12-27-2013, 12:05 AM
I am not a big fan of "physical contact" still lot of peoples have alot of "mud" around it which does not allow them to take it as something sacred, from which it all emanates in this level of awareness we found ourselves with beign borned into the womb of mother earth, this planet in this plane.
People have to understand that when something so small yet so physical and simple as touching by fingers of two beigns can create a whole dream.
For that they must see themselves as equal in every aspect.
I wonder, many times if people can actually get to know other peoples Totaly,
many times I had a feeling that I know someone and than he does something beyond comprehension of my knowing,
which creates sort of a strange feeling that there is still something more in there, I wonder if this actually ends somewhere ?
If we can teach or learn ourselves/others in the same conception until the end of the days or if the conception actually changes by every interaction and if there is a balance, or a pointer that jumps from left to right at certain speed and intensity, and if so how such speed is made swifter ?
Most of the time I get somehow feeling that we are actually not teaching nor learning anyone around ourselves or even inward ourselves,
when we get too much of interactions, like beign overwhelmed by it seems to disrupt something,
like cutting wires, or gaining experience of "unknowable depths" sometimes its really scary,
sometimes really naughty and it can even indulge a feeling of beign raped or beign "bored to death",
but I dont think thats it, this interaction done with this kind of aproach is something more deep,
something more its show us our true value of growing nothingness - an nothingness that can actually embrace more and more things/thoughts/dreams etc.
I think this is the most worth experience, the only lesson we gain in our lives, but on the other hand we must know that the value of it is nothing,
that its just a hole - that actually make us see things,powers,knowledge and abilites = beauty...reminds me of the Alice falling through rabbit hole, with all the junk (or valuable items) along the her fall, I wonder if the rabbit hole ends somewhere, but the farest I can get is that its really endless.
The most important fact for me from the sexual interactions lessons=energy exchanges are the two/three simplest things of the whole nature of this reality*
The vagina=hole(nagual) creates Voiding the deepening experience an flow of something Out of the whole body/awareness.
The penis=stick(tonal) erects so that it may fit, act of ejaculation, which creates life a tonal in the void, the hole which is then after some time flushed out, lot of times womens forget about this part, they make themselves the highest as they are the "Givers of Life" they nurture the life creating a Space by their void, but what is forgotten alot of the time is that the actual life without the act of man giving himself fully off,letting go of his own life force - ejaculation is is same value as the eggs of womans.
In reality two genders, two roles, two different beigns of human race actually have and grants the same power as the another.
Man creates voiding by giving himself off, which may be seen as "egoistic" (but the whole tonal is selfish, its it nature)
but man does not have eggs which he after time destroys,
he has an sperms which are in comparement to egg of same value yet of other characterics (big number,small, low importance of one,but tails etc.).
Woman creates voiding without any effort, which may be seen as nonegoistic, but woman does not have sperms that are all the time there, she has an egg which is in comparement to sperm of other characterics(just few, big, great importance of one, place of nurturing creation).
I always distrust perception made "true" by schools, and such instutions also,
they actualy dont give a bit of "life knowledge" its more of that these institutions we speak of are closed within their walls,
I wonder when actualy the whole society will open the windows and smell the fresh air,
or even run out of from four walls and get into the home we already had - the whole planet and universe, I wonder where is the ceiling...
Taking the knowledge in manner of all-encompassing everybody embracing experience. beign equal the universe inside body with the universe outside body,
like darting around eagle.
*Reality as concept of awareness we are living in, in means of forces governing it aka The Base Rules.
People have to understand that when something so small yet so physical and simple as touching by fingers of two beigns can create a whole dream.
For that they must see themselves as equal in every aspect.
I wonder, many times if people can actually get to know other peoples Totaly,
many times I had a feeling that I know someone and than he does something beyond comprehension of my knowing,
which creates sort of a strange feeling that there is still something more in there, I wonder if this actually ends somewhere ?
If we can teach or learn ourselves/others in the same conception until the end of the days or if the conception actually changes by every interaction and if there is a balance, or a pointer that jumps from left to right at certain speed and intensity, and if so how such speed is made swifter ?
Most of the time I get somehow feeling that we are actually not teaching nor learning anyone around ourselves or even inward ourselves,
when we get too much of interactions, like beign overwhelmed by it seems to disrupt something,
like cutting wires, or gaining experience of "unknowable depths" sometimes its really scary,
sometimes really naughty and it can even indulge a feeling of beign raped or beign "bored to death",
but I dont think thats it, this interaction done with this kind of aproach is something more deep,
something more its show us our true value of growing nothingness - an nothingness that can actually embrace more and more things/thoughts/dreams etc.
I think this is the most worth experience, the only lesson we gain in our lives, but on the other hand we must know that the value of it is nothing,
that its just a hole - that actually make us see things,powers,knowledge and abilites = beauty...reminds me of the Alice falling through rabbit hole, with all the junk (or valuable items) along the her fall, I wonder if the rabbit hole ends somewhere, but the farest I can get is that its really endless.
The most important fact for me from the sexual interactions lessons=energy exchanges are the two/three simplest things of the whole nature of this reality*
The vagina=hole(nagual) creates Voiding the deepening experience an flow of something Out of the whole body/awareness.
The penis=stick(tonal) erects so that it may fit, act of ejaculation, which creates life a tonal in the void, the hole which is then after some time flushed out, lot of times womens forget about this part, they make themselves the highest as they are the "Givers of Life" they nurture the life creating a Space by their void, but what is forgotten alot of the time is that the actual life without the act of man giving himself fully off,letting go of his own life force - ejaculation is is same value as the eggs of womans.
In reality two genders, two roles, two different beigns of human race actually have and grants the same power as the another.
Man creates voiding by giving himself off, which may be seen as "egoistic" (but the whole tonal is selfish, its it nature)
but man does not have eggs which he after time destroys,
he has an sperms which are in comparement to egg of same value yet of other characterics (big number,small, low importance of one,but tails etc.).
Woman creates voiding without any effort, which may be seen as nonegoistic, but woman does not have sperms that are all the time there, she has an egg which is in comparement to sperm of other characterics(just few, big, great importance of one, place of nurturing creation).
I always distrust perception made "true" by schools, and such instutions also,
they actualy dont give a bit of "life knowledge" its more of that these institutions we speak of are closed within their walls,
I wonder when actualy the whole society will open the windows and smell the fresh air,
or even run out of from four walls and get into the home we already had - the whole planet and universe, I wonder where is the ceiling...
Taking the knowledge in manner of all-encompassing everybody embracing experience. beign equal the universe inside body with the universe outside body,
like darting around eagle.
*Reality as concept of awareness we are living in, in means of forces governing it aka The Base Rules.