nothing to do with that stink .

[serloco]

That is why I enjoy moving people and controlling their volition as if they were allies. I also love the ally worlds. You can set their volition and control the forms. Moving people can be a lil more difficult but not much. Most average people are very weak willed. Calling them self-important makes them so, and yet flipping that judgement aroudnn can have amazing properties. I remember the day I shifted my judgements of humanity and watched as they changed in my world. What a glorious day when I found impeccable seers in my world instead of stinky self-important humans!

[serloco]

A way into a woman's heart is with kind words of love. Poetry is an ancient art of courtship. In this day and age it is often overlooked and thus if practiced you possess a keen edge over the competition. 

Here are a couple of samples I put together for a girl I am courting. I will let you know how it goes. 

Searching for love of a special kind
i've searched my whole life and never find
this day could change
a destiny preordained 

hoping, beyond measure, for something real
something exciting that I can feel
oh things just wont stay the same
something is coming to dull the pain

i reach out my hand for something new
alone, one, becoming two
a union divine, something sweet
to pass the time, a chance to meet



As she comes..

Dressed is beauty she awaits
as if sent from the heaven's gates
her words spill forth to reveal from within
a heart and a soul waiting for love to begin
perfection is there, flowing hidden within her
she has not eyes to see it as it were
so she waits, and she hopes, yearning for the day
that her heart can be filled and she finds the way
into that special place where we all fall so deep
the place where never ending love awaits
it is where i wait too
longing for her touch
her taste
yet she is too much
too much beauty
too perfect
if only she could see
where she sits in my eyes
she would understand
that she is a prize

[serloco]

here is another one



Give me the chance...

I would sweep you away
cater to your heart and soul
make you want to stay
oh just one chance is all i need
for you to make this warm heart bleed
give me the chance and you wont be sorry
ill give you romance and we can start our story
ill take you away, safe in my arms
all thru the night i'll keep you warm
i long to know your every desire
so i can fulfill every one
and we can start 
this fire

[serloco]

as the days pass by...

my heart grows every fonder
every single day, captivated by wonder
i slip and i stumble, to get her affections
whichever way she goes that is my direction
and whatever to come forth, i know in my heart
she is my compass, my flower, my true north
from the start

[serloco]

where will I land?

my heart is a storm filled with deafening thunder
my passion ignites and leaves me in wonder
love's wind takes me so high, 
then drops me from the sky
falling for you i put up no fight
oh please can I land in your arms tonight?

[serloco]

the agony of wait...

i wish there was a spell to cast on your heart
i'd make you come to me and never want`to be apart
for every hour that goes past I hope it's the last
till i again get to bask in your beauty unsurpassed 
yet then would that love be what i created alone?
and not from the heart of your very own?
for what I want most is you from the start
something that is true, love's work of art
not something that was forged from manipulation
not something fake but a real creation
for you already possess all the magic i yearn for
i will just have to wait
for what i want
which is more

[serloco]

So I was testing the waters with my commands and voiced a few to this girl I met. Now I like her a lot, as my heart falls in love easily. I am dating two women right now tho and I dont knwo I fell about this because I been developing feelings for both of them. I voiced the intent that they both fall in love with me. One has agreed to sex and one wants me to take it slow. I voiced a command to the one girl also that she want to have my baby and the next day she started talking about it. I am getting older and have no family and so I feel my clock ticking. I want to have babies. lol.

[serloco]

So I voiced my intent to this slutty girl who wanted to *** me that she is no longer a slut. Turns out she wants to get to know me better before having sex after all. I am a lil happy and lil disappointed. But at least now I can have some respect for her.

[serloco]

[serloco]

Him: She wants me!
Her: Men are delusional
Him: She just wants my cock!
Her: Men are pigs
Him: You love it!
Her: In your dreams
Him: Wanna have sex
Her: Ok